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Chapter Six | ||||||
Jourdin stared at the numbers on the elevator as they dinged away, each taking her one floor closer to Nick. At fifteen the doors parted and she grabbed her bag off the floor, ready to make a frantic dash to room 1503. As she walked down the hall she realized the group of girls congregated outside one of the doors was standing right where she was going. They all turned to watch her as she approached, pulling out the key to 1505. "Are you here to see Nick?!?" one of the girls asked. Jourdin gave her a blank look, "Who?" "Nick Carter! Only THE hottest Backstreet Boy!" another one said. 'Damn right he is', she thought. "Backstreet Boy, huh? Sorry, I'm an *NSYNC fan." She could barely stifle her laughter at the girls disgruntled expressions. She pushed her door open, and let it slam behind her as she tossed her bags on the bed. She didn't even bother to look in the mirror to straighten her hair or makedup before going to the door that opened from her room into Nick's- she needed to see him and wasn't about to wait any longer. She unlocked the door and pulled it open, and found that the one on Nick's side was already open- obviously he was expecting her. She walked into his room, "Baby boy?" Nick crept around from behind the door where he was hiding, slipping his arms around her waist and making her squeal in surprise. She struggled to turn around in the grip he had on her. As soon as she was facing him their lips met in a fiercely passionate kiss- three weeks of pent up longing to taste each other expending itself as their tongues danced. Jourdin finally pulled away, breathless, and jumped up, wrapping her legs around his waist. "You feel so good" she whispered, clasping her hands behind his neck. Nick's forehead rest against hers and he looked in her eyes, "I"m so glad your're here Boo. I needed to see you... I thought I'd go crazy if I had to wait any longer." Jourdin's fingers slipped through his hair as she kissed him again. "I'm here now, baby boy." Nick held her a while longer before setting her down, "I love you." "I love you, too." she said. "Now you've got me here, what are you going to do with me?" Nick groaned, "We don't have enough time for what I really want to do." "I'd say we could just have a quickie, but I'm gonna make you wait... " Jourdin giggled. "Tease." he said, pulling her close and kissing her. "Just giving you something to think about during the show." Jourdin smirked. "Great, so I forget all the words to the songs." Jourdin started to reply, but was interrupted by a knock on Nick's door telling him it was time to get going. He sighed and let her go, "I got soundcheck, dinner, about two hours and then the show...so come over whenever you're ready." "I'll go shower and change and then go over to hang out for a while before the show, okay?" "Oh yeah... hang on.." Nick went over to the nightstand by the bed and grabbed and all-access pass and handed it to her. "You might need this. You want me to send a limo over for you?" "Thanks.. and no, I"ll just grab a cab. Do we have plans for after the show?" "Yeah, we've got an after party at a club, with an interview for some radio station, I gotta be there for awhile.. that alright?" he asked, starting to gather his things. "Hell yeah. I"m always up for a night out as a single girl." Jourdin said. "Single girl? Excuse me?" "You're single, right? Or at least that's what I read the other day... so that means I'm not taken either." she said, laughing at his expression. "Dude, I don't like that." he pouted. He kissed her one more time, "Tonight, back here, you're all mine." "I'm always all yours." she replied, as he checked for his keys and headed to the door. "Love you, see you in a while." ~~~~ Jourdin paid the cab driver and got out, looking around to determine where she should go in at. She wandered around the perimeter of the arena towards what she thought should have to be the back. She recognized a few of their security guards standing around outside a door and walked in their direction. The one who'd been at the airport with Nick, she could never remember his name, nodded to her, saying 'hi' as he opened the door for her. She was surprised at the number of people, well, girls standing around holding presents for or pictures of their beloved Boys. She made her way through the crowd, wondering how she'd be able to slip into the dressing room unnoticed. She didn't have to wait for a distraction- she heard a deafening scream from the girls and watched as the guys emerged from the dressing room- smiling, ready to greet their fans. Jourdin got an idea and ducked into the dressing room, dropping her bag. She pulled off the jacket she'd been wearing, figuring her low slung jeans and tank top would fit in nicely with the rest of the girls. She slipped back out of the dressing room and into the line of girls waiting to meet the Boys. She waved as inconspicuously as possible when she saw AJ looking at her and shook her head when he went to elbow Nick. She figured he'd caught on when he just laughed and went back to talking to the crying girl in front of him. She managed to stay out of Nick's sight until she was right in front of him. "OHMYGOD!!! NICK!! I love you SO MUCH!" she shrieked, throwing her arms around him, attempting her best impression of a fanatical Nick-worshipper. The other four guys turned to watch the scene, cracking up and Nick swallowed the gum he was chewing in attempt to not laugh at her. "Um, thank... you..." he said, extracting himself from her grip, trying his best to act just like he would with anyone else. "My sister said I would never meet you, but she was wrong, cause here I am- with you! She was wrong! Just like I bet, I HOPE she was wrong when she said she heard you had a girlfriend...you don't have a girlfriend, do you? 'Cause I think you and I would be PERFECT for each other.. I love the ocean, basketball..." Jourdin kept babbling on, surprising even herself that she and Nick were both managing to keep straight faces as Kevin, Brian, AJ and Howie were nearly crying from laughing so hard. "Okay, miss, I think that's enough." Nick's bodyguard grabbed Jourdin's arm and pulled her away from him, chuckling under his breath. "I LOVE YOUUUU!!" she hollered again as the guard escorted her back to the dressing room, through a door in a different hallway. As soon as the door was shut, she collapsed on the couch, laughing hysterically with the guard. "Good one." he said. "Thanks." Jourdin cackled. About fifteen minutes later, the guys all came back to the dressing room, immediately starting in on Nick and Jourdin. "My sister said she heard you had a girlfriend...but you and I would be PERFECT together" AJ said in his best valley-girl voice, before cracking up again. Nick flopped down on the couch beside Jourdin, pulling her into his lap. "God you're insane." "And you love that about me." she said, turning to kiss him. "I definitely do." He squeezed her in a hug, "You look hot tonight." "I look like every other girl that's going to be here tonight." Jourdin laughed. "What? There's other girls here?" Nick asked, before shooing the other guys out of the room and pushing her off his lap and laying down on the couch, pulling her on top of him. "Yep, like 15,000 of them waiting to see you 'excited' to be on stage, so no sex for you right now." she said, resting her chin on his chest. Nick rolled his eyes. "I can't decide if I should be offended or flattered that everyone spends at least part of the show watching my pants." Jourdin laughed, "Just lay down.. they'll see all they need to then." "They're definitely not seeing anymore than that. You, however, are gonna see everything when we get back to the room tonight." he said, slipping his hands up to her head and gently bringing her lips down to meet his. "Can't wait" she mumbled, scooting down to trail her kisses over his neck. ~~~~~ "Ohhhh, thuggin' tonight... very sexy..." Jourdin purred, skimming her fingers over Nick's shoulder after he emerged from the shower room, dressed in carpenter jeans, a white wifebeater, and baby blue du-rag. Nick smirked, "I figured if you were gonna play like that and tease me all night, I'd do the same for you." "Oh, I think I've been sufficiently teased" Jourdin said, slipping her hands in his back pockets and squeezing his ass. "Watching you slink around on stage, those 'fuck me' eyes you give the camera, shakin' your ass... you, Mr. Carter, are a pussy tease." "Did I tease yours?" he asked, his hand sliding between her legs. Jourdin gasped softly, "Oh yeah..." Nick chuckled, "Mission accomplished." He reached to grab her ass, lifting her up against his chest, and then wrapping her legs around him, kissing her deeply. "Nicky, we gotta to the... whoa... sorry!" Howie said, backing out of the room as soon as he'd walked in. Jourdin broke the kiss, and looked over at Howie, "Hey, Howie.. it's all good... we're just practicing for later." Nick laughed and put her down, "Makin' sure we remember how to do it." "We've only been on the road three weeks, Nicky." Howie said. "That's a long time when you're not getting any." Nick replied, picking up his bookbag. "You goin' with us, Boo?" "Can I? I mean, without causing another scene?" she asked, half-laughing. "Yeah, we'll just have the driver take you to the main entrance instead of going in the back way with us." Nick replied, slipping his arm around her waist. "Works for me." she said, allowing him to lead her out of the room, guiding her with his fingers pressing lightly into the small of her back. Ten minutes later in the van, Howie turned around towards the back of the van to ask Nick a question and quickly turned to face the front again, mumbling "they never stop." AJ turned to look back, seeing Nick and Jourdin completely caught up in a hot-n-heavy makeout session and laughed. "Leave him alone, he's missed her." ~~~~~ Nick scanned the floor of the club for the hundredth time, looking for Jourdin. He should have brought her in the back way with him- and just had her go into the club before or after they did. Kevin noticed Nick looking around again, “Calm down. She’s just stuck at the door behind all those little girls.” “I know- and I don’t want her out there.” He said, barely having finished his sentence when he saw her walk through the down and begin pushing her way through the crowd, but the dj came in to start the interview before he could do anything to get her attention. Jourdin managed to make her way to the back of the club, where their dancers were, and realized she’d probably get no closer to him the rest of the time they were there. She looked up at the dj booth where the Boys were sitting and talking with the dj. She blew him a kiss when she saw him smiling at her. Nick relaxed considerably when he knew she was inside and knew where he was. He sat back a little, in attempt to listen to the conversation the other guys were having with the dj, but still keep his eyes on her. Two of their dancers, Michelle and Shannon, grabbed Jourdin, greeting her with hugs and pulling her back onto the dance floor with them. They sandwiched her, Jourdin between the. The three of them danced together, rocking their hips and dipping simultaneously to the hip-hop music blaring through the club. Nick watched Jourdin intently, his attention focused entirely on the movements of her body. He was jolted back to reality by Kevin elbowing him, “What??” “He asked you a question, Nick” Kevin said, nodding towards the dj. “Oh… sorry…” Nick blushed. “I think we caught Nick girl watching!” the dj laughed. “Yeah, there’s some very beautiful girls here tonight” Nick replied, his eyes straying to Jourdin again. ~~~~~ Jourdin had no sooner closed the door to her hotel room than Nick was practically running through the door between the two rooms. He’d left the club with the other guys in the van and had been followed by a mob of fans, which meant Jourdin had to find another way back to the hotel. He pinned her against the wall, his hands circling her waist, “Do you have any idea what you’ve been doing to me tonight? First dancin’ with the girls, and then those guys.. and I couldn’t get close to you…” he whispered in her ear, his voice low and sexy. “I always save the last dance for you.” She answered, looking into his eyes and seeing the same lust she felt mirrored in his gaze. He took her hand and led her into his room, letting go of her near the window. He went to his stereo, pulled a cd out of the case, Jourdin’s favorite for “dirty dancing”, and slipped it in. “Hot shit… I’m goin’ down, down baby, your street in a Range Rover, street sweeper baby, cocked ready to let it go.. shimmy shimmy cocoa wha.. listen to it now….” (“Country Grammar”, Nelly) He walked up behind her, pressing himself against her, his hands on her hips. Jourdin immediately leaned back into him, her feet moving apart, knees bent to rock her body with his, rolling her hips- her ass grinding against his growing cock. She reached up behind her, slipping her hand behind his neck as his hands roamed over her body, first up to her breasts and then sliding down to her thighs, all the while kissing and nipping across her sholders. She could hear Nick’s breathing getting heavier as they continued to tempt each other, until finally Jourdin could take no more. “Baby boy.. please…” Nick didn’t need to hear anymore- he was instantaneously pulling her shirt up over her head, and tugging her to turn around so he could get her jeans off. “You didn’t wear any underwear..” Nick remarked after he’d pulled her shoes and jeans off- tossing them across the room. “Nope. Wanted to save time.” She replied, grabbing the hem of his wifebeater and pulling it up, her hands making contact with his warm skin, causing him to sigh heavily. His jeans quickly joined his shirt on the floor in the general vicinity of her clothes, as they fell onto the bed in a tangle of limbs- both trying to touch each other everywhere all at once. Nick began dropping random kisses anywhere his lips landed on her body, becoming nearly intoxicated at the taste of her skin. “Nick.. no..” “What?” he looked up at her quizzically, why the hell would she want him to stop? “I need to feel you NOW… be inside me..” she said, rolling over onto her stomach and spreading her legs wide apart for him. Nick moved on top of her, managing to guide himself into her with one hand while using the other to support himself so he wouldn’t have his full weight on her just yet. He shuddered at the sound of her moans as slid inside of her, pressing his hips into her trying to get as deep as he could. He put his hands on either side of her, allowing himself to fully cover her, as he began thrusting in deep, quick strokes. Jourdin whimpered and grabbed at the sheets, the feelings of his chest against her back, his breath over her neck, and being filled up with him- were almost too good to her. Her eyes closed, she could picture his face in her mind- the nearly crazed lustful look in his eyes, his tongue gliding over his lips between the moans of ecstasy and grunts of exertion. Nick leaned down, taking gentle bites at her neck, slowing the frantic pace of his thrusting a little. “I love you, Boo. I really needed you tonight.. need you every night…” Jourdin could only gasp in response, her breath being taken away every time he’d slide deep into her. She loved having him like this, loved the feel of it, but she wanted to be able to touch him and see him. “Nick…” Her voice was so soft he’d have barely heard it had he not been listening for any sound that would escape her lips. He seemed to know what she wanted without even asking, he pulled out of her and waited for her to roll back over, opening her arms to him. He smiled as he leaned down to kiss her, settling between her legs again, and guiding himself back into her without breaking their kiss. Jourdin wrapped her arms around his neck to hold him close to her. She felt his hands sliding over her legs, silently coercing her to slip them around his waist, heard him whispering that he wanted to feel more of her. Her hands trailed down his back, stopping just at the curve of his ass, cupping his cheeks- trying to pull him further into her, if it was possible. Nick propped himself up on his elbows, tenderly stroking her face, sweeping her hair off to the sides. When his eyes locked with hers, he felt his heart skip a beat. He was always surprised at what he felt when he’d look at her like that, almost like he could feel himself melting into her, becoming one person. “I dream about you.. just like this..” Jourdin sighed softly, her body moving in rhythm with his. “The way you look right now.. the way you feel around me, inside of me… I just want to be yours.” “You are.” Nick couldn’t say anymore- her words, her touch, her muscles contracting gently around his cock had his release coming fast, he could feel the tension building through his entire body. He bowed his head, kissing and biting at her breasts, moving faster against her. He heard her crying out and felt her begin to tremble- taking it as permission to let himself go. He continued to push himself in and out of her as he climaxed, her name on his lips. Jourdin held him tightly, her heart pounding in her chest. “God, I’ve missed you.” Nick moved off of her, laying beside her and pulling her over to him to spoon her. He draped his arm across her, grasping her hand. “I missed you, too.. there’s not a second that passes that I don’t think of you.. wonder how you’re doing.. what you’re doing..how you’re feeling… and hating that I’m missing this time I could be with you.” “You’re not missing much.. just me doing homework.” She said quietly. “But I don’t think I’ve ever needed you more than I do now that you’re not with me all the time. I just want someone to hold me, tell me that it’s going to get better… but I can’t have that. That’s when I miss you the most.. at night, because I can’t feel your arms around me, or hear you breathing… it’s hard to sleep.” Nick lay back, and gently moved Jourdin on top of him, wrapping his arms around her. “This tour has been… the hardest on me… because I’ve never missed someone so much.. and I’ve never wanted to be somewhere else so badly. You have no idea how many times I’ve wished I were just a frat boy at school with you so we could be together more.” Jourdin looked up at him, “If you were a frat boy, I wouldn’t be dating you.” “What?” A flicker of doubt briefly entered his mind. Surely she didn’t mean it like that, that if he was someone else she wouldn’t love him. “Why?” “Because I don’t date frat boys. They’re obnoxious, immature little boys who are only concerned with drinking and fucking.. and I don’t want that. I need a real man. And I am very happy with the one I’ve got. ” She said, kissing his chest before laying her head back down. Nick smiled and kissed the top of her head, “I’m glad you’re here, Boo.” “The only place I want to be is with you.” |
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