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Nicole's Story | ||||||||||
Well I'll try to keep this as short as possible .My story seems very similar to many that I have read on the internet & this has prompted me to start a page of my own as until now I have kept my secret very close to my chest . I started my involuntary journey into transvestism when I was about 10( I think!) years old & can almost remember the day i first had the urge to dress female & to this day still have absolutely no idea why . It was hard when living at home but after I moved out & got a job the things I could buy! (highheels & corsets! )It is still as exciting as ever & I am getting a lot better at the transformation .I read somewhere once about a theory some one had, that I like to think might have some truth to it.I cant remember it completely ,so this is an interpretation from memory. It was based around the idea that all eggs are female & that the male presence only takes effect after conception .If the male presence does'nt completely dominate the "persona" in the embryo then some female presence remains .I suppose this could occur in differing intensities which may explain the vast array of feminine influences in people from crossdressing to SRS,who knows its just a theory. Anyway now I'm in my early thirties & in a stage where the feminine part of my soul is having a good outing !.Ive been through several denial & purge stages ( a common occurrence from what I've read ) and am still trying to come to terms with the whole thing.I am still single (sigh!) & heterosexual & my life is at a strange stage at the moment .I am keen to communicate with some "girls" around my age & maybe ...meet some day .But I will be happy with a cyber chat for now ,& even that is a big step! |
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Nicole | ||||||||||
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