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'03 rants


July '02

22: we are all one - i am on the road to godhood. matt and i had the final confrontation today. i hope that we stay friends, but it's up to him. he'll contact me or he won't. also, i've moved in with gabe and kat and greg. we're in a huge house off of cheyenne and el capitain (butt fucking egypt). but it's a lovely house and things seem to be turning around. also, i am doing well in training and have met great new friends - robert and brok. they are lovely. i am thinking of starting my own pack and involving them.

15: i am special. i am more important than video games. i am beautiful, and i don't need someone who doesn't appreciate making love to me. i left matt j. right after we got the joint bank account. life is funny that way, i guess. i'm terribly torn up about it. i don't know where i'll live at the end of this month - maybe stay with various friends for a while, maybe move in with gabe and his pack. any suggestions?

08: i have found a chaos node. i saw magic for the first time with my eyes rather than my mind's eye on sunday. it was amazing - my life has changed. i also passed the tech level 1 test and on monday begin training to be a ups equipment technician. this means a dollar raise, among other things.


June '02

29: i really need to quit smoking - i'm a raving bitch. chryssy f is having a baby girl. the ultrasound pictures are amazing. mario k turned 21 this week.

24: when is matthew going to fucking ask me to marry him already? goddamn. i like the job at ups. track packages, talk to people on the phone all day, blah. chryssy f came home. she's pregnant. i like it. matt j went to hawaii and came back. he hasn't asked me to marry him... yet. i've been hanging out alot with my sister and cody g. i'm getting ready to move into the house with matt j, steve, taz h, et. al. in august. very exciting. we just got the pool fixed. rob f is in boot camp. he sent chryssy some letters. he seems fairly miserable, but i'm sure he'll do alright.

18: thank you for using united parcel service, and have a great day! had to reschedule gynecologist appointment. goddamn military health insurance.

05: got the job at UPS Teleservices. it's customer service over the phone. i start tomorrow. i'll let you know how i like it. saw the doctor. he says that my dizzy / nausea spells are caused by a calcification that has broken off of the lining of my ear canal or some such and that it's just a nuisance, but they can't get rid of it. mom seems skeptical. maybe we'll get a second opinion? also have a gynecologist appointment on the 18th. mom made me schedule one for audrey on the same day. nervous about that, but who knows?


May '02

21: sometimes boyfriends make it all better got the confirmation about moving in with matt j, taz h (matt's uncle, who is approaching 30), and steve. also had a flat tire (my first). matt was with me, but luckily a nice guy on a bike stopped and basically changed the tire for us. also planning my first monthly thanksgiving for some time in june. anyone interested in attending drop me an email at withpurplespots@hotmail.com.

15: everyone who loves me should send josh@royceworld.com a really nasty email i turned 19 on the fourth. amber g got home from college in oregon for the summer. i'm still dating matt j, probably going to move in with him in july when my lease with mario k is up. today was also my first day working for a stand in the belz mall called desert colours. it sells hot sauce and t-shirts. i am only planning on this job until end of may / beginning of june, because then i supposedly go to ups customer service call center.






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