Chapter 12 An hour after Nick went into his room I herd something break in his room. It sounded like a glass object had been thrown against the wall. I got up and slowly walked to his room. I knocked on the door but he didn't answer it. A crash followed by another one came from the room. I opened the door. I didn't know what to expect. I took a step in and saw glass throughout the room. I slowly walked further in taking in the surroundings. At my left I saw Nick gripping his dresser firmly. He was angry and it was obvious and I knew it was because of me. He had a glass half full of water still beside him and I was afraid that he was going to throw it. And just as my mind said he wouldn't he picked it up and threw it. It came fairly close to me splashing the water on my face and my clothes. My heart skipped a beat as it went by my face and hit the wall behind me shattering into pieces. I was horrified by that and had no clue if he did it on purpose. "What's going on?" I asked still a little shakin by the glass incident. "Go Away!" he said forcefully. "No tell me what is wrong?" "DAMMIT WILL YOU JUST GO AWAY!" he said coming towards me. He took my aem and pushed me out the door and slammed it shut, After the door was shut I herd things being knocked off dressers and things thrown around. I was terrified. He had never treated me like this before. I took my chances. I went back into his room. Nick was now pacing across the room and had a few tears going down his face but his face still showed anger. I walked over to him and grabbed him by the arm. He stopped and looked at me. "Nick there is no need to overreact like you just did." "Yes there is." "What's the reason? Out fight wasn't that serious." "I don't think you love me and when you say it I feel you are lying. I feel everything is a lie. I feel the past two years has been a complete joke. And I don't know what to do, I don't know what to believe." What!..... Nick I love you and you have to believe me whan I say this.... You still love me don't you?" "I'll always love you but the question is if you really love me." I grabbed his arms and squeezed them a little tight. "I don't know how many times I have to tell you I love you. I love you forever and I always have and I always will. I know I do because when I am with you I feel safe. I feel as if nothing can harm me. I feel the whole world surrounds us. My heart still jumps everytime I see you, and I feel like I am floating on a cloud everytime I kiss you or lay in your arms. When I look into your eyes I get lost in all the happiness and love that is in there. I feel nothing but love when I am with you and even when we are apart. And believe me Nick that is the greatest feeling in the world. Nckolas Gene Carter I Love You So Much Words Really Escape Me." "You mean all that? I don't know why you have never told me all that before." "Nick please forgive me, I didn't mean what I said earlier. If it makes you feel better I feel so bad about what I said." "I forgive you, but what you said will be hard to forget." he paused. "I'm so sorry for throwing that glass in your direction. It wasn't ment to hurt you. And I am sorry for grabbing you and throwing you out the dooe, and I'm sorry for...." "Whoa stop! There's no need for that. I know you are sorry don't worry about it. And I forgive you. Just don't scare me like that ever again." "Okay I promise." he said laughing. "Can I kiss you." he asked. "Yeah I would like that alot." He pulled me into his arms and held me firmly. "Can I kiss you?" he asked "OH yes you can." He lifted my head and kissed me gently but yet a little passionately. "Do you feel safe again?" he asked once we broke away. "Yes I do." "Can we go to bed now?" "NO!" "Why not?" "Duh do you want to step in glass if you wake up in the middle of the night?" "Not really that sounds like that would hurt." So we cleaned everything up and finally went to bed. Back To The Main Page To Chapter 13