Author's Note: I hope that you will enjoy reading my pieces as I have
writing them. Also, keep in mind that Sailor Moon doesn't belong to me, never
have and never will.
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As I plummet down to the ground, flashes of my past life flicker through my
mind. With a bone-cracking thump, I land on the rocky bottom. The sharp rocks rip
through my skin, crushing my muscles.
Oh, my sweet Ami, fate is so cruel, for when I am about to die, I suddenly
break free of that witch, Beryl's, spell after an entrapment of over a thousand
years. Those years have been hell, but remembering our beautiful and precious
love before I die instead of hateful memeories that Beryl has planted in me is
well worth all the pain and torture.
Yes, it's all coming back to me now. Even though in little portions at a
time, I can almost feel the strong bond that had once tied us together, tugging
at my weary soul.
Now, as I lay on the rocky surface, I close my eyes and silently wait for
death. But that doesn't prevent me from remembering all the joyous times we had
once spent together long time ago: laughing together; our secret picnics out by
the sea when you and I would love each other; me playing with your hair while
you peacefully slept on my chest; me kissing your delicate forehead right before
my last battle with Beryl.
But what hurts me, Ami, is that in your eyes I had been a monster. A traitor.
I now realize that I have hurt Endymion very much by betraying his trust and
joining Metallia's forces. But the thing that pains me most, the thing that is
slowly ripping my heart and soul to shreds as I think about it is that I have
betrayed your love. OUR love. I have betrayed you. You, Ami, my beloved.
I would give up anything, even my soul, to spend a couple of moments with
you, caressing your lovely blue hair; touching your face, lips, and eyes;
kissing you, your cheeks, your lips, your lovely neck. You don't know how much I
yearn for those few moments. But I now know that will never happen. Not in this
world.
I hope that, maybe, someday, even if it takes centuries, that you will
remember my love for you, my undying passion for you. We have both lived to see
each other for another time, even though as enemies, after your death and mine
thousands of years ago. Even death has not kept us apart. Ami, I hope that you
can find it in your heart to forgive me. Try to remember that you are my only
real treasure and the reason that I have lived all these years to finally die
peacefully after long days of emptiness. Because of you, my heart is not hollow
and instead, is filled with loving memoirs so I can die a happy man, realizing
that I had once loved and cherished.
Please forgive me Ami, the jewel of my heart, for my unruly sins that have
stabbed your heart and pained you in the most inhuman way, for I will wait
patiently until the day that you will join me in death and live the rest of
eternity together, happy and peacefully.
I reopen my eyes to try to catch a glimpse of you before I go. Nothing. A
solitary tear makes its way down my cheek. As I feel death slowly creeping upon
me, I try to regain and gather some of my left over strength to say my last
words.
I slowly close my eyes and whisper, with my dying breath, "I love you Ami."
That did it. I had used up what little energy I had left to whisper those few
little words. Though uttering those words might seem easy to other people, to
me, whispering those few words felt like the greatest achievement in my life. I
have made my last vow. I had promised you my undying love those many years ago
on the moon. I intend to keep it as that. I only wish you could have heard it.
But know that I will wait for you Ami. And we WILL spend eternity together in
perfect harmony. I finally leave Earth with one last thought:
Forever, my love.
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