THE SONGS OF JUPITER
And I will still remember,
All the times I spent in your arms,
Your touch and your smile.
And I will still hold on to our past,
Beyond all time and reason,
I will love,
I will love you until the end of time.
Hidden Within
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I have always liked the taste of blood over wine
The feel of it gliding down my throat is  so unreal,
If I was to chose a way to live my life,
It would be fast, slick and silent.
Blood Over Wine
There you are in my life,
Standing still at the door,
Arms wide open with gifts,
Arms wide open with love.
But you say I have lost my will,
You say I have lost my drive,
But I stay
Because I am divided.
I no longer know what is real,
I no longer want to see the truth,
I come and let faith be my guardian,
But all it did was turn its back at me.
Yet I continue to stay with arms arms full of grace,
Because I am divided.
Divided
I wanted to give you everything,
I wanted to be the father you never had.
I had so much to share with you.
I had so much to give.
Mondays would come as fast as they would go,
Somedays I would wake up wishing that you could tell me what is it that you wanted.
Tell me what you need,
Tell me now,
What I can give you.
To Want, To Hold
They used to say you were an ugly girl,
But they used to like the way you smiled.
From all their Christian stories,
Their loyalities were all disoriented.
And like my ankle,
All things were straight,
From my beliefs in "demoracy".
But from here to Saturn all I can say is that,
These things are falling apart,
But we must let them be,
And we must let them bleed.

They used to say you were a handsome boy,
But they used to  hated the way you walked.
From all their Buddhist beliefs of peace and loyality,
They lacked courage and social skills.
But like my lips,
All things were twisted and heated,
What was truth and how did it hurt?
But frm here to Saturn all I can say id that
These things in life are falling apart,
But we must let them be,
We must let them bleed.
These Things
What did I ever say to you,
That made you so angry at me,
I paid the price for my past sins against you,
So why do you refuse to talk to me?
Why do you refuse to smile?
Everything you ever did was right,
You were too innocent for a world full of hate and scum,
I let you drink the water of life,
But instead you turned on me.
Is that the price for my caring?
Is that the price for my sin?
I would die for you,
However you died before I could for you.
The Price
I woke up late this morning,
With the world on my shoulders,
I couldn`t see if it was still light or dark,
All I could feel was my body aching for rest.
I closed my eyes,
Forgetting about the real world,
Forgetting about work, family, my passions and hates,
And I feel into the perfect limbo.
The alarms of reality no longer matter for they could be silenced with the movement of a finger.
I was floating then,
I was floating in a peaceful haven,
Noting could touch me,
Nothing bothered me,
I was in my own personal heaven.
Only when reality came knocking at my door did I have to leave,
Did I have to wake,
Did I live life again.
Day in and out,
I had to get up and live
Even if I didn`t want to
Early Mornings
We cannot always be with the ones we love,
We must all make sacrifices at the cost of own happiness,
Is it selfish to wish upon a star and pray to be with your soulmate?
Only if you know deep down it wasn`t meant to be.
We watch them from afar,
And intake there essence,
We can love them with all our hearts, but in the end it is safer not to show that love.

Soulmates
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