Day Three


I talked to him today. I felt like I was walking on eggshells. I wanted to speak my thoughts, but that was impossible. How could I possibly ask why. I don't deserve the answer.
Someone else referred to this cautiously today. Wondering who it was that wanted to hold me and never let go.. I simply said 'you'. There was really no other answer. I wanted to hug him them. I just need someone to hold tightly in my arms. Someone who I never have to let go of.
I'm going to cry again.

'Mr Freeze, I hear no sound
As I focus on the amount of my emotions
I ask you please, just take the lead or let bleed... Mr Freeze
'My temperature is really low now; you're here
But your not welcome any longer
I will release, I will release, Mr Freeze.

'No bangs, no yells,
Merely the breeze, Is Mr Freeze inside of me? (x3)'
-'Mr. Freeze' - K's Choice, Paradise in Me

Was I flirting with him, so much I'd liek to know. Because I am clueless, what was I aiming at? One final glance?
I still love them, all of them, but how could he bind me, I do not harm. All my magick lost, I cannot even save the needy. I lobe you but how could you. She could have died this night. The air stands still.
Sleep well sweet child, for you shall always be loved more than me. You have friends who care, not people who pretend.
An Image: a mailbox, your smile



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