Can’t wrap out this emptiness

Without you it’s impossible to feel the life

I wanna be dead Lord tear this heart of mine

You gave me a poison that aches in my veins

Why in front of you you have to make me ashamed

What did I do to make you act this way

Why did I think we could make a change

Then far away from here I’ll walk into the waves

I just wanna go far, so far away

You didn’t have to make me die

I just only could drown into your eyes

Into ocean of angels, to drow my scars

Into seas of emptiness, where you can’t see the stars

I couldn’t be near you the light just radiated

I just knew from you I couldn’t be loved

I didn’t change a little part of your mind

And I know you’ll forget me with so little time

How did I act to stay alive for so long

I lost step by step the way I was strong

I never knew why I’ve been loving you

I just knew my point of balance was askew

And I am so desperate

There’s my life you just had bet

I was just a game for you

I didn’t want to know you would do

I know you’re gone but I still can feel you in my heart

I didn’t want us to stay apart

I only felt my pain before it turned into fear

And now I only feel that it’s so cold in here

You’re bored and cynical

I didn’t wait for a miracle

The world is so cold and cruel

I weren’t made to live it through

Somewhere you eased my mind

Somehow you let the blame with time

I’ll never be near you your light has just killed me

© Miss Zarashake

September 14th, 1999

For Guillaume Krin