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| Forever Indeed by © chibilunacat The world goes by laughing As I sit and cry Sweet tears of bitterness Flow from my eye Grumbling horrible laughs Their worries unknown They care for themselves, Themselves alone The tears keep on coming My world should end People toy with our feelings Such a worthless friend Only my ugliness Prevents me from life Horrible images Drive me to strife Who can there be To live in this hate Why must it be My cruelty to fate? Used like toilet paper For millions to share Who needs this life? No one to care? Doggy dog world They carelessly say People to kill Feelings to slay Punish the ill Laugh as they die Sweet misery of life Makes me cry Who should live That does deserve Catter to rich Always to serve Money hangs like a pendulum Over out head The ones who hold it Become greedier instead Toying with their victims We're all to weak Or is it they who's shallow? We're mild and meek. No one to hold us Or even care No one to show us the way What choices are there? Tears of hurt Stream down our face The evil ones laugh And spray us with mace. All that we have Nothing is ours Cry silently all night Jump out of towers Toy with our heart We'll break your face Eat from your plates Invade your space Is this what you fear? If not you should We'll kick your face And kill you we could But then we'll have nothing The money over our head Laugh ever more Their heart is so dead Selfishness and greed Taught at all schools Hatred and lust Is all churches tools And all that is left When my tears are gone Are bitter sweet words I urge to carry on Agony and pain Is all that I live Though I have nothing Everything I give Hold me tonight I'll push away I've never felt passion It's cold as clay Warmed in an oven But their hearts would melt So they stay away Or beat with a belt They do not care Tears they watch flow Pain that they see They love to watch grow The pendelum swings closer They hold their breath Maybe when all's said and done The blade is their death Maybe we'll advance Become the winners Don't hope for this It only makes sinners Who are we to judge We're scum in the dump Middle class losers To swallow a lump Feed us the crap They so dearly love They open their arms To reveal a dove Powder filters away Behold the crow They lie through their teeth They'll reap what they sow I hate them all They should all die Maybe then will I learn To wipe a tear from my eye The out casts are we Different still Maybe we frighten Maybe we kill They play with fire As they laugh at us Better watch out We'll do more than cuss We may cry now But we don't forget Life can be very painful The stings that they let But painful for us Brings only fears The pain we'll give them Will bring only fears Nightmares forever Forever indeed Mixed with great pain Do they follow my lead? Stop jerking us around They'll pay the price So we are different, And we'll tighten the vice They shall be gone Come back as a bug And it's all your selfish fault The grave is what you dug So my tears fall The salt on my lips I wash them away The paper rips Their ____ rags are through Flushed far away The moon shimmers on A more frightining day If we lose it all They will go down We'll wipe them out Crush their crown Dance by the fire Joyously cheer They may not know it But their end is near This is no threat Just a promise I give Their wind up toys gone They shall not live Life's so unfair But there is so much more They'll die by their torture They did once adore And at their pathetic funeral There will be no tears We'll spit on their grave Their fariweather friends send cheers Rich buy their friends But they never matter The friends only lie While their stomaches get fatter Farther away Is a much better place Where people only love And treat you like lace How do we get there? We're already here We make it happen While they sneer Tears of resentment Will role down their face While we're happy They'll take our place One day we may prosper Or stay in this hell Who really cares If we're treated unwell? Money doesn't buy happiness Is what they say Yet living so sadly Our hopes they slay If money can't buy hapiness Then what does, tell me I could use a little in this life And I haven't found it for free Of course they know the secret So it does appear But with only enemies around them, And death so near? Maybe they're unhappy Do I feel concerned, or care? As long as they toy with us I don't give a crap, I've been through my share Let them cry and weep The knife ever turn I laugh in their faces But what do we discern? They feel bitterness greater Or so they would say Those drama queens and victims, Save it for another day My tears are quite done And I've cried none fore you We never will, not one The minds that they screw Damn them to hell To share in our fate hey hated our differences And the hours now late Shut their fowl mouths Those twisted fat pigs Curse their lives and deaths Snap their bones like twigs Cursed is life It only brings death Untill that time We cry every breath Give me one person Who's life held no tears No worrys or problems Who's life had no fears They don't exist Life is the only hell Satan is president In hades we dwell The demons encourage They rule our life They cause our death Our permanent strife They act as angels Holding money over our head The pendelum swings above us Till finally we're dead They use us as toys They laugh as we cry The tables shall turn And we'll laugh as they die The angels have lifted us They've made us smile They play harps like minstrels Brought us from the sad mile Though we were cruel They wholey agreed Their death was deserved The angels take heed A dream tis it all They still use us hard Laugh in our faces Our feelings they've charred Not for long, for we had a vision They'll be dead soon Use us no longer Our tears end after noon Night is our guidance Our protector, our God The moon holds our secrets In a pea pod We'll move with great stealth We'll curse all their lives Death will bring flavor Like sour cream and chives All of this because the world went by laughing As I did sit and cry Sweet tears of bitterness Did flow from my eye But now I am beaming Full of delight A child of fancy A child of night Protector of shadows User of snakes Bringer of death Protector of fates Flowing black night Shimmering stars Curse the liers Give them scars The ones that use The ones that hate Know that I see them I've sealed their fate Hope they enjoyed my tears Hope they cherished them every day Now they are cursed And we have one last thing to say Nightmares forever Forever indeed Your life's now a nightmare I bring it with speed. Terra Mae 3/2/99 |