Do you feel loved

Do you feel loved ?

And then I swallowed it all

It felt so good

At least I had the gall

To go for good

You can ask what pushed me to do

What I know will kill me

Don't you know it's you

Just because I loved thee

Now the pill is swimming down my body

I feel death coming

Just because I needed thee

I just can't be explaining

So please try to understand

And stop thinking I'm crazy

It was just some pieces I tried to mend

But I was bound to die inevitably

What gave you the right to misjudge me

You always think you're right

You go on thinking all is because of me

But you were going too far

© Miss Zarashake

November 8th and 16th, 1999

For Guillaume Krin

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