Quench
Me
Conclusion
"You look absolutely
smashing," I say to Danny as we make our way up the sidewalk toward the
Country Club.
I nearly fainted when I saw him walk out of the bathroom wearing a tuxedo
earlier this evening. I knew that he would look gorgeous, no matter what he
wore, but never did I expect a tux. He told me that since he didn’t have to
wear a tux for our wedding, he figured he could stand to wear it for our
reception.
"I could say the same for you," he replies, stopping just outside the
door. "You are some kind of fine in that dress."
He gently toys with the spaghetti strap of my soft peach dress, and his eyes
travel toward the plunging scoop neck line. He leans down and places sweet
kisses along my collar bone, and whispers, "Are you sure we have to go in?
Can’t we just go home and be alone?"
Smacking him in the butt with my beaded hand bag, I answer, "You are so
naughty! You know we can’t disappoint Rick and all our guests, but I promise
I’ll make it up to you later."
"I’m holding you to that," he answers, as he swings open the front
door.
Quickly, we make our way to the party room, music and commotion already audible
in the hallway. Our attempt to make a sneaky entrance is thwarted once Rick
notices that we’ve arrived.
"There’s the happy couple!" Rick exclaims, as he crosses the room.
As he reaches where Danny and I are standing, he continues. "My sister and
her husband… Michelle and Danny Santos."
Applause echoes throughout the room, as I begin to take notice of the guests. I
knew that Rick invited practically the entire town, but I didn’t expect that
everyone would actually show up. Phillip and Harley are across the room, sipping
champagne and talking with Frank, Eleni, and Buzz. Carmen and Pilar are seated
at a small table, and I’m pleased to see that Matt and Vanessa are seated with
them. Carmen Santos didn’t exactly have a stellar reputation when she left the
country, so it makes me happy that Vanessa is being cordial. I’m sure that
Carmen and Pilar are telling Matt and Vanessa about their plans for the creative
arts center in Madrid, and I’m positive that Vanessa will be most impressed.
Ross and Blake Marler are standing near the enormous picture window on the
opposite wall, with Holly Reade and Billy Lewis. Josh and Reva join them
momentarily, and I smile when I notice how close Billy and Holly have become.
It’s about time Bill’s father found some happiness in his life. Ray stands
near the terrace doors, surrounded by several people who I don’t recognize.
Danny tells me that they are several of his colleagues from Spaulding, as well
as a couple of boyhood friends who are now a part of Ray’s parish.
Just as Danny and I start to make our way around the room to greet our guests, I
feel a slight tap on my shoulder. I whirl around and my mouth flies open in
surprise when I see Bill Lewis.
"Bill!" I scream as I throw my arms around my best friend. I haven’t
seen Bill in over a year. He landed a great job with a huge software design
company, and promptly moved to Boston and began working his fingers to the bone.
"You think I’d miss this, Michelle?" Bill replies, as we both take a
step back to survey the other. "You look great. Marriage must agree with
you."
"It does!" I say. "And you don’t look bad yourself!"
"You must be Danny," Bill says, looking over my shoulder at Danny.
Danny reaches out to shake Bill’s hand, saying, "And you must be Bill.
Michelle has told me so much about you."
"Yeah, we’ve known each other our entire lives," Bill replies.
"That’s why I couldn’t say no when Rick called and invited me. He
wanted to surprise you."
Just then, I notice the beautiful brunette standing to Bill’s right, slightly
behind him. "Looks like you didn’t come alone," I say slyly.
Bill reaches behind him and takes the lovely woman by the hand. "Michelle,
Danny, this is Sherri Wilder. Sherri, this is my best friend Michelle, and her
husband Danny." Danny and I are busy greeting Sherri, when Bill adds,
"Sherri and I are getting married."
"Bill! You’re engaged!" I exclaim, hugging him first and then
Sherri. "I’m so happy for both of you. When is the big day?"
"I think we’ll take things a tad bit slower than the two of you
did," Bill jokes.
"We haven’t set an exact date yet," Sherri says. "Hopefully it
will be sometime in December. I hope the two of you can come."
"Oh absolutely," I reply. "As soon as you set the date, let us
know, and we’ll make plans."
After a few moments, Bill and Sherri excuse themselves to find Billy, Vanessa,
and Matt. Danny and I make our way around the room, and manage to greet everyone
in record time. I still can’t believe what a huge event this turned out to be.
Rick has really outdone himself, yet again.
"Excuse me, can I have your attention," Rick says as he steps up to
the microphone. "I’d like to make a toast."
A quiet hush falls over the room, and all eyes are on Rick as he continues.
"My little sister has always done things by the book, so when she came to
me and told me that she got married one weekend while I was out of town, my
first reaction was disbelief."
Gentle laughter rumbles through the crowd, and I feel Danny slip his arm around
my waist and pull me closer to him.
"But then I saw the look of complete joy in her eyes, and I knew that she
was happier than she’s ever been. I could say so many good things about
Michelle, because as you all know, I’m as proud as a big brother could
possibly be, but tonight, I just want to celebrate with her, and with
Danny."
The warmth of Rick’s smile touches my heart, and I feel tears begin to form in
my eyes as he goes on. "Michelle, I love you so much, and all I’ve ever
wanted for you was happiness. I have no doubt that you’ve found it. You and
Danny are proof that true love does in fact exist in this world, and I want
nothing but the best for both of you. So please, everyone, join me in honoring
my sister and her husband. To Danny and Michelle."
Glasses of champagne are raised all across the room, as I notice a lovely woman
in an emerald green suit enter the room, directly behind Rick. She makes her way
to my brother, and when he sees her, his arms encircle her completely. It’s
then that I realize who the woman is, and I’m completely astounded. I grab
Danny’s hand and practically drag him across the room.
"Rick?" I softly question as we near him.
He takes Abby’s hand and says, "Abby and I ran into each other in
Dallas."
"In Dallas?" I say. "I knew there was something different about
you when you came back from that trip." My eyes back and forth between Rick
and Abby, taking in the smiles on both their faces.
"I was speaking at the convention," Abby explains. "I had no idea
that Rick would be there. We saw each other in the lobby of the convention
center, and all those old feelings came flooding back."
"We realized that we gave up to quickly," Rick interjects. "We
spent the entire weekend talking, the way we didn’t talk all those months ago.
We still love each other, Michelle, and we realized that the problems between us
could be resolved, with time and effort. And we’re willing to put forth the
effort. We want to put our relationship back together."
I’m totally stunned, and it must show on my face, because Abby quickly
continues. "I know that I hurt Rick a lot when I left, and I don’t expect
to erase that pain. But I love your brother, and he’s the man I want to spend
the rest of my life with. I flew in from Washington tonight because I wanted to
be here, for this family celebration. I want to be a part of this family
again."
Without another word, I embrace Abby, and silently thank God for bringing her
back to my brother and to our family. "Abby," I quietly begin. "I
want you to meet my husband, Danny Santos."
"Rick has told me so much about you, Danny," Abby says, as she and
Danny greet one another. "I’m so glad to finally meet the man who has
made Michelle so happy."
We’re busy introducing Abby to Carmen and Pilar, and Bill’s new fiancée’,
when I see Rick slip out of the room. I almost go after him, but stop myself,
knowing that he’s probably got something else up his sleeve and I don’t want
to ruin it for him. As quickly as Rick left the room, he reappears, and with his
index finger motions for me to join him near the door. I leave Danny standing
with Abby and the rest of the crowd, and swiftly make my way to where Rick is
standing.
"I have one more surprise for you, Michelle," he says.
"You’ve already gone to way too much trouble, Rick," I scold.
"I don’t know if I can stand another surprise."
"I think you’ll like this one," he replies, as he opens the door to
the hallway.
My heart pounds and my knees almost give way as I see him. There, standing
directly in front of me, is my father, Ed Bauer. A million questions run through
my mind, as well as a million nasty remarks that I’d like to make to my
father, but none of them come out of my mouth. All I can focus on is that my
father is here, for my wedding reception, and I can do nothing but go to him and
allow him to hug me, the way a father hugs his daughter.
"Daddy," is all I manage to say before the tears come vigorously.
"I’m so sorry for everything, Michelle," he says, and I realize that
he too is crying. "I regret so many things."
For this moment, his words are enough. There are many things that need to be
said between us, but for now, his presence and his words are enough. I
couldn’t stop my heart from opening to him if I tried.
Somewhere, in the midst of all this, Danny finds his way to where we are. As I
look up and see him, the smile on his face tells me that he understands. He
understands that finally, my father has given me what I needed… in much the
same way his own mother did for him a few days ago. Our marriage has not only
given us immeasurable happiness, but it has also brought our parents back into
our lives, the way we needed them to be.
"Danny, this is my father, Ed Bauer," I say, reaching out to put my
arm around my husband’s waist. "And Daddy, this is my husband, Danny
Santos."
"It’s good to meet you, Dr. Bauer," Danny says, still a bit reserved
knowing how much my father’s absence has hurt me in the past.
"Likewise," my father replies. "I can see that you’ve made my
little girl a very happy woman."
"I’m a very lucky man, Dr. Bauer," Danny says.
Once again, Rick makes his way to the microphone and claims everyone’s
attention. "I know this isn’t a traditional wedding reception, but we are
celebrating my sister’s marriage, so I thought it would be nice for Michelle
and Danny to have the traditional first dance."
There’s no possible way we can refuse with everyone clapping their hands and
nodding, and to be honest, I don’t want to refuse. I love to dance with Danny,
and I can’t think of a better way to celebrate all the wonderful things that
I’m feeling than by dancing with my husband.
Hand in hand, we make our way to the center of the room, and Danny takes me in
his arms. The music begins, and I’m struck once again by how naturally and
perfectly our bodies fit together. We were born for one another. There’s no
doubt in my mind.
** When I think, how life used to be
Always walking in the shadows
Then I look at what you’ve given me
I feel like dancing on my tip toes
I must say every day I wake
And realize you’re by my side **
** I know I’m truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed, for all the tenderness you show
I’ll do my best, with every breath that’s in me
Blessed - to make sure you never go **
Danny presses his forehead to mine, and stares into my eyes, the way he’s done
so many times before. And like every time before, his eyes transport me to a
magical place that only he and I share. The smile that crosses his face is the
most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen, and my heart races even faster as he
whispers, "I love you", and places a soft kiss on my cheek.
** There are times, that I test your faith
‘Til you think you might surrender
And baby I’m… I’m not ashamed to say
That my hopes were growing slender
You walked by, in the nick of time
Looking like an answered prayer **
** I know I’m truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed, for all the tenderness you show
I’ll do my best, with every breath that’s in me
Blessed - to make sure you never go **
"I can’t believe everything that’s happened," I say. "First
your mother and Pilar, then Abby, and now my dad."
"I know," he whispers back. "It’s amazing."
"But the most amazing thing of all is the way that you love me," I
reply. "You are the greatest blessing of my life."
"And you’re mine," he says, as he holds my body tightly to his.
** I’m blessed with love and understanding
blessed when I hear you call my name
I’ll do my best, with faith that’s never ending
Blessed - to make sure you feel the same **
** Deep inside of me
You fill me with your gentle touch**
"This is forever, Michelle," Danny whispers. "I don’t care what
we go through, I’ll never give up on you. We’ll always be together. I
promise."
"I’ll never give up on you either," I softly answer. "I
promise."
"And you will always be the most important part of my life," he
replies. "Nothing or no one will ever come before you."
"And I will never ask you to be anything besides what you are," I say.
"I’ll always love you for exactly who you are."
"We’ve learned a lot from our parent’s mistakes, haven’t we?" he
quietly asks.
Nodding, I say, "And we won’t make the same ones."
"Never," he says. "I love you with everything in me,
Michelle."
"I love you too, Danny," I say, smiling up at him. "As long as I
have breath in my body, and beyond."
** I know I’m truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed, for all the tenderness you show
I’ll do my best, with every breath that’s in me
Blessed - to make sure you never go **
(All lyrics enclosed in ** ** are from the song
"Blessed", written by Travon Potts & Brock Walsh. The song can be
found on Christina Aguilera’s self-titled CD.)
THE END