Mysterious Ways

I'm trying to find a place where I can hide

Sad thoughts settled on my mind

And I wish we could turn back to one year ago

When I could silently love you so

The trust we had for each other

Could then have last forever

I'm drowning into the hole of eternity

With my angels I'll never feel so happy

What will I get in return instead of love

I'm falling over

I know that my feelings are true

Nothing I did was good enough for you

My smile begins to get free

This whole relationship is so unhealthy

And when I think about it ... it makes sense

It took me so long to understand

Dead is the aim of life

Though there's two stars shining in your eyes

Demons are trying to take me away

But I'm ready now to face my future

I wonder why I should die for speaking the truth

I don't know who you are but I'd die to find out

And I turned into a shadow

I'll still feel you even when this world will be drowned

As I lay down in my bed I can dream

I try to change the way I was thinking

I was searching for someone who could make me clear

And if the world falls down I'll be by your side

Even if things didn't go our way

My thoughts were messy and my heart was broken

But I gave you all the love you could be given

© Miss Zarashake

March 12th, 2000

For Guillaume Krin