it's been awhile

since i could

hold my head up high

and it's been awhile

since i first saw you

and it's been awhile

since i could stand

on my own two feet again

and it's been awhile

since i could call you

-chorus-

and everything i can't remember

as fd up as it all may seem

the consequences that i've rendered

i've stretched myself beyond my means

-chorus-

it's been awhile

since i could say

that i wasn't addicted

and it's been awhile

since i could say i love myself as well

and it's been awhile

since i've gone and fd things up

just like i always do

and it's been awhile

but all that sht seems to disappear when i'm with you

-chorus-

why must i feel this way

just make this go away,

just one more peaceful day

and it's been awhile

since i've seen the way

the candle lights your face

and it's been awhile

but i can still remember just the way you taste

and it's been awhile

since i said i'm sorry