onetreehill

You left my soul there
Down by the sea
I never felt so bare
I'm breathing deeply
My mind keeps seeing what my heart wants to forget
I am trying to break free
Slowly I became your favourite target
Did you ever think about me
This time you've gone too far
I was dying day by day
What was fading was what we are
You asked me if you should stay
It was so stupid you know
I don't want to start it again
I just want to let it go
To throw away my pain
I wanted to lead you where two roads meet
To get you to where we are
But our love tumbled on the street
And we ended up with scars
We were fighting to find out who was stronger
But we really didn't have to
You've had it all forever
Maybe you had enough
Sitting under the tree of our story
I kept on wondering
What we should have gone to be
But you kept on running
It was so simple you know
To fall in love at first sight
But finally so hard to let you go
Did you hear my heart crying in the night
Or were you too busy
Contemplating someone else
It's so unhealthy
I'm dreaming and catching my breathe
I've never been so insane
Before you turned me over
We claimed it was only a game
And then realised we belonged to each other
Now you're counting what you've lost
What you could have had with me
Was this girl worth the cost
Or was it to show me you felt free
No my love wasn't just an illusion
Now I'm floating over here
You don't understand my decision
I said words you didn't want to hear
There's so many things you didn't see
So many things you should have known
I didn't find myself in me
Together we could have grown
But the raincloud passes rain
I screamed I wanted your body
I screamed I wanted your voice again
But your buried your face in your hands so deeply
You were the one who could have brought me back home
But you seemed not to have the time
I said I wanted to make you moan
I only felt a chill down my spine
You said I didn't belong to you
You said you could love me
I cried I wanted only you
I cried you could have me
But you destroyed the bridge on our river
You broke it into a million of pieces
You said you could have it with another
You cut my heart into slices
I was hurt by your smile
You replied it wasn't your fault
That you didn't have the time
To think about what you should have done
Then you sit under the tree of our story
Wondering where you were leading
You returned to me
But I didn't recognize you smiling
I was your ten thousand roses
That you threw away on a chair
You came suddendly so close
And slammed the door with hate
I was searching for a way out
But my heart stopped beating
You told me I had to find out
It was too late I was bleeding
I was an unforgivable sinner
That you liked to judge
It was now or never
But we had the whole life ahead of us
You didn't know I was bound to die
But I'm sure it won't make no change
I didn't tell you because I was shy
Maybe because I am so strange
We could have made something really good
But you thought I wasn't the kind of girl
You wanted to share something true
Though I'm the only one who can change your world
Don't know who wasn't strong
I just want to share my love
Unlike you I know where I belong
Who's the best to send you above
Is there something now you want to sell
Maybe your feelings of loneliness
These feelings who sent you to hell
Bring me back to happiness
Then we could be walking on a white sand
Down by the sea
Walking there hand in hand
With no one around but you and me