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Hi and welcome...to my world
Hi! You've entered Natsumi's deep realm, Monogatari: A blog. This is an online journal and/or a blog for me, Natsu Sawa. This layout was made by Hazy Reflections. Many many thanks! Domo Arigato! Since (maybe) you're new, I'll introduce you around.
First, what is 'monogatari'? Monogatari, in Japanese means tale or story. It's rather simple and absurd, but I can't think well lately ^^ My knowledge and creativity are falling apart...So, what is this site anyway? I told you this is a blog. If you don't understand that, online journal already explain much. Me, natsumi sawamura always wear a mask (we all do, right?) to cover my ugliness. But, there's time when we can be ourself and exposed everything (wow, not in that matter) and take off our mask. And that's when there's nobody we know on the internet, he he he. I wrote what I feel honestly, and if some of you think I'm a bitch, you're right. I realized that myself and I had enough being hypocrite. I'd better tell the truth, I AM a bitc..*punch*..okay, I think it's enough..
Anyway, I wrote my daily activity here too! Not daily, but if there's something interesting at school (or depressing) I wrote it here! I also have very high temper, and I feel relaxed writing here ^^ Dizzy after those long introduction? Have some more...
Sunday 31-08-2003//17:38
Currently singing: Fourth Avenue Cafe from Kenshin
Yay! My current obsession is:
If by any chance you're there, just try to find me, okay? My name is Cloris. See you there!
Sunday 10-08-2003//16:00
Currently Singing: Ningyo Hime from Chobits
Okaaaay!! I need everyone attention to this post right here, because I need an advice and I need it fast.
I'm going to Jogjakarta for my holiday this October, exactly at 8th of October. 1st of October is my birthday. I've been thinking, I want a new cell phone. So I'm here to ask all of you a favour. I want you to suggest between this three:
Nokia 3300
Samsung V200
Ericsson T610
Please post your suggestion on the tag-board, please, I need your help right away.
Oh, I don't put Erricson P800 there 'cause I know I can't afford it T.T
Tuesday 05-08-2003//06:05
Currently singing: Amethyst Remembrance from Yami no Matsuei
Hitori de kowai.
I wake up this morning and notice how lonely I am.
Nobody stand by my side.
Nobody will stay at my side.
Friday 01-08-2003//13:37
Currently singing: Yasashii Gogo from DNAngel
Yup, I'm in a mood of posting right now ^^ My current interest is back to MP3s ^^ There's a lot of new good sites now, I'm also interested in korean flash games like the one in here, so if you have the site that got loads of things like that or just a link please mail me or just use the tag board. By the way, there's a lot of new animes with good soundtracks and drawings but I'm still looking for anything that got to do with Ranma 1/2! I prefer layout or MP3, but if you found anything please inform me!
Wednesday 30-07-2003//19:49
Currently singing: Omoide Ippai fro Ranma 1/2
Wow, it's been a month since I last post ^^ I guess I forgot to tell you I was on my journey to Jakarta and unfortunately, they don't have any internet connection in Mizuki-chan place. I'm back on 15th of July, but I'm so tired so I can't really do anything. Besides, I'm busy with downloading stuff [I'm trying to add my MP3 collection] Anything new? There is something...
I hate school.
I HATE school.
I hate SCHOOL.
Anything more?
I HATE HOMEWORK.
I HATE MATH.
I HATE PHYSICS.
I HATE MY CLASS.
I HATE SCHOOL.
Monday 16-06-2003//22:33
Currently singing: Horoscope Rhapsody from Galaxy Angels
Wai Wai!! New section de-su! I'm currently interested in Tarots! But only the major arcana, to much cards will make me dizzy to memorize all...Anyway, I uploaded a section for neat downloads! Today spotlight is my tarot deck to fulfil my crazyness of anime ^^ It's rather simple and I worked for it for about half a day [including the google image search ^^]...
Tuesday 10-06-2003//15:14
Currently singing: First Love from Utada Hikaru
There are times like this when I ask for God's reason.
My mother passed away just now, at 14:14
Somehow, I cried. But I can't shed tears at home
God make me strong to handle the reality and fate
I feel weird..I feel empty
I wonder if that what you should feel when your loved ones die
I can't cry. I can't laugh. I feel stupid. I feel miserable
I wish mom is back
Pat my head and hug me like she always do
Even when I think she wouldn't be able to do that anymore
I can't cry
I couldn't cry
Even when some people hate their mother
A mother couldn't hate her child
And so is the child couldn't hate her mother from the heart
But don't worry I'll be okay
Because there isn't any water or tears in Summer
Saturday 07-06-2003//06:53
Currently singing: Anti-Nostalgic from Gravi
I'm B-A-C-K!! I'm back from camp and I'm going to tell you about my camping [Don't complain, it is my blog]
To put it simply, it's heaven and hell at the same time and place. First, the problem is climate. I arrived there around 11 AM and it's cool. Aroound twelve or so, I started to feel hot, I took off my jacket but I'm still wearing my long sleeve shirt, which is a good thing because we're going into the jungle for hiking, and the forest is untouched there, except there's some kind of dirt road and ropes clinging on the slippery and slopy road. The hiking is sooooo much fun! I took some photos, if you want. Wait when I scan it! On the way we found some dogs, it's very cute!
Then we had outing, I tried some of adrenaline-pumping sports, but can't get my hands on others because I'm an altophobia..[fear of height]
The hiking is okay, but at night, it's darrrrnnn cooooollllddd...I shivers through the night, and manage to sleep 1 hour. Have I told you the tent is dirty and and had holes everywhere? I slept with three of my pals, but it's really really cold! I almost froze there [no, literally, I almost froze there, really!] I can't feel my legs and palms, and my hand have frostbite here and there! Somehow, me and my friend walk near the campfire and feel warm a bit, but when we got in the tent, I feel cold again..T.T We manage through the night without dying [No, we're dying back there, make it freezing]
The second problem is food. This is not a very big prob, cause we can always make instant noodle, and downhill, we can buy meatballs and hot milk or coffee ^^
The third problem, is bathroom. Of course, any public bathroom is sooooo darn dirty. To make it worse, it has no lamp. The water will be shut down at 4 PM and not to mention the long line.
The fourth problem, is insects. Have I mention I'm an acarophobia and insectophobia? I have a hard time with bumble bees and dragonflies there, not to mention unknown small insects that is very gross!!
Despite all that four problems, day two [which is today] is a living hell. First I manage to survive from the cold and came out of the tent at 5 AM. I had some "problems" there which make me uncomfortable. After that we had some instant noodles again for breakfast [two days of instant noodles. Noooot sooo healthy!] After that we have a game, very fun, actually, if I don't have that "problem" there..T.T Around twelve or so, it's beginning to feel very very very hot! I wore black that time and it absorbs heat, of course T.T I have to hear a speech from the principal with the sun burning my back and head, and I'm surprised I didn't passed out that time. Thank God we finally come back to civilisation. I'm sooooooooo happy I can't finally get in touch with good food, nice bath, and fluffy bed ^^ I'm not such a mountain person, huh?
Friday 06-06-2003//05:24
Currently singing: Carry On from HXH
Waaai! I'm going camping today! I'm going to left Compu-chan and Gen-chan for two days. The destination is kinda cold, so please pray that I won't catch a cold..^^
Saturday 31-05-2003//19:30
Currently singing: Super Drive from Gravitation
Aaaargh...!!!! There're times like this when I wan't to rip my laptop apart!!! First of all, it's slow. I can tolerate that. But what can't I tolerate is when the downloads already 97%, it timed out!! ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!! You *bleeeeeeeeep* laptop! If I can't control myself, I would've *beeeeep* and *beeeeep* you right now!!!! And plus, It can't view any pages!! You damn server!! There's no problem with Gen-chan, but you??!! Noooo...you just give that "Internet Explorer can't download this file. The connection timed out" and "Cannot find server. Damn |
