Roller-Coaster
(For ...)

Emotional roller-coaster
Every emotion bottled up into one
Spinning every way possible
Unstoppable feelings
Moods beyond anyone’s control
Pain only understood by me
Heart wrenching pain
Sometimes... unbearable
Tear falling uncontrollably
But not knowing where to fall
Wondering if the ride will end
But always one more hill, one more loop
My stomach in knots and I can’t get off ‘til it’s over

Depths
(For ...)

Pain.
The one word know to me better than any other
The definition remarkable
No loss of a loved one
No nothing
Just pain beyond my wildest imagination
When I love I loose
When I close up I fall all the same
The pain continues to haunt my every waking thought
The heart break continuous
Unstoppable
I just want to get lost in love
Without the pain
The rejection
   The torment...
But each time I fall further and further
Seemingly into the depths of hell that is the
    PAIN.