Day 5


I failed.
Two more days and I have to go to *****. I can't read in the dark, what am I writing? Much better, I guess. Leave me here. Love is lost, lost is love.

If you reall want me,
to be a good son.
Why do you make me,
feel like no one.
You want me to be,
something I can never ever be.
- 'Dead Bodies Everywhere' Korn, (Follow The Leader)

I read, I cry. There are no emotions left over. A resonant note blows me mind away, I missed it... again, with who? I like to myself, I'm late for life, new life or old.
I thought of who I want to be, and thats who I will become. I love my old life, I want the new. Where am I? Quickly, bfore I pass out... sleep. KoRn haunts my dreams {darkness}. My bran is leaking out through my ears. My don't care.
Love, Loss, Hope

an image: a burnt-out star, crying

'despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage'



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