Everyone has a weakness, yes, even you, you can admit it, I won't tell. I actually have a lot of weaknesses...I would do just about anything for chocolate. But I have an even bigger weakness that I try to keep a secret but it gets me in more trouble than you could ever believe. I totally love men and they know it, I think I have it tattooed on my forehead or maybe it is on a billboard somewhere! There have been some real interesting men in my life. My first boyfriend was a total loser, all he ever did was "borrow" money from me, then there was the preppy college guy, we really didn't even like each other and we really didn't want to be seen together, then there was the guy that was "kind of married", those were his words, I thought he was divorced, and the last on the list was the absolute best, he suckered me into having his name put on my credit cards then he went on a shopping spree, hope he had fun! I really can't blame any of it on them, I am the real sucker in this story because I let them do it. I just stood by them and smiled like everything was just peachy and after they did what they did, do you think I learned any lessons at all? Well, of course not, I just waited for the next in line, new man, new adventure, same sucker. The truth is that I will do anything for whatever guy happens to be in my life at the moment. Why? Wish I knew but it probably goes back to when I was growing up, that lack of male attention or something like that....I don't know, I am not a psychiatrist. And I do not consider myself to be particularly good looking but I have a lot of men in my life, they are JUST friends, and the only answer I have to offer about that is that there is a billboard somewhere announcing that I am a sucker and that men can get ANYTHING they want from me. I THOUGHT I had finally found that perfectly right person..I was wrong though, still didn't learn a lesson and once again I am as single as it gets but I am having a TON of fun!
I guess there really isn't a solution to this problem since I never learn from my mistakes, or actually I refuse to apply what I have learned from my mistakes. Maybe I am normal, or maybe you have the same problem and you have spent the last X number of years wondering if you were the only sucker. Well, relax, I will be around for about 50 more years and I guarantee that I am a bigger sucker than you.
There is no real purpose for this page except maybe to vent a little bit of frustration and maybe to tell guys not to take advantage of girls that are sometimes nice...kinda like me!