True Reflections

I am not perfect.
I want to tell you where I went wrong in life.
But I can't.
I know I could have done it better.
To be quite honest with you,
I don't know how I could have failed.
The more I seem to struggle,
The tighter you hold me
And if I ever gave into you,
You'd possess so much more power over me.
The power to make me cry...
You even have the power
To make me want to end my life.
It scares me.
Only in silence do I ever cry.
This black and white colored world we live in
Could never understand my pain.
This girl before you
Standing tall and proud
Could never show you the
True reflections of her inner self.
Deception is a game I have learned of early in life.

I know of your games.
But with you, I have never onced played them.
I know what will happen to me once you've let go.
I will be alone once more.
Once gain having to hide behind this deception.
How do you expect me to stand here alone now...
Ever since the beginning,
You were of LOVE
So why do I stay with you?
I love your imperfections. 
You can never do wrong in my eyes.
I would cry an ocean for you.
I want to take your pain and make them mine.
To me, you are perfect.
It's because I love you.
I can never be everything you want me to be
I can only be me...
And because of that...


    .....I'm Sorry...