Day One

Maybe if I fold my emotions up small enough, hey'll disappear. Maybe if they ignore me much longer, I'll die
He tried to help but I wouldn't let him. I can't cry in front of my family. Any sign of weakness is somethin for them ro mock. I thought I would be happy for once, [someone] told me that he loved me, that it felt good to hold me in his arms. And how much I wish I could hold him right now. Just feel his arms wrap around me. Tel me that everything would be okay. I need someone who feels that way to hold me, to tell me it's all ok. I have to stop everything. The walls are closing in on me. I can't breathe, the tears won't stop.

"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The haws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!...
"And has thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!
He chortled in his joy" - "Jabberwocky" Lewis Caroll

The thing that I miss most in life is my innocence, and I fear that it shall never return. If love is what you want, then come forth and steal it from me. I need no other hope, but that scars will fade. You can't make me love you, for never again will I say those three words. No matter should I ever feel them again or not. I, the fickle one, shall remain alone, by choice so that they can't make me that way. - AB

An image for today: orgiami, folded up so tightly and neatly that it will never come undone.

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