And dream about something else than you instead
Wish something would happen for now to be mine
All ahead of me, all would be fine
My full mind, my fears, my disease
Would all mix in once to make me seize
The life, the clouds would disappear without a sigh
If no one is scared, then why am I ?
The pub is empty I'm all alone in a dark corner
Trying to look through my glass like I did forever
Someone's singing faraway from me all alone there
The lights are just like one I think they stare
Their white eyes at me like if I were the one
Who can love a human being to its bone
Why am I thinking those funerals are for me
Just because I am bound to die inevitably
Pray to God to make me think to a place
I'd sell all that I have got left if that's the case
But I'm here where the streets have no name
Where you sit and wonder who's to blame
Where I forgot your trembling voice answering to mine
I disappeared from you and you're happy, you shine
Why did you forget my steps on the floor
Why did you become angry and slam the door
I lock the door and wish I could lock my head
And dream about something else than you instead
December 20th, 1999
For Guillaume Krin
