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Disclaimer: Ok Roguie and Gambie (Rogue and Gambit) are owned and such

by the wonderful beautiful people of Marvel. The song "Your Gone" Is

Diamond Rio's. Real good song go check it out. And yes I'm not afraid

to use shamless plugs.

Notes: This story is written kinda weird. Sorry it's VERY late. Oh and

it's kinda morbid not really but the ending is kinda. Well just read it!

Your Gone

By: Maigen Green

        He stood out in the rain. It was incredibly cold, but the cold didn't

seem to bother him anymore. He looked up at the neon flasing sign.

JOE'S TAVERN. He opened the door and took a seat in one of the back

corner booths. He saw eyes staring at this wet broken shell of a man.

Who's eyes burned bright with anger and rage.

        The music blared and the beer was weak, but he had grown accustomed

to this over the past few weeks, reverting back to his former life.

Before the X-men, before the trial, before.... her. At the thought of

her  came an unexplainable burst of hatred. She had no reason to leave

him there, he had loved her in everyway he could. He had given himself

to her, mentally, and at the very end, physically. Why had she left

him to die? Had she really been so cold? Hated him so much that she

wanted him to die.

        He didn't care. He despised that girl with his entire being. He had

never loved her, did he? No he didn't. He told himself that over and

over, he never believed it. If he hadn't loved her then he wouldn't be

hurting so bad. he drank a few more glasses of beer and watched the

happy couples dance and laugh. He had that once, but he threw it all

away. No he didn't, she had. She left him. But it wasn't her fault,

she was confused. No she wasn't. He hated her for all that she was

worth.

        He had become bitter and resentful. He hadn't shaved in awhile or had

a new change of clothes. He was living in a run down rat infested

apartment. Yes he hated her.

        Just then the high flying music stopped and was replaced by a sweet

slow melody.

        I said hello I think I'm broken,

        And though I was only joking,

        It took me by surprise when you agreed.

        It sounded like him and Rogue. There he thought it. Her name. Rogue.

It had been along time since her name had reached his mind. No this

was only a stupid love song. Not his love life.

        I was trying to be clever,

        For the life of me I'd never,

        Would have guessed how far the simple truth could lead.

        Clever. Yeah boy that sounds like you. Guess this song does hit a

little close to home. But that doesn't mean a thing.

        You knew all my lines,

        You knew all my tricks,

        You knew how to heal that pain no medicine can fix.

        Rogue never did fall for your crap. She was to strong or to stuborn.

Same thing. And boy how she made me feel.  Better than any medicine I

ever had.

        And I bless the day I meet you,

        And I thank God that he let you,

        Lay beside me for a moment that lives on,

        He rembered the first day they'd met. He'd tought she was incredibly

beautiful. He hadn't fell in love with her then. He just wanted

someone with a little fire in their eyes to tease and flirt with.

Maybe a little more. That little more had came and gone. That night

that they were held captive by Nanny. Her powers gone, they truely

expressed their love for each other.

        And the good news is I'm better for the time we spent together,

        And the bad news is your gone.

        He realized how true these words were to him. A single tear slid down

his face. He saw looks from some others in the bar. He needed some

fresh air. He walked over to the stairwell and went up to the roof.

The music was still very clear up there. He listed as tears fell down

his face.

        Looking back it's still surprising,

        I was sinking you were rising,

        With a look you caught me in midair.

        He always knew he'd end up like this. Alone. In love with a woman who

was better off without him.

        Now I know God has His reasons,

        But sometimes it's hard to see them,

        When I awake to find that your not there.

        He had tried to forget all the lonely nights he would wake up

shivering calling out her name. The pain and love that he felt when he

thought of her. He had turned this all into rage and hatred in order

to protect himself from his true feelings.

        You found hope in hopeless,

        You made crazy sane.

        You became the missing link that helped me brake my chains.

        He'd thought he didn't deserve to be happy ever again. She had gave

him reason to think otherwise. She was the light of his life. She

helped him brake through the chains.

        And I bless the day I meet you,

        And I thank God that he let you,

        Lay beside me for a moment that lives on,

        It was gone now. She was gone. There was no more reason to live.

        And the good news is I'm better for the time we spent together,

        And the bad news is your gone.

        He stepped up to the edge of the roof an dlooke ddown and the cars

and people carring on their normal hapy lives. He had forgiven and

remembered his love, but he could never go back. It woul dhurt her to

much. He would have to give her what she needed.

        "I love you mon amour Rogue." was all he said as he stepped of the

top of the three story building.

        And the bad news is your gone.......