Baskerville

Man I thought I was the one who's gone insane
But then I've become a little bit cleverer and I discovered she was the evil
And that was nothing I could say and do cause that's just the way she was
Don't try to find no excuse I've gone mad and then tragedies happens
I think I'm gonna kill her for all the things she shouldn't have said
And for all the bad she shouldn't have done to them
Please gimme a pause or my head's gonna be full soon
But ain't it normal bitch ? Won't you wrap this awful gloom ?
She wants you to lay down and pray for her to be better
Cause all she does is bound to be against her sooner or later
But now I say it's too late for me because I crossed the line of insanity
What you did to my friends, to my man, you ain't nothing but a slut to me
I'll bring everything against you I won't calm down before you stop it
Before you're not gone, before you're not able to go the hell away of it
And nothing will stop you and I can't figure out the reason of it

And nothing could stop the rain from falling on my window
And I wonder once again where he's gone and what he's doing now
And I can't help thinking about all that I've been told about her and him
Anyway, it hits me back and nothing could help me I'm stuck on it
He still ain't called and I dream of him not alone with this bitch on his lap
Gettin high and forgetting I might get worried or wanting him to come back
I can't think about something else and it runs on and on and I'm depressed
And I can't see why he sees someone else and why nothing could help
It's been now more than two years and I hoped she wouldn't be here no more
I was hoping for the whole world that she would stop being their fuckin whore
When I think about it I'm rotten now and I rip all his pictures off of my wall
I don't know why my friend gets real down and cuts his wrists and scream of pain
I don't know why everytime he's alone I see her in a corner around and smiling
I'm sorry maybe I should have killed her I told him I must have missed her
But I can't help thinking of when we'll be in front of each other
And this shit runs on and on and when I think about it it sucks me down

I never knew why he needs her, I never knew how much he could be in love with her
I never could have thought that she would do that to him as she never knew any feeling
I've burnt my heart and he burns his head and even with drugs we can't even seem to wake up
From this nightmare she brought and she makes us live in everyday and ever more
And I can't figure out why they want me to stop singing about being broke no more
Without no make up, without no leather clothes she gets them all in her bed
I never knew how she did it how she would affect them in a so short time she gets
How much dead people would she need before they stop to slit their wrists
How much time will it take to me before I run on to hit this bitch
My fuckin man supposed to have forgotten those stories knows her number by heart
She's the new angela in a trash manner and I should forgive this cinderella who sucks cocks ?
Either she's put six feet under the ground or I'm gonna just be locked in a psychiatric room

And I sit back with a pack of this weed for me to release all my anger
And I can't wait for me to tell her how much I hate her how much I hate her
They tell me I should be friendly that she did no offense to me that it's not me
But I'm tired to see my love going around and fuck her all his free time not me
I don't know maybe that's just me and my paranoïd affection
But lemme just point my finger and explain you my objection
I know what she did I know what she says I know it's a tragedy
And that's how you gave her all that you got all that she needs
Stop with the fables she's not just a sensual sensation she's a bunch of cocaine
She's drunk and she's stoned and she's sleeping with your guy and she's not an heroine
And I'm pacing and I'm racing and I see people around me losing their friends
And I see people around me going around crying for their friends
And now I'm running between four walls and my head's full of their bullshit
I'm building porno films about my guy and her but how do you think I picked up the habit ?

I'm sick and him, look at him, he smiles with his empty balls and knows now how to get smashed
With no money to spend no smile to spend and most above all no love no spend
I'm mentally ill and physically dead I never thought she could make me chocke
And don't you remember me ? Remember I told you I'd kill you it wasn't a joke
The ten commandments got no grip on you as you've been laying down under men too much
As the local football team got no secret for you now you smile and walk like a duck
I'll make you bend and I'll make you beg and I'll tie you and lock you in the trunk
It won't help except maybe release my mind but I know you're not the only one
In front of my friend I saw you lock yourself with this guy and six minutes after
You're over, you're dead, you're finished, you're done, and his life's over
He leaves his basket ball falling down and you look at him with an evil smile and call your mother
Hey you're a good daughter does your mother know how much guys have passed in her bed
I know I'm gonna throw up all my hate and all my pain and all my head's a mess now
How can I sleep when my man is with you ? How can I dream with you're on him ?
How can I live when you give me all your favourite positions with details ?
How can I sleep when you know that you give me at least ten reasons to commit suicide
And nothing's left sane, do you know where you gonna head, don't you he's mine ?
I can scream, I can pray, I can do all that I want you're a whole dynamite you're the chaos
And I feel like puking when you come dressed in white playing with your new earrings
Speaking about all and nothing as if nothing has happened but my mind's gone go on talking

Hey love, tell me where you're going tell me when you'll be back tell me if you love me
Tell me what did you do to be so tired, tell me why you don't wanna talk now tell me
No don't ever tell me what you did love I'm so aware that you were with her
I know that your orgasm was so good you want another meeting for next week
You may see me joking, you may see me walking but it's just an illusion
Because I've been thinking too much and you know me you know my imagination
Can run on for hours and now I can't help but being jealous how couldn't I be ?
Of course you love only yourself and the the one who brings pleasure don't you ?
Maybe I was put here to annoy you or just give you security but I know I'm true
You know I'm here for you you know I want you you know I need you
Is it because I love you I gotta expect so much of you ?
And I'm so scared of what I could find if I ever lift up your mattress
Have you ever felt that feeling of loveliness or maybe loveleftness ?
No no no ever she'll be always here for you, always ready for you
No need to make her drink no need to make her swallow a pill she's all done with a smile

And I want to thank you for all that you gave to me
I hope it was good, I know she's the better you've ever had
I know she'll be an excellent mother, I hope she can get down on you everywhere you want
However you want, wherever you want, whenever you want, in every case you want
She is better than me, and she'll be pregnant of your baby
She is better than me she is cleverer than me she is so much better than me
Tell me all that I'm not tell me all that she got tell me what makes her human
Tell me what makes her so good tell me what does she got that I haven't
Tell me all that I'm not tell me why she's better than me


© Miss Zarashake
February 16th, 2001
For Guillaume Krin - (!)
Zéphyr - putain ! putain ! kom c sorti trop vite ! putain !
bb - kom koi, y a pas ke jeanne k'est infesté, y a des disciples, style l'Hudson !

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