The Joshua Tree.
compilation.
i always remember the way the soft breeze used to play with your hair
i'm so sad now to have this distance you told me there weren't any
why do i always feel like there's something missing ?
something's hiding, like a beautiful lie ?
something maybe brighter than the truth, though wrapped up in the darkness of disguise.
your lips are hot and wet and i'd want to kiss them so badly
there's a barbed wire fence that's stopping me from doing it
and it hurts me and makes me bleed
but no physical pain can stop me
let the rain fall upon us, let the rain clean us
you're my inner crystal vision that comes clear when i close my eyes
only in my dreams you lie close to me
and on mornings
i see my tears melting up with candlewax on my windowpane.

written on tuesday, january 22nd 2002.


don't wanna be like a voice without words
don't wanna be like a body without hope
don't wanna be lost
don't wanna be hurt and so frightened
i need you here with me
but how will i overcome
this war of nerves
how will i overcome
this battle of hurt
will i surress my fears
or will i just keep on running
running away
though i have nothing to be ashamed of
but i'm so scared
of losing you
of disappointing you
i want to hear you
i want your voice to bring me back home
i want your love to sail me home
i don't want to ever wait again
alone in my ivory tower
locked in an insane mind
locked because of an unknown fight
break all the chains
bring me back to you again
i feel a misty drift
a cold stage in my own bed
i want you
now now now now now
please
help
me

monday january 7th 2002

i am witch
and i am living
in a deep dark forest
but you
don't dare
coming in.
and i wonder if you will
once
try to get over that scary feeling
that haunts you
when you
want
to
get
me.


monday january 7th 2002

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