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Black-eyed Susans

POEMS


Copyright 1999

By Leland Jamieson


THUMP-THUMP IN THE SUN


CICADA IN THE SYCAMORE

A single cicada
alighting in a field's

solitary sycamore
stridulates at length

and fills the sky
with song -- transparent

as membranous wings
extended in flight.


BROOK IN THE SKY

Astride bluegrass spangled with sapphires,
he hiked with the sun at his back, throwing
his shadow the length of a soccer field.

At Outcrop�s Bluff, the rock at his feet
so precipitously dropped away he leapt
backward in a flash of vertigo.

Across the valley, wreaths of mist
rose up ebulliently, scintillant in sunlight,
from Rushing Black Mill Brook, hesitating,

ascending, glancing back over their shoulders �
wisp by diaphanous wisp � and disappeared
in the calm deeps of morning sky.


ANT DANCE

He found it difficult to tell which
had caught his eye initially, birch
or bird. Round the stump of a birch

cut off at the ground four or five
nor'easters ago, stood a little
circular grove. He counted, pointing:

one, two, three, four,
five, six, seven splendid
sapling birches as tall as he.

On the blackened stump danced a flicker,
a black patch on her breast, a red
crescent on the nape of her neck, a brilliant

yellow line on her wing. She probed
the stump with a long, penetrant curved
beak, in up to her eyes, pivoting,

angling this way and that, gamboling
impetuously, tirelessly, dancing -- gulping
down succulent black carpenter ants.


CANADA WARBLER

Oh, wow! I say, when I see you alight
to rest from flight over slash pine and sea.
You do not search for haws in May.

Through yellow spectacles you gaze at me,
then hop among the thorns that ell
your branch. You turn full breast to me.

Those slaty streaks which necklace you
above your yellow breast delight
me. You adorn the hawthorn tree

with splendor surprise makes keen, while it
has yet to flower, on a morning of northerly
breezes like those that fan you south.

What heart must beat within your breast,
what might must drive your migratory mind,
what muscle must power your slaty wings,

what steadfastness holds you to what you are
-- a specular being -- who, without
a warble, vaults on wings, and vanishes.


COMPOST SONG

O blackened, broken, clumps of compost, you
unbroken light, you are the fire in the belly
of stone that never grows cold in the torch of the sun.

You�re star dust's flight of particles compacted to stone
and water orbiting a minor sun � a zillion
quintillion wakings-up spinning to scintillant sunshine.

You�re bubblers, chloroplasts, breathers, kindling again,
photon by photon, saxifrage by saxifrage, heartbeat
by heartbeat, compassionate sun in ashes of stone.


CLINGSTONE PEACH

To the east the lightning burned itself out,
the thunderclaps lost their bombast; to the west
azure skies reclaimed their ascendency.

The man enjoyed walking his black
and brindled cairn terrier, which strained
at its red leash, nosing up � glistening

with savory fragrances � brook stones graveling
a path alongside a clingstone peach
that cheeped with sparrows resting their wings.

A flock of them, taking fright, undulated
overhead toward a rock maple, obscuring
the sky for a moment with a throbbing of wings.

The man was startled to observe, in their soft
downy frailness, such a synchronous drive
of passionately beating wings and hearts.

With a feathering rush, a second flock...
a third... a fourth... a fifth...a sixth....
The clingstone, its fruit green, fell silent.


SEPTEMBER SALTS

The early morning air was soft. The moon
glowed down in a gauzy haze. Edouard had blown
well out to sea, far to the east, beyond

Cape Cod, yet its cyclonic reach still freshened
the Connecticut River Valley so briskly it slapped
a school yard flagpole's halyard against its mast.

An elderly man paused, half closing his eyes....
The flagpole became his sloop�s mast, the flag
its sail.... The fluttering sheet he'd haul to a tighter

trim � or let her heel some more, and run
less close to the wind. Alert to rushing thrusts
of her wake, his hand held her tiller steady.

He stood at ease on sea legs, on cockpit planks,
on the thump, slap thump of a brisk sea
lifting up its salt spray to his parched lips.


TSUNAMIS

Shock waves flooding my ears rouse
me at five in the morning from sleep, dreams,
luxuriant relaxation, the warmth of my bed.

Our cairn terrier Weftie has erupted,
defending our premises against the tinkle
of a dog�s tag I can�t even hear.

Barking, he becomes a quaking volcano,
each yawp a tsunami overwhelming my ears�
canals, surging in the straits of my brain.

�Good boy,� I say, to calm myself.
�You�re doing your job.� I bury my head,
the images I dreamed all beached -- or flotsam.


THE BIRCH AND I

On the third day of quiet drizzling rain
a birch limb crashed to ground in eight or nine
disjointed pieces, some as thick as my wrists.

When the sun came out, I grasped the thickest in both
my hands, and broke it over my knee. Within
its ring of papery, dry, white bark

lay spongy, honey colored heartwood I squeezed
between my forefinger and thumb, trickling out water
and waking up a minuscule red beetle.

Invisible microbes had worked their mysteries, darkly
splotching the heartwood. I mused: water, sun,
and a universe of microbes inhabit the birch and me

alike � they spiked up the sapling birch, and dropped
it down like a felled old codger; they raised up me,
a bloody bellowing newborn, and will fell me the same.


THUMP-THUMP IN THE SUN

It darted out, and sounded thump-thump under
his right wheels, front and rear. Rippling
pain knifed his calves, quivered in his thighs.

He gazed long in his rear view mirror and watched
its body, motionless on the tarmac, retreat in the sun.

He made no move to stop � though part of him really
wanted to. (And yet, it was ...just a roadkill.)
The body of a cat, doubtless feral.... Doubtless?

Perhaps the pet of a little child in this rural
wayside, these isolated farmhouses, he sped through....

He�d speak that day for the Alumni Club. But who
would speak for the child who fed the cat, cuddled
it in slender arms? And who would speak for Cat?


THE NEWS


GODDESS -- OR ANIMA?

And there she is again, Goddess
� or Anima? Her features look Egyptian
or American Indian: hair braided back,
pronounced cheekbones, bronze complexion,
profound brown eyes almost black,

her lips full yet delineated in repose
in precise delicate feminine lines
scarcely betraying the smile that darts
in her eyes, her soul. I, longing,
reach out, take her hand. She vanishes.


ROCK GARDEN GREENHOUSE

On his knees at his work, he loosened a spot
of barren compacted clay with the tines
of a three-pronged rake winter had rusted.

Digging in a fertilizer rich in potassium,
he showered grass seeds down on the spot,
and tamped it firm with the palm of his hand.

He grasped from the mower�s bag a humid
clump of grass clippings already warming,
and sprinkled them, a greenhouse, over the seeds

to keep them dark for germination, retain
their moisture under noontime�s parching sun,
and conserve their heat during cooling nights.

Hunkering back on his heels, he gasped
at the thought of Earth's innumerable flora,
and the more innumerable seeds of each,

all striving, and thriving, on fecund rock,
our greenhouse earth, one among countless
planets, suns, in a rock garden galaxy....


CAPRICCIO

My carpals and metacarpals bow their strings, We
are alive!
Phalanges, plucking, answer, We
too!
I wrap them around the warmth of ribs,
manipulating first the left, next the right.

Arousing myself, slowly, from the warmth of bed
on this, a deliciously cooler, blanket-up, late
summer Sunday morning, I remember: We�d
invested a sedentary Saturday cutting back shrubs!

Grossly luxurious golden overgrowths of forsythia
had encroached and overrun our home. They are gone!
It's a morning like this that makes me fuss with Rene
Descartes' "I think, therefore I am." Hogwash!

To feel a sparrow's downy feather, shed
in flight, floating downward, alighting on the back
of my hand... to feel forsythia, fighting the pruning
shears� jaw, slashing across my face.... I am!

The shears fighting forsythia back � I am!
My carpals, metacarpals, phalanges are fiddlers' bows
all playing a muscular Capriccio for strings, hand,
and heart, a melody that�s sweet, that�s felt. I am!


KNOCKING ON HIS RIB BONES

�You scarcely know what a safe passage is!�
A voice had hailed him, from within a fissured granite
stone at the side of a rocky, clay-slicked trail

beneath Mount Mitchell's peak. He paused. He knelt.
Unearthing it with both hands, he broke it in halves
against his knee. He cradled the two in his arm.

He felt them knocking, knocking against his rib
cage bones. He gazed at feldspar flecks, glistening
in the sun's brightening light, glazed by raindrops.

He rubbed their open faces with a clayey forefinger,
plastering it smooth. Acutely sharp gritty
prickly crystals clung to his finger and thumb.

He cherished feeling their raw grainy angularity
in the decaying lubricant of slick, wet, clay
as clouds rose up the mountain's face, as the sun

burned down, as the trail bridged a brook running,
in ruddy, white torrents, down to the sea.
"So you, too, seek safe passage," he said.

He carried the two halves of stone to the brook,
knelt down on a dry boulder, launched them in frothy
ruddy-white water, and waved them on their way.


MOCKINGBIRD

While walking, the rising sun flaming
behind him, the sky a fading wedge
wood blue, the man heard a melody,
a lyric, laughing, cascading from overhead.

He searched the sky. There, on the barest
branch of a Norway maple, shedding
its yellow blossoms, a mockingbird perched
in sharp silhouette against the blue

of sky's initial light, her exquisite
melodic line striking up resonant
harmonics in the man. He chuckled, wet
his lips, and set to whistling her tune.


BREATHING THE BIG BANG

In.... Out... he observed the terrier,
a cairn, lying on the couch, sleeping.
He sat in his chair and began to focus
on his own breathing. In.... Out....

He let go as best he could the frivolities
before his eye, let go the voices
in his head. Up... the cage of animus,
the fire of oxygen, flowing in.

Down... it fell, respiring carbon
dioxide Gaia, in part, sent greening
the trees, in part kept locked in blackened
veins of coal and pools of oil.


LUCY'S RIVERINE FOREST

On looking out his window from thirty
thousand feet, it appeared to him
the riverine forest seamlessly snaked
an inexhaustible green toward the sea.

He couldn't make out the water at all
beneath the canopy of treetops until,
in landing's approach, he saw -- in naked
incisions, burning -- the river's banks.

The naked river put him in mind
of naked Lucy and her naked tribe,
distraught and dazed from quakes dashing,
rejoining, earth's jigsaw platelets.

It wasn't hard to imagine earthquakes
abrading and thrusting Danakil Isle
on Danakil Plain again, rejoining
her tribes to riverine forests again.

It wasn't hard to visualize Lucy
pursuing her way up a riverine forest
while down it cascaded white water
she washed fresh roots in, drank, fished.

Not hard to see her tribes spreading
to the west, south down Great Rift Valley....
If Lucy could see what we her spoiled
legatees have done to her riverine forests....


NO NOSE FOR PHEROMONAL NEWS

He sat quietly in his chair, his mind
on nothing in particular, eyes closed,
when, in a pheromonal moment, he smelled

his shaggy brindled cairn terrier,
heard him scratch a flea. As for keenness
of scent, man was no terrier.

The cairn always smelled the pheromones
of fear, and joy, no matter how
elusive or slight, a human secreted.

If humans enjoyed the elongated nose
for tell-tale pheromonal molecules, lies
would cease leaping like fleas to our lips.


SCORCHING THE TARMAC

Cockcrow. Devoid of stars. Prevailing breezes,
easterly, too subtle for a wet finger to sense,
bring far inland the softly moistening North

Atlantic air -- while overhead at maybe fourteen
thousand feet the sleek whine behind
a Boeing 747, gliding in on Bradley
International's long radar beam, whispering

in a slow roll across the sky, punctiliously
tracks an invisible path to its linear screech
scorching the tarmac. I feel for those aboard.

They search for a holiday feast for the inner eye.
I, too, myself, am ravenous. Yet, I leave
those holiday spreads more ravening than when I sat
to eat � it's almost as though by hurling myself

to a distant then and there, I might could get
away enough from here and now to see
who I was, yet never who I am.


SCUFFING FROST

The November sunshine, at seven, scuds
over treetops in the east, illuminating flaming
vermilion and golden maples on the valley�s
western slopes, and beginning to melt
the frost on the grass alongside the path.

The man is walking his brindled cairn,
whose black proboscis is scarred gray
by the wear and tear of his vocation: scuffing
it in frost, poking it wherever he might trip
over scents eluding a more elevated snout.

He sniffs and snorts, his breath�s heat
adding to the sun�s; indeed, he�s part
of the sun, melting the frost -- releasing
from leaves of grass aromas arising
on vapor invoking a whole new view.


THIRST

His thirst lay not in his throat, just
assuaged with clear, sparkling water.
It lay deeper in the anatomy, in subtle
body, perhaps. He was learning.

That he could live in the body again
and less in mind's endless mentation,
transporting thought as clouds do water,
in purple thunderheads, woke him up.

The central transport, somehow, lay
in sky, in rock, in gaps between thought,
transcending thought by means of body!
At 63, he felt close to discovery.

He needed only to attend, in present
time, to see, to touch, to taste,
to fathom a quenching milieu that was,
in every quantum of attention, new.


SALT WATER CELLS

So there it is, the void
he fears, the death within.
A quiet reigns over thought.

It reins in every breaker.
It glitters no ripples up.
The calm -- oceanic -- stills

him, save for lifting mists
of angst, particles surfing
home on waves of quanta.


THE NEWS

He briskly strode to the crest of the hill,
turned round, and noticed the single cockeyed
headlight of the bulk route hauler�s truck,

idling at the edge of Ledgewood Road,
a figure lifting off the tailgate a bundle
of fifty or sixty morning papers.

The fading moon startled him by speaking:
�The news is not in newspapers. It screams
instead from the canopy of stars receding

from your vermillion horizon, a hearth so intense
a painter can find its hues nowhere
on a palette, so intense a coalman can find

them in nary a blue-white seething clinker �
the news is, this skyline is your chosen hearth,
your singular forge, your smithy of soul.�


BLACK-EYED SUSANS


LONGING OF A TRIBUTARY

My heart, like yours, pumps a tributary
of the Connecticut River; my lungs, like yours,
breathe Barkhamsted�s ethereal spirits.

With common eyes we gaze at the Farmington�s
velour-like vapors in bluest skies;
we slake our salt thirsts in its downpours.

We are the river�s ambulatory tributaries,
the river manifesting in us outside
its banks of roots and mud and grass....

Then how, by what lack of generosity
or courage do I judge you, your walk,
your talk, as though such ditherings were not

also in me, as though your smallnesses
of spirit weren�t also mine, stuck
as I am, my eyes blinking back mud?


CHILDREN

Like limbs growing from invisible trunks,
at times they cut off their own spreading
branches, crack under winter's crystalline
ice, make a habitat for ebullient
insects, die slowly of hidden

wounds, crash perhaps to the ground,
toppling my heart � they bear their souls
to the fore as they are, not as they�re not.
They try to accept me for who I am
and would that I, too, would them.


RADIANT LEAF OF ROCK

A single leaf, a sugar maple
radiant in manifold hues of crimson,
glistening in November's cold rain,

tosses toward me in erratic flight --
its palmate blades fluttering in the wind --
and touches down at my feet on its stem.

It scuds to rest beneath my brogan's
toe, its lustrous ruddy veins
dissolving a glistening flake of snow.

It delights in its hot mineral life,
promising if I plow it deep in my garden,
its sweet bounty will fill my belly,

will embolden my heart five fathoms
deep with fortitude facing the ripening
rock we inhabit � indeed, we are.


THE GAP

At last his body settled down
in deepening relaxation, his ribs rising,
falling, the wind in his nostrils whistling.

He counted exhalations to calm and quiet
his mind, an unruly child which misbehaved,
bodily throwing itself this way and that.

He aspired to slip into the gap between
his thoughts, to enter the lidded glimmering
liquid iris of sustained quietude

free of judgment, the place of serenity
between the stars of his own spiral
nebula � not the gala Milky

Way � nothing so bold as that,
but merely to enter the galactic space
within his own subtle body.

He yearned to slip into that rich gap
of infinitely deep intelligence beneath
persona pretending to be himself.


GIFTS OF COMBUSTION

At daybreak, mid-September, walking,
he caught the first sight of his breath,
a vapor dissipating upward, facing
those glowing coals of a smoldering horizon,
the Eastern Star departing from sight.

So much was out of sight! All summer
he'd drawn his breath unconsciously: In
and out, in and out, in....
Now, to an ancient giant rock maple
towering up before him on a hill,

luminously back-lighted by sunrise, he gave
his tree-building breath: dioxide of carbon.
The maple�s gift � of oxygen � he inspired,
heating his blood to a passionate, glowing
red, as combustible as slash pine�s pitch.


EYES OF SUN

As first light, the color of pewter,
arrives above our valley, it wakes
me up to a sky of cloudless crystal.

Sunlight, in velvet slippers, silently
steals over the top of an eastern ridge
and tiptoes the brow of a field of weeds.

It poignantly steps among black-eyed susans,
illumining each with such spirit
I become them, eyes of Sun, smiling.


SKUNKING YELLOW JACKS

�What you need is a skunk!� he said,
laughing. �Yellow jacks are a delicacy
to a skunk. Looks like maybe you've got
one. Gnawed green paint off the cellar
window frame they're flying behind.

�I've had a bunch more run-ins than I like
to remember,� he said, �and I am scared
of �em. They smell my fear, they seek
it, seek out the heat of our bodies, or,
at dusk, the heat even of a flashlight.

�It'd be best to come back after dark.
They're sleeping. A nest out in the open
the skunk would've probably got by now.
It's clearly in the wall -- the gnawing
shows you that. I'll call the Bug Man.

�We had a nest in the ground. My wife
made a trail of kitty kibble from the nest
to where she'd seen them skunks, passing
at night. Come morning, their hole was all
tore up! She skunked them yellow jacks!�


SONG OF THE CARDINAL

The sun rose up, squarely at his heels,
and, ruddy, swollen, the moon set down
ahead. The man strode up the hill.
A cardinal's singing pricked his ears.

Observing, searching, his eyes eagerly
swept the barren red-budding limbs
of a gigantic maple. They alighted on a single
flame emerging at the point of song.

As robust a lyric from the tiny luminous
throat of so lofty a creature � no larger
than a man's hand � must be some alchemy
of ascending sun and ruddy moon.


CHEEKS OF WINTER

The cheeks of winter � a foot and a half
of fresh snow on ice which squeaked
beneath the man�s brogans as he strode
in the quiet of the Ebony River valley �
ascended the ridge and climbed the sky.

A crow, rowing gargantuan wings,
and cawing twice as he passed overhead,
alighted in the top a rock maple
rooted on the crest of a steep hill.
He fluttered to his nest in a high crotch.

To the crow�s song the silver gossamer
of ice, shagging the burnished deciduous
twigs and branches thrusting skyward
from trees rooted on the snowy slope,
lifted up no antiphon but crystalline silence.

The man, impulsively jabbing up his chin,
sang out, �Caw! Caw! Caw!�
The crow hopped out of his nest to a branch,
looked down, and rejoined, �Caw! Caw!�
The cheeks of winter, thawing, glowed.


QUAIL BEFORE THE SAW

In the cool quiet of summer sunrise,
headed for a day's work, he'd drive
out Hontoon Road, stirring up corduroy
dust beneath the night's dew.

Bobwhite coveys roosted, tail
to tail, or scratched for worms and grubs
among the knees of pecky cypress
trees expiring as the swamp dried up.

The quail would let him draw nearly
abreast of them before the rumble
of tires flushed them up, in blustering
flight, their wings thrashing in sunshine.

All day long their wings would speak
at the drum of his inner ear against the howling
blades ripping sapwood, and stripping
the heart from prostrate Pecky cypress

clear cut, cut off at the knees � speaking:
Think not, too bad for swamp, for trees,
for quail; nor, there but for the grace
of God.... For they are you, you they.


PLANARIA ET AL

The earthworms are more than elder kissing
cousins. They are our essential selves.
We all are planaria, passing through.

Through planet Earth we pass, by passing
the earth through us, through our guts,
stretched horizons, "lying on a plane."

The horizons we lift our heads to see,
to choose, to stretch our guts to meet,
become ourselves, becoming or not.

Look in the mirror! Do you observe,
smiling, an earthworm? Look! Do!
The plane you elongate to, is it flat?

A stone one skips on a pond? Curved?
Transcendent? Vapor rising, rain
falling � holons of Earth, of Sun?


TORRENTS

She loops � with a right forefinger, in sand
moistened by a torrent of frothy, glistening
suds � the fish shaped sign for Infinity.

Waiting for a breaker to wash it away
she loops it deeper with a strong thumb.
She begins to wait for a rising tide....

The saline waves pulsing in her body
arise, their vigilant neuropeptides breaking
on innumerable shapes of silicon-based cells.

Their blood red torrents quench crystalline
thirsts with hydration, nutrients, information,
giving intelligence life until sundown....

A shore breeze whips up strongly, whisking
and sweeping from dunes behind her torrents
of sand, torrents of intelligence, torrents....


LAVENDER TUTOR AT THE FUMAROLE

The minnow swam straight into the pupil
of his left eye, and out again, seizing
his unwavering attention. He pursued her

with unbroken gaze, into exotic waters
� fern waving in the current of a slender
smoking fumarole on the bottom of the sea.

The minnow he'd never seen before,
slender, sequined; her eyes had purple
pupils! An iridescent luminous lavender

energy radiated outward from her eyes
suffusing the length of her whole supple
electric, tapered, darting body.

Despite his fear of the unknown, he followed
his new tutor into the rising mineral
heat of a fumarole, straightaway into the saline

passion of his phylogenous past bequeathing
the salty passions of his own blood.
Lovingly he embraced it -- as it had him.


DOME OF GLORIOUS GRAVITIES

For WTJ

The man and his grandson, walking the dog
at five on a July morning, greeted,
in a lavender sky, a full moon
with craters so clear the two could almost
feel their slopes beneath their feet.

Below the moon, straight up the face
of Rattlesnake Mountain, climbed trees
in every green imaginable, illumined
by dawn�s light, palming their leaves
in fresh Canadian jet stream breezes.

Their painterly tinctures might easily compel
an artist's eye and hand, young
or old, to brushes, knife and pigments,
to portray on canvas a palpable feeling:
affection for Gaia, gratitude for her gifts.

�The sky,� his grandson said, gazing,
his eyes sweeping from the fiery reds
the earth's spinning atmosphere kindled
in the east, to the lavender blues dwindling
in the west, �is really much like a dome....�

�Yes, it is,� the man had said....
And so it was indeed, the man
reflected, resting in his chair after
their walk, and feeling the throb of arterial
blood in his buttocks against the cushion.

It was a dome of material atmosphere, of sentient
life partaking in extraordinary and glorious
gravities: the communication of earth and moon,
mountain and tree; the reciprocal mineralization
of rock and man and every being;

a reciprocal breathing of tree and man;
the uncommon common salinity of seawater
and blood; and his grandson's soul, and his,
sojourning this planet, seeking to understand,
beneath a dome both translucent and opaque.


MOUNT WASHINGTON

A pair of young women in their early
thirties, bent under the weight of their back
packs, straps girding their shoulders, strode
in after dark to sleep the night
on their way to camp out, on Mount Washington.

Conversation. Dinner. Talk. To bed.
Wake up. More talk. They wouldn't, to spare
us trouble, stay for breakfast, but closed
up their packs and climbed in their car at six
A.M., and drove off to climb the mountain.

The bacon we�d got only for them we cooked,
lest it spoil, and scrambled the eggs,
and toasted the bread, and consumed it all,
knowing, otherwise, we'd never remember
it, climbing, as we are, other mountains.


BLACK-EYED SUSANS

The scar-fluted face of granite
freeway builders exposed
by packing shafts with dynamite,

splitting the rock, and our ears,
our long frigid winters
have quietly shagged with ice.

Spring by spring the warmth
of sun has brought healing balm,
sloughing off detritus at its feet,

and in our short summer�s heat
black-eyed Susans, exultant,
root there with agility and wit.



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