Gabriel Chapter Seven Disclaimer, etc. in Headers The Rocky Mountains September 18, 2001 7:08 a.m. A groan rumbled from his chest as he shifted in the bed. God, he hurt *everywhere* - even his feet. Slowly, he moved his legs and his arms, and he was assaulted by a short-lived wave of panic at the realization that he couldn't move his left arm. Sliding his right hand under the covers, he felt the bindings and knew he'd been injured... *again*. Frohike was right - he was an accident waiting to happen. Not that he was going to admit that when he saw Frohike at breakfast... Breakfast. Something smelled damn good; not at all like the Gunmen's cooking. Not enough of the vinegary odor of Tabasco... His eyes went wide; he wasn't in the bunker. It all came back to him in a rush - she was here. Here, wherever here was. He struggled to raise his head from the pillow, then dropped it as a man stepped forth from the shadows, his slender form looming over the bed. Shit! Gabriel felt the blood drain from his face with shock, then just as quickly return as he drew a relieved, shallow breath. It wasn't a man - it was just a boy. A *big* boy, to be sure, but young nonetheless. A shock of light brown hair fell over curious eyes as the boy colored, embarrassed to be caught lurking. Gabriel figured him to be seventeen or eighteen, no more than that, despite his over six foot frame. "Easy," he said, hanging his head for a moment against Gabriel's scrutiny. His voice was cultured, with just a hint of the King's English softening the tones. "I'm not going to hurt you. Gabriel, isn't it?" How the hell did he know that? The boy nodded at the pile of clothes in the corner - Gabriel's clothes, torn and muddy. "Your papers. You work for the company, don't you?" His papers... Jesus, the photograph... no, he'd lost that, hadn't he? With a twinge of sadness, he remembered it slipping from his hand as he was attacked. He tried to speak, but nothing came out but a painful wheeze of air. "Your vocal cords must have been damaged by the rope," the boy explained, moving closer, though he still kept a safe distance, his hands hidden in the pockets of well-worn jeans. "My name is Matthew, by the way. Matthew Spencer." Definitely not US born and raised, Gabriel realized; either that, or the boy was schooled abroad. He nodded, bringing his hand up to rub at his throat, feeling the sticky stuff under his fingers. "Don't do that!" One hand came out of Matthew's pocket to punctuate the warning as he stepped forward. "I just put some salve on the rope burns. We thought about bringing you up to the Ranch, but decided you probably didn't need to attract the wrong kind of attention, if you know what I mean." We? God, he was talking about... was it true? Had he really seen her? Touched her? Once again, Gabriel struggled to sit up; he had to find out if it was really her and if she was here with this man. Matthew took another step and Gabriel hesitated, not wanting to take the chance on another rebuke, though he raised hopeful eyes to his keeper. "Got yourself into a fine mess, didn't you?" Matthew asked, reaching for the water pitcher. "Here, I know you've got to be thirsty." He was, but for more than water. Answers, he needed answers. But he remembered his panic of the last time he'd seen those big hands and he didn't relish the idea of being pinned to the bed again. He took the glass of water and sipped slowly, wincing with each swallow. "Guess I'm going to have to fetch the bedpan, too, eh?" God, yes, Gabriel thought, giving Matthew a sigh as he passed the glass back to him. Matthew didn't go far, just to a small room off the main room where Gabriel could see a sink and toilet through the door. He returned with a white porcelain pail and set it on the floor next to the bed. "Think you can stand? Or am I *really* going to have to help you?" He threw back the covers and stood, hands on hips, shuffling his feet with an avoiding cough. With a grimace, Gabriel swung his legs over the side of the bed and Matthew pulled on his outstretched hand. He wasn't *that* incapacitated. Though he swayed a bit when he stood, he managed to relieve himself as Matthew chuckled and looked the other way. "Never feel bad enough not to do that for yourself, huh?" Gabriel's face was dry and cracked, and it felt even worse when the grin at Matthew's observation blossomed. It quickly died, though, as he concentrated on remaining upright. Which was quite a feat; funny how all those times in the hospital it had seemed humiliating to be burdened with a catheter. Now he knew why the doctors insisted on those instruments of torture... because a simple thing like taking a leak became a monumental task when you felt like you'd been run over by a truck. After he was done, he sank back down to the mattress with a gulp and watched Matthew take the pail into the bathroom. The toilet flushed and over the din of running water, he heard the boy comment, "No blood. That's good." Yeah, that was the only saving grace in a body that was thoroughly worn out. Gabriel took the opportunity to inspect his wrapped arm, picking at the white material. It looked like it was made from a torn up sheet; crossing tightly around his chest and back, holding his elbow close to his body. At least he could move his hand, though not more than an inch or two away from his abdomen. Despite its Civil War era appearance, it was a professional job of immobilizing his arm. More proof, he hoped. "Don't fool with that," Matthew said as he came back into the room and headed for the small kitchen to wash his hands. "I don't think you've got much to worry about - maybe just some ligament damage. But we figure you have to keep it immobile for a few days, a week at the most." We. There it was again. The plural when Gabriel only counted one other in the room besides himself. He waved a hand at Matthew to get his attention. he mouthed. Matthew motioned for Gabriel to sit back against the pillows as he came back with a tray. "Me and the Miss," he said, as if Gabriel's question was ridiculous. "Don't you remember?" Remember? Those precious few moments were burned onto his brain forever. But was the 'Miss' who he hoped it was? Matthew balanced the tray with one hand while he threw the covers over Gabriel's lap. "We found you hanging from a tree last night. Just a few more seconds and you'd have been dead. What'd you do? Skip out on the company?" Something like that, Gabriel nodded, though he was pretty sure the men who'd accosted him last night were not company workers or territorial police. They were outfitted for stealth and terminal action, put in these woods to protect something. Or someone. "That's the reason we didn't bring you to the Ranch - the doctor would have notified the territorial police. I assume you wouldn't have liked that, right?" Gabriel shook his head with a rueful smile and let Matthew place the tray on his lap. The plate of eggs and biscuits looked and smelled delicious, but Gabriel's stomach turned. He knew he had to eat something, though, but first he wanted one tiny bit of information. Bringing his right hand up, he signaled Matthew for a pencil and paper. "Umm... don't see any around here," Matthew murmured. "I'll bring some back later, okay?" That wasn't good enough. Gabriel ignored the possible consequences and grabbed Matthew's hand amidst the boy's surprised, "Hey!" He flattened out the palm on the tray, where he forced his shaking fingers to write out the word, his dirty nail scratching out a red line on the skin. M - I - S - S? To Gabriel's relief, the boy didn't fight back, though he did retreat with a step back. An imaginary wall of protectiveness sprang up between them, Matthew's friendly manner shortened with a cautious, "The Miss - she lives up at the Ranch. So do I. The Ranch, this cabin... just about everything on this mountain - it all belongs to my grandfather." If 'The Miss' was her, then what the hell was she doing up here? And how did she get here? "The Ranch is about three quarters of a mile up the trail to the north. You're in the cabin the Miss uses as a studio." Her studio? Gabriel's brows drew together - since when had Scully been an artist of *any* kind? Unless it wasn't her. His heart sank; maybe it had been a dream after all. Matthew perked up at Gabriel's hesitation, gesturing to the alcove nestled in the front of the cabin as he walked toward the bay windows. "We have running water and iffy electricity, but the Miss likes to paint up here because the natural light is much better." Throwing back the curtains, Matthew smiled at the burst of sunlight. "The Ranch faces the afternoon sun - the Miss, she likes morning sun. And the peace and quiet." Gabriel squinted at the onset of light, then let his eyes widen at the array of canvas and paint scattered about the alcove. He didn't have an eye for art by any means - and this selection wasn't exactly on a par with the masters - but even from his seat on the bed, he could see the emotion that rioted across every half-finished picture. Vivid colors on some, the stark black of charcoal on others, they spoke of a tormented mind. In search of something indefinable, but refusing to give up. The tray was shoved to the side as he slowly stood, grabbing the bedpost at the end of the huge bed for support. He had to see - he had to know. "You scared the Miss yesterday, Gabriel," Matthew continued, but Gabriel was only half- listening as he moved closer to the one canvas that seemed to be complete. "Not that she'd ever admit that to me. But I could tell." Just a few more steps, and the writing at the bottom would come into focus... "She sent me to see how you were and bring you some food. I told her if you promised me you wouldn't scare her again, I'd take her back up here. She doesn't go anywhere without me." His chest puffed up with pride. Damn it, the boy needed to shut up, Gabriel thought, his legs becoming more unstable. With a last step, he made it to the cushioned chaise by the window and ran his fingers over the dried paint. It was a representation of two women, back-to- back, almost mirror images of each other. Their faces were blank in profile, though their tears spoke of anguish. "I have to go now," Matthew said. "You need me to help you back to the bed?" No, he shook his head, giving Matthew a small smile. "You promise me you won't try to hurt the Miss? Because if you hurt her, I'll have to kill you." He stuffed his hands into his pockets and stood tall, looking down his nose at Gabriel. It was false bravado, delivered in a trembling voice. Matthew was tall but skinny, not having matured quite yet. But he had enough of the typical sass of the teenager in him to throw his weight around. Gabriel knew he could easily take him on a good day; but that day was far off. For now, he pandered to the boy's take charge attitude and gave him what he needed to hear. He mouthed the words with a sincere nod and Matthew seemed to be satisfied. He let out an exhale and relaxed a bit, moving to the other side of the room. "I'll be back about mid-afternoon with more food, Gabriel. And a change of clothes, if I can find any to fit you. You might have to wear mine." He picked up Gabriel's pile of clothes and tucked them under his arm. "I'm going to leave these in the woods for the bears - along with a nice trail of hamburger blood." For the men who might still be looking for him. Gabriel was amazed at the lengths to which Matthew was willing to protect him and he let it show on his face. "The Miss isn't too fond of the company - she says they're no better than slavemongers." Gabriel nodded in agreement, remembering the harsh taskmasters with little regret at having skipped out. As he saw Matthew move away, though, he started. His papers were in those clothes and he'd probably need them again one day soon. Verifiable identity was a good thing to have, even if you were now a wanted man for skipping out. Matthew was a step ahead of him, reaching into his pocket. "Your papers." Handing them to Gabriel, he added, "And this was caught in your hair - you want it?" The ribbon; it was a wonder it hadn't been lost forever, he thought. Gabriel took it from Matthew and brought it close, nodding his thanks. Matthew's lips turned up in a lopsided grin and he walked to the door. "Try to eat and get some rest." With that statement, he flung open the wooden door and departed, shutting it firmly behind him. Strength had returned with a vengeance. He watched Matthew leave, saw him through the window as the young man lumbered down the trail into the woods beyond the clearing. All was silent as he looked again at the painting, blinking once and swallowing before daring to hope the name wasn't a figment of his imagination. It wasn't. He smiled, tracing the bold slash of black with his finger. Julia. Undisclosed location The Smoky Mountains July 22, 2001 5:54 a.m. Sometimes nothing works out the way you want it to. Frohike's words had echoed through the forest and Mulder had ignored them - well, tried to, anyway. But they wouldn't leave him alone; and though he thought he knew what Frohike had meant by them, he had to make sure. They stopped at the edge of a blacktop road and watched the sunrise paint the mountains in an orange glow. This was it - the parting of ways. Frohike turned to him and extended a hand. "Well, Mulder... good luck." Mulder took the offered hand. "Hope to see you soon." If was a remark tossed into the damp dawn like an afterthought, but they both knew if they ever saw one another again, it would be under better circumstances. No face-to-face contact allowed otherwise. Frohike nodded and averted his eyes with a shrug before turning to head up the road. "Frohike?" His friend stopped and turned. "Yeah?" "If it's the chip - if she can never be who she was again..." He left the sentence unfinished, knowing Frohike would understand where his mind was going. "Your decision, man," Frohike answered. "But if you take it out, it'll kill her. *I'm* not going to make that decision. If I find her first, it's staying in until you get there." "Thanks a lot," Mulder muttered dryly. "Hey - that's the price you pay for her favor, dude. Speaking of..." Frohike reached into his jacket pocket and Mulder saw his fingers pull something out; it slipped from the gloved hand to travel on the breeze. It fluttered over to Mulder and he picked it from the air. Her ribbon - the yellow piece of satin she'd given him that last night - wrapped around his fingers. He raised narrowed eyes to Frohike. "Did you steal this from me?" "Found it on the floor of the control room as we were leaving. Jesus, Mulder... you need to take better care of your things, you know?" With a smile, he turned and walked away. Mulder fell silent, the heavy burden of life and death dragging his steps as he, too, turned. The Rocky Mountains September 18, 2001 1:48 p.m. It had taken him probably a half hour to get up from his seat at the window and wrap a blanket around himself. He smelled and his hair was stiff with crusted mud, but at least he wasn't naked anymore. The bed had looked awfully inviting after that drain of his strength, but he didn't want to succumb to the temptation of sleep. Not until he knew for sure. Matthew had said she wasn't coming today. He couldn't really blame her; to have some hairy, grimy thing clutch at you like a madman was enough to frighten the bravest of souls. Just in case, though, he'd tried to wash some of the dirt from his skin and had rubbed the washcloth he'd found over his teeth. The soap, despite its feminine smell, had tasted awful and he'd almost lost what little breakfast he'd eaten. But at least his face above the beard was fairly clean, teeth and all. He sat in the huge cushion-covered rocker by the fire place and shivered, his gaze not wavering from the door. He'd drawn the drapes after Matthew had left as a cautionary measure. Who knew if the men who'd almost killed him were still out there? And he'd not wanted to stoke the fire for fear someone would see the smoke. Hopefully Matthew's diversion would make it appear he'd been an overnight feast for the wolves; only time would tell. The wait was killing him. He shifted his weary body in the rocking chair and jerked his head up when he found himself nodding off. The rumble of his empty stomach should have been enough to keep him awake, but it wasn't. He'd tried to eat more of his breakfast after it had gotten cold and his queasiness had settled. But that was hours ago... damn it, where was Matthew? Where was *she*? In the silence of the cabin, he could hear the crackle of leaves outside. Someone was coming... Gabriel grabbed the arm of the rocker with his good - his *best*, at the moment - hand and tried to make his weak legs cooperate. Grimacing, he cursed the way his body seemed to hurt more now than it had this morning - and damn his knees for refusing to lock. "Whoa." Gabriel looked up to find Matthew at his side, the door open to let in the sunlight. For a lanky fellow, he moved fast, Gabriel thought. Matthew grabbed his arm and helped him to stand. Gabriel knew he had anticipation plastered all over his face, and Matthew's next words reflected that. "It's just me," he smiled. Damn, Gabriel thought - the kid must be at least an inch taller than he was. Would have been a hell of a basketball player. "Brought you some early dinner and some clothes. You can roll up the pants legs." Laughing, he guided Gabriel to the small table in the kitchen and helped him to sit. Gabriel looked at the open door wistfully and hung his head when he realized she wasn't coming. Not today, anyway. "You sure can look like a lost puppy when you want to, can't you?" Matthew turned from the table and opened the bag on the counter. "Here you go - just a few sandwiches. But I brought some more eggs and bread, and some coffee I snuck out of the kitchen at the Ranch. There's canned goods over there." He nodded at the cabinet by the sink. "We don't keep perishables here, but I'll try to sneak out some meat every day. You can cook, can't you?" Gabriel nodded, not really interested in the conversation. Shit. He wanted to see her so badly, it gnawed at his gut. Matthew walked to the bathroom and came back with an armful of supplies. "Gotta check you out - the Miss said that's number one on the list. After giving you the food, of course." Crouching before Gabriel, the young man began to clean the greasy goo off of Gabriel's neck with a wet washcloth. At Gabriel's wince, he gentled his touch, saying, "I see you cleaned up a bit. Good. You should be able to do this for yourself tomorrow." Gabriel's eyes shot up. They were going to leave him alone from now on? "Relax, Gabriel," Matthew chuckled, his attention focused on his task. "You're just gonna have to start doing some things for yourself, that's all. Me and the Miss - we'll be by now and then. When you're better, we'll help you get out of here and away from the company." But here is where I belong, he wanted to scream. Instead, he sighed, his sadness at her absence weighing him down with every minute that passed. "Eat, Gabriel," Matthew urged, finishing up by applying a light coat of the salve. His voice lowered to a murmur. "I know how you feel, you know. It happened to me, too." At that, Gabriel raised a brow. Had this boy been attacked and left for dead, too? "I'm talking about the Miss," Matthew explained, as if there was no other subject as dear. "I wasn't near as bad off as you. I'd been living here for a long time when they brought her here. Took one look at her and I knew she was something special. And that she was *way* too old for me - I told my Grandpa that next time he felt like being charitable, he needed to find me a sixteen-year-old." Grandpa? Gabriel paused in the act of reaching for the unappetizing sandwich and lifted a brow, hoping Matthew caught his question. "My Grandpa owns this Ranch," Matthew explained with pride, then sobered a bit to add, "My parents were killed in the invasion, though I don't remember it. Don't remember much of anything, really. Grandpa says it's okay not to remember; the trauma must have been too much for me. I was pretty banged up, so he says. The break in my leg must have been wicked, because it aches still when it gets cold. I'm *not* looking forward to winter." He smiled and squinted at his handiwork, smearing a last bit of what Gabriel supposed was antibiotic ointment on the rope burns. This was interesting. He picked up the sandwich as Matthew stood, taking a bite, then another, urging Matthew to continue with his nod. The boy moved to the sink and kept talking while he washed his hands. "Grandpa brought me here from Virginia right after the invasion began... though like I said, I can't remember much of it. It was like the trauma erased my past, you know?" Matthew dried his hands and turned. "Want some water?" Gabriel quickly swallowed, ignoring the pull of bruised flesh, and nodded. After Matthew sat and handed him the glass, Gabriel gulped the water down and mouthed, The boy's origins were *very* interesting, indeed. "Yeah. Dunno where exactly. But we used to have a ranch there, too, I think. I remember horses. We even salvaged some photographs of the place; got a really neat one of Grandpa atop this huge stallion." Matthew's voice became sarcastic just a bit, and he added, "Of course, he's got the ever-present smoke in hand. I keep telling him those things will kill him one day. He keeps saying he's trying to quit...." Gabriel stilled, a shiver up his spine the only electrical impulse in a body gone rigid with fear. The boy couldn't be speaking of - damn it, he was dead! Wasn't he? "He comes and goes on business a lot. One day, he showed up with Miss Julia. She was in pretty bad shape." Matthew rambled on, oblivious to Gabriel's sudden inaction. "She was awake, but not, you know? Took her weeks to snap out of it. Some kind of waking coma, the doctor said." Gabriel was listening to every word. At the 'waking coma', he dropped the sandwich from his nerveless fingers and reached for Matthew's arm, alarm widening his eyes. "She's okay," Matthew said, slowly pulling Gabriel's hand away. "She's just not happy here, I can tell. My grandpa told me all about my life before, which helped. But she doesn't have anyone to tell her about hers. Grandpa said he'd found her wandering about the streets of Denver; she was half-starved, like someone had just left her to die." His sandwich forgotten, Gabriel signaled to Matthew for something to write with. This time, the teen obliged, pulling a small notepad and pencil from his pocket, lowering his voice to a whisper. "Just so you know, Gabriel... the Miss, she still has problems. Bad nightmares, trouble remembering. I don't want you to upset her, okay?" Gabriel scribbled a few words on the paper, trying hard to keep his writing neat. It was very difficult though, and it ended up a jumble of letters he hoped Matthew could decipher. He had to know; but he also had to step lightly. The boy's eyes narrowed, but he offered, "Spencer. Charles Spencer. I thought I told you my last name already?" Oh, shit. Spencer... Spender. Couldn't be the same man, could it? Gabriel ground his teeth as his mind raced. No. Just an eerie coincidence. The old man was dead; damn it, Gabriel himself had put the bullet through the old bastard's icy heart. No way could he have gotten out of the building - the wound had been mortal, he was sure of it. Stop this, he told himself. Just because 'Grandpa' smokes and has a similar last name, it doesn't mean he's the devil reborn yet again. Besides, there was the matter of the boy himself; could Jeffrey Spender have had a teenage son? No way. As for Gabriel, he was pretty damn sure he'd never had any children. Though not from lack of trying on his father's part, the fucker. He shrugged off all the old fears and hatred and looked at Matthew. The boy was becoming suspicious of Gabriel's line of questioning. He could see it in the murky blue depths of his narrowed eyes and the way the boy backed away from their conversation, his arms crossing as he slumped in his chair. Trying to allay Matthew's blossoming distrust, he scribbled a few words on the pad, passing it to the boy with an open, calm face. Matthew took the paper from him and slowly read, "'Why trust me?'" Gabriel nodded. Yes, why was Matthew trusting him? He could very well have been one of the scum that combed the countryside these days, just looking to kill for the hell of it. Matthew laughed, his mood lightening as Gabriel heaved an imaginary sigh of relief. "Well, it's not like you can do much of anything, now is it? Besides, you're just a stray... we know you didn't get close enough to the Ranch to do us any harm. The Guards would've picked you up and taken you back to town, like they do anyone who gets close." Take him back to town? Yeah, right. At the end of a rope. Who was fooling who here? Matthew's grandfather may have been a charitable sort, but only when he felt like it. And the boy didn't know what the guards really did to intruders; of course, he *was* just a lad. It wasn't like he needed to know just how dangerous the outside world was. If one had money - and it looked like his grandfather had loads, from the size of the fortress he'd seen last night - then it was possible to isolate yourself and your loved ones from the horrors of the past months. The Rocky Mountains were the perfect place. "And face it, Gabriel - you look like you've had it rough, all covered with scars. I figure the Miss, she felt sorry for you. It's nice to have some company for a change. The people at the Ranch - well, they're not the most friendly sort, you know?" People? Gabriel scratched out on the pad, pouncing on Matthew's opening. "The workers. They keep the place up for Grandpa. But they keep their distance. Can't really blame them, I guess. Times have changed." He hung his head as a slight sadness shadowed his eyes. Clearing his throat, he stood. "Uh... I think I better go now, Gabriel. Gotta get back to the Ranch. I won't come tonight, but I'll be back tomorrow, okay?" Gabriel tried to stand as well, but it was slow going. "Don't worry about the lights and the fire, Gabriel. It doesn't matter who sees them - we keep a light on pretty much all the time, because we sometimes spend the night here. No one's going to bother you." Matthew was already at the door. "I'll come back tomorrow." With a nod and a smile, he was gone, closing the door behind him. Gabriel finally had his feet under him and through the kitchen window he caught sight of Matthew slipping off the small porch. She hadn't come; she wasn't coming today. The ache at her absence grew and he hung his head in defeat. He tried to tell himself to stop being so impatient - it was only going to get him in trouble. He'd have to tread lightly with the boy. Yes, he was in no shape to be a threat. Not yet. But Matthew knew it was just a matter of time before Gabriel was well again. Best to earn his trust completely before then. As he turned to make his way back to the bed, his ear caught a murmur, then another. Shit... she was out there. Fumbling, he held on to the table and moved as quickly as he could to the door. But the voices were fading; with a heave, he flung open the door, leaning against its frame as pain shot up his arm. Disappearing into the trees were a giant of a boy... and a black-garbed figure that seemed dwarfed by him. Its hands were moving impatiently and for a moment, Gabriel saw a flash of bright hair slip out from under the hood. Jesus, she'd been there all the time. Lurking beyond the porch, but he'd been too stupid to even get up and look. He was slipping. Sighing, he straightened. It was okay; he'd damn well be ready tomorrow. End Chapter Seven