Letter 1

                Honestly I don't know what to say about this. I wrote this letter in February,1998 when I was hopelessly in  love. As you will find out I have edited this now, completely removing some references and adding some new. But the basic content is the same and it make a good reading even now for me. 

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ˆþî‘ ƒòì ¦°Å ‡à° þ°‘òêÆ°¦.‡à³Žþéò.ƒòì Öºî‘Ø¥Å —̑ź confidence ƒÖÒ‘° À‘±Í þºØªþ¥ò. …¯€ÀÇÖ œÓ¿º‘Ë ƒÏ™Žé³. ‡òî ×‘âØ³?. ƑϙÅ ‡°íÅ …ºþÆ‘Áòê?. בâþ× ‡°íÅ …ºþÆ‘Àíì þº‘Ë. ¶°ÃÅ þº‘ ×Ì —‘¨™Å 11.25 ‚ÇÌ´±í‘Ë...‡ò בâÚ ‡°ò °‘Ë À±¿»¥¿º¨Žé³?. µ‘ò œÅº‘±™Å º«´±ò °‘Ë ‡òº±Ö ¶€éÆ ×Ï´°Å Á¤ŸŽé³. ‡ò€î µ‘î‘Ë º‘Ñ¿º°í™ ŠÏ ó“×î‘׳ ƒÏ™Žé°‘ ‡òì ŠÏ þèØ. ‡òî‘Ö ŠÜ—בÏ×€ÌÉÅ individual‚ º‘Ñ™ æŽé³. ‚î‘Ö ‡ÖþÒ‘ÏÅ ‡ò€î °›è °Ì‘ŸäÖ €×´þ° º‘Ñ™Žé‘Ñè ‡òº³ —µ¤œÅ ¶€éÆ ×Ï´°Å. ‡ò ÅÀ‘þב Ƒ̑ŽÕÅ µ‘ò ô³ »Ì‘ö ƒÖ€Ò. ×эäò Àî‘þב þ×ì ‡°‘×°‘þב°‘ò µ‘ïÏ™Žþéò.ˆò Ƒ̑ÕÅ ‡ò€î µ‘ º‘Ñ™ Ã¦ÆØÖ€Ò?. ×эäò º‘Ñ€× €éº‘¨ ‡î œÀ‘°‘´±™ —‘èã Ã¦ÆØÖ€Ò. ‡ò ÅÀ‘إе‘ ÖÒ, ×эäò Àî‘þ× þºœ þׯ¦Éèã³.

œÄÅ ‡òé ŠÏ ˜ª¥Å ×€ÌÆì´³èã œª¥›äò Àò defn.º¦°‘ò µ‘ò ƒÏ™ þׯ¦ÇÏ™Žé³. ª¥‘ÆÁÖ€Ò ‡ïñÅ, ‡ò —º‘Ϫ¨ Æ‘ÏÅ ˆò ×Ϲ° þׯ¨Å?.°î‘þÒþÆ …ò€î ¶€î™Å þº‘³ ÀîÅ º‘ÌÀ‘Žé³. …ò ‡±Ñº‘Ñ¿½æ™ ‡òî‘Ö „¨—‘¨™ æÉÀ‘ ‡î´ —°ÍÆØÖ€Ò. …òï¥Ãò ÿ ØÏŽŠ»Ì‘õ‘ µ¥¹³ —‘èã æÉÅ. ‚î‘Ö, µ‘ò µ‘î‘Ë ƒÏ¿º³ ‡¿þº‘³?. ÿ —œ‘òî‘þÆ '…òï¥Å°‘ò µ‘ò µ‘î‘ÇÏ™Žþéò' ‡òì. œ¹þ°‘õÅ. µ‘ò µ‘î‘ÇÏ™Žþéî‘? ‡òºþ° ‡î™ —°ÍÆØÖ€Ò.‡î™ ƒò—î‘Ï×Íò …èã´€° ‘Æ¿º¨´° æƑ³ ‡òº°‘þÒþÆ µ‘ò ‡¿º¦ ‡ò€î ‘Æ¿º¨´±™ —‘è׳?. …¯€ÀÇÖ ƒ¹° present society ³ ‡ò ±Ï¿± ±À‘Ž™ —‘¯þ¥ þº‘Žé³. Survival of the fittest ƒ¿þº‘³°‘ò ¶âŽé³. Á±´³ ˆê™ —‘¯¨ þº‘Å Àï°Ñè. —‘¤œ µ‘ªäþÒþÆ ƒ¹° Ø€ãÆ‘ª¨ ‡î™ bore ¦´³ ت¥³. ÅÀ‘ ƒÖ€Ò—ÆïÖ µ‘ò resign —œË±Ï¿þºò. '…´þÆ‘Å ½Ïõ Òªœ«Å' ‡òº³ —̑ź ºÝŠלîÀ‘þ׺¨Žé³.

ÖÆ‘«Å þº‘òé institutionäÖ ƒÏ¹° µÅ»™€ €°¹³ —̑ź µ‘㑎é³. òî µ¿º‘€œ°‘ò. ˆò ‚¯-—º¯ ÖÆ‘«Å —œË³ —‘èã þׯ¨Å?.½ÍÆØÖ€Ò.œÄÅ, ª¨¿º‘¨è ‡ÖґŠê¥‘è°îÀ‘þ׺¨Žé³. ½ï°À‘î€× €× ˆíº¨´°ºª¥ ‘Ò´±í ƒ€Æ¹³ ƒÏ™Ò‘Å. €°þÆ µÅ½Å À¥´°îÅ ‡°í?. µ‘ñÅ ÿÉÅ þœÌ‘ÀÖ ƒÏ¿º³ µÅ ÅÀ‘™æ™‘Ë. ˆò µÅ€À µÅÀ‘Ö Ãòïì´° Ã¦ÆØÖ€Ò?. ‡î™ ƒ³ þׯ¨Å ‡îþ× þº‘Žþéò ‡òì þº‘Ø¥‘³ €×´±Ï¿º³ ‡³?.¹±¿º³ ‡òº³ °×é‘Ë þº‘ËØª¥ ¶€ÒÇÖ ƒÏ™Å ¶€Ò€Æ ‡±Ñ¿º³ ‡òº³ À¥´°îÀ‘Ë ƒÏ™Žé³.'½´±œ‘Ӎè' ƒ€Æ¹³ בâº×Ñè ‡òº³ ¶€Ò—ºíì Øª¥³. µ‘ò ꥑ㑍þ× ƒÏ™ ØÏŽŽþéò. ƒ¹° …ҍŠ‡î™ ŠÏ €Ò¹° îבþ× —°ÍŽé³.

ì ׯ±Ö ¶€éÆ îÚ ¯¦Ï™Žþéò. —ºÍÆ astronaut () scientist() leader‚ ×Ìþׯ¨Å ‡òì. Astronaut ,scientist ‡òº—°ÖÒ‘Å science³ ƒÏ¹° ‘°Ò‘Ö Àª¨ÀÖÒ. ½â. µ‘ò —̑ź aggressive idiot ‚ ƒÏ™Žþé—î‘ ‡òºþ° ŠÏ Ãè. ‡ò€î º‘Ì‘ª¥À‘ª¥‘Ñè ‡òº°‘þÒþÆ µ‘ò —œËÆ Àì´°€× ˆÌ‘ãÅ.ב♀ ‡òº³ îڍè Àª¨ÀÖÒ ‡òº³ 14 ׯ±Ö Ùª¨ בœÓÖ ¥ò‘Ìò ´±Æþº‘³ —°Í¹°³.…ÒŽÖ ÿ Æ‘Ì‘Ë ƒÏ¹°‘ÕÅ º«ÁÖґت¥‘Ö —°ÏÙ±°‘ò ‡òº³ ó“̬™ —̑ź ö¥À‘ ƒÏ¹°³.ÅÀ‘Ú¥ò þœÑ¹³ ±ª¨ ב›ŽÆ³ À降 µ‘㑐Å. º«Å°‘ò ó“ב°‘ÌÅ ‡òº³ —̑ź œ¿º‘î ØõÀ‘Ë °›ŽÆ³. ×À‘îÅ ‡òº³ ºÝŽ¿ þº‘î³. ˆþ°ñÅ —œ‘òî‘Ö —œ‘Ì€«ÇÖÒ‘ÀÖ Í™ íì™ —‘¯þ¥ò. ƒòì µ‘ò º«´€° Øê™ —‘¯¦Ï™Žþéò. But i dont believe in money. þÌ‘ª¦Ö þº‘ª¥ œª€¥É¥ò ,ÖÒ³ ³ÚÁòê בâ׳Š‡î™ —º‘Ϫ¦Ö€Ò. בâÚÅ ƒ¿º¦þÆ þº‘þº‘׳ÁÖ€Ò.

µÅ ÖÆ‘«Å. ‡òé‘׳ µ¥™À‘î‘Ö, ‚¥ÅºÌÁòêþÆ µ¥™ þׯ¨Å. …ÒŽÖ Á¢œÁÏ™Å Àï°‘»À‘î ò€ã …«Ì €×¿º°‘Ë ƒÏ™ þׯ¨Å. ê¥‘è ‡î ‡ò€î þÓ —œËÆÒ‘Å. Àï°Ñ€ã À±Æ‘° œÄ´±Ö þ×—é‘ò€éÉÅ ‡±Ñº‘Ñ™Ã¦Æ‘³. ‡òî‘Ö µ‘î‘˰‘ò ƒÏ™Ã¦ÉÅ, ‡Ü×ãÚ ÄÃ¦€ã ¬¹°‘ÕÅ.

‡ò ƒïÆ×þã! ÀîŠت¨¢ —œ‘ÖÒ ÿƑ׳ ƒÏ™Žé‘Ë ‡î œ¹þ°‘õÅ »é™°¦. ‚î‘Ö œÄ œ‘™€¥ÇÖ ‡òïÖ ƒÏ¹³ »Í¹³Ø¨×‘þÆ‘ ‡òº±Ö ×Ï´°Å þ°‘òì°¦. ƒÝ¿º°í ‡òï¥Å …Ç€ÌÉÅ, ½´±€ÆÉÅ °ØÌ ÿÉÅ ƒÏ™Žé‘Ë ‡òº±Ö œ¹þ°‘õÅ.

I love youda. ƒ°ò Ñ´°±ò ÃàÙ¢€œÉÅ ‡òî‘Ö —œ‘ÖÒ Ã¦ÆØÖ€Ò.…òî‘Ö …«ÌæÉÅ.

‡ÖÒ‘Å ²Ñ¹³ þº‘ËØª¥³ þº‘òé …«ÑÚ. ¯¨Å »ê—°‘Ï µ‘è, Àíì—À‘Ï ¦°Å ‡à³Å ×€Ì. ‡ò ƒïÆ×晐,

¿ÍÆ›æ¥ò,

ƒÌ.ô³ »Ì‘ö.

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