DYING

In the middle of the night, the pain starts to mount.
I listen to my pulse but I keep losing count.
I sit up in my bed and I'm grabbing for my chest.
This could be the one or just another test.
I got two little souls who are counting on me.
If I go know where the fuck will they be.
They own my heart and depend on me.
But my heart just stopped and I can't fucking see

Is this it? My end...Am I...Dying ?

I start spinning into darkness, everything is slowing down.
I can't feel my head, but I know it hit the ground.
My vision disappeared and I can't hear a sound.
I'm grasping for a breath that cannot be found.
My mind is still thinking of all that I've lost.
I gave away my life…at what fucking cost?
One last shout to the friends that I had,
And the two little children who used to call me dad

I don't want to die alone in this room .
The shadows start to grow and I can feel the doom.
Is my life over ? Has it come to this?
I haven't even finished everything on my list.
Put me in the ground, without another sound.
Give me the peace that I never found.
I think my story's over so it's time to close the door.
I had a great run but now it's time to go.

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