sunmoonstars

I've been staring at the sky
I've been looking for a sun
Or a star, or something like that
I was staring out of the window
Looking at the moon
Hiding from my own shadow
Running away from my own gloom
There's a light on a side of the room
The radio's on with our favourite song
And all I want is to have you there
To hold you and pass my fingers through your hair
I'm lost and I can't figure out
If you're a man or a little boy
Are you something I can't remember
Or something I can't forget
I'm down and bruised and I don't know what I feel
I'm down with my head full of deeper fantaisies
And all I want is to keep you here
My deepest courage won't appear within your thoughts
I don't know if it's too much or not enough
I'll let you run your fingers wherever you want to
If you let me lie alone and tired beside you
You know that I'm bleeding but you don't want to see my blood
You can go away, run away, hide away, but that's not what you should
And I see the explanation in your eyes
I try to see the truth in your lies
" I will bring pain to the one I love
Because it was painful when I discovered my love
Though I'm life
Is everything around me nothing but blood and mud ?"
You are love