From these eyes that look deep inside me

I know that you're about to go

For good and endlessly

I never cared of what I'd been told

But now I know that I was wrong

Things will never be the same again

Even though I really should get strong

Nothing could erase my pain

Now I'm lying on the floor

Looking for my way out there

It's too late we opened a door

And my ghosts are hunting in my head

You told me I could reach the sky

But I was too tired to make a move

You told me I was good enough to feel so high

But you're no longer here, what got I to prove ?

But now I know I made a mistake

I didn't know how to keep you beside me

Things will never be the same again

As you're not here to fulfill my needs

Tell me when will you be the same

Who could say we were lucky

Now that I'm the one who can be blamed

Because you were the one who'd have me

I want you to stay with me

To keep me warm when it's cold outside

No one knows how it's going to be

But it won't be any more lonely nights

I thought my head would go insane

But I'm all alone in the rain

Things will never be the same again

© Miss Zarashake

May 29^th , 2000

For Guillaume Krin