Who feels love ?

It's not what I thought, it's blue

Questionning myself if I outdrew you

Suddendly orchids surrounded my eyes

Now you're writing off a lie

In this outer world nothing's real

I am no more the free one I used to be

My body's weak and I can't find a reason

My mind is empty and is just like in prison

You used to pull me out of the blue

Now what am I to do

Don't know if I'm too young or too wrong

Now I can see what the damage has done

So I drift away and put your voice on

You gave me what I needed to live for

Whatever I could have done, you let me down

But carrying me through, making me go on

And I don't care who was there

I feel the wind blow through your hair

And stupid thoughts make me smile

Trying to catch up what you can't hide

My mind's sick and makes me think you're there

I'm still waiting for something after

My opened window lets the rain in

My hands are bruised and it's over from now on

Not enough a kiss over your shoulder

Quit trying to push me away

I just hope it's not too late

My heart's in the mud, my feet are in the sky

Music is transparent too

And I wonder if my heart stopped beating, too

© Miss Zarashake

September 17^th , 2000

For Guillaume Krin