Dirty Day

All this path in which I've grown

Led me to a country unknown

You took my present, my future, my past and is now mine ?

Only your own science can bring me the light

And the day fades as I'm floating to Avallon

Your eyes full of harm swallowed me whole

I hate when you talk like this

I still keep the smile that you gave me ever since

My heart burns into a sparkling fire

Why am I always searching for an answer ?

Is it my fate

I hate what I deserve

Between us no words were spoken

And I wonder why you should be forgiven ?

I wanna die but your smile tells me no

Though I know you don't think so

The moon grows cold

What's left, my faith for the man above

Can't you get closer for my sake

I gave up my life to the hands of your star

Who am I to beg you for love

Who am I to tell you those simple words

The power has never been mine

You've kept it strong all the time

You may think I'm crazy

What should I hold on to ?

They'll never know what I've found in you

I didn't want to see you turning into a liar

And I couldn't say what I desired

Now that I'm still in love, what can I do

I'd give my life for yours

© Miss Zarashake

March 23rd, 2000

For Guillaume Krin