Dancing Barefoot

I just wanna die and make you forget all that we've been through

What I was thinking was hard and so far from the truth

I thought you were my light and I became a hopeless sinner

A simple move could have changed me forever

I wish I could be faceless and heartless

Your smile filled the void of my existence

I am already gone away

I didn't want us to feel this way

My blood falls like tears on the floor

I can't see the world as I used to see it before

I can't even touch you

You're a fence I just can't see through

I can't stop the hammer in my head

As I close my eyes tears are running down my face

The chains of your eyes are still binding me

I slowly fall into an endless sleep

You betrayed my expectations

And I try to avoid my own reflection

I so hate what I am

A hard pain comes down my heart

I hear you talking and it sounds so cold

Sure I didn't know what I'll become

I turned into a half-living emptiness

And it's too late to realise it now

A choice of words step back to my mind

Pictures that were hiding deep inside

You gave me something to believe in

You don't want me to cry for you

So try not to see if I do

What was I supposed to hold on to

Cause now I'm dying above you

© Miss Zarashake

March 9th, 2000

For Guillaume Krin