God Part II

I've said it wasn't for you

And I know you've said it too

But don't hide behind a fake expectation

It's only desillusion

I'm not living for reality

You hope I know you try

You seem to never care

You seem to forget but you should be aware

You can no longer hide

And I won't no longer cry

You talk as if I had a choice

I can't help but hearing your voice

I have lost the sense of time

You're running day and night through my mind

Don't say it's going too fast

Deep within me I can't forget the past

There's no feelings like this you can avoid

I'll never be the one I was before

Don't hide behing wrong means

Around me an angel sings

You talk as if you were my friend

But with me you deny it so try once again

Think about what you could loose

I'm hiding from a distance

I thought I could join you for one day

Spread your wings and fly me away

As the months pass I still can remember

The way you said you'd be there forever

I've never been told I was unstable

Think about me before you hit the ground

Without you I can't run so far

I just want you to know who we are

The face you see won't disappear

Because somehow I will always be here

I've only told you a couple of words from what I wanted to say

It's so sad for me you're playing a game

Because, my love, I could never believe

© Miss Zarashake

February 27th, 2000