In God's country
It's buried too deep in me
Something I can't get out
Crossing the end of reality
Happening eventually that's what I deserve
Something so cold
I don't care about
Though I know I should
I don't care but it's you
Filling my heart full of emptiness
I tried to reach out for you
I only wanted to get you
I couldn't die because I didn't exist
Because to you I couldn't resist
It was so cold
It brought me home
It swallowed me whole
Then it pushed me and caused my fall
Did I hit the ground
Because I don't hear any sound
Am I blocked up inside my head
It feels like my own bed
I thank God for you
But I can't get through
What could I say to you
Except a shy "I love you"
Some words don't need to be spoken
As my heart didn't need to be broken
How come I met you
When I didn't want to
Why did you force me to die
Why was it my time to reach the sky
When I can't reach out to you
When I can't get to you
The first time I met love
The last time I'm in above
You hate people like me
You hate all that's me
I only deserve cruauty
That's what you gave me
Please let me hear your voice
For once give me a choice
Dress me up in a wedding gown
I don't want to die alone
But this is what I did
© Miss Zarashake
March 24th , 2000
For Guillaume Krin