The rain continued to
pour down and Nathan paced the veranda, using the flashes of lightning
to see into the distance. Maybe this hadn't been such a good idea
after all.
She had said that she
and Katie were going to take the sailboat over to the small deserted
island adjacent to his. A girls day out she had said, for
sun-bathing, swimming and girl talk. Katie had just got some leave
and since she and Kristin hadnt seen each other for a while,
shed invited her out to the island for a day or two of
relaxation. They had left several hours before and the day had been
sunny and beautiful before the storm had come up unexpectedly.
Not that that was
unusual in this area
And he knew that both Katie and Kristin
were good sailors, but it still didn't stop him from worrying. What
if they'd left the island before the storm struck? They could be
adrift somewhere. And the damn boat didn't have a radio.
He told himself he
was worrying needlessly. Borrowing trouble, Kristin would have said,
but he had this feeling in the pit of his stomach. A feeling he had
had on more than one occasion. One that had saved his life and
warned him things werent right
Instinctively, he knew
that they were in some kind of trouble. What kind of trouble or how
bad, he had no idea.
Nathan swore under
his breath, aware that he should do something
Go out and look
for them. But, with the sailboat gone, he only had a small dinghy
and heading out into the storm in that, would be tantamount to
suicide. He hated feeling so damned useless and cursed himself for
not remembering to fix the components that had fried when he last
used the radio. Hell, he couldn't even remember if they'd taken the
lifejackets. The storm continued to rage and with each clap of
thunder his anxiety grew.
He resumed his
nervous pacing along the veranda and as he reached the far end, a
bright flash revealed a form in the water. Racing to the stairs, he
bounded down them, braving the gale force winds and rain as he ran
to the end of the dock.
The figure
disappeared under the water and Nathan looked around desperately for
something they could grab on to, his eyes finally lighting on a
discarded gaff hook. He thrust it into the murky depths over and
over until he felt a tug on the other end and the distraught face of
Katherine Hitchcock broke the surface.
"Is she here?"
The young woman gasped. "I lost her in the storm."
Nathan pulled her
none-too-gently onto the deck. "No. What the hell happened?"
"Boat sank. We
tried to swim for it. I couldn't
" Her eyes closed as the
effort of the long swim took its toll on her.
"Katie?"
Nathan called anxiously and shook her. "How far out did you
lose sight of her? Katie?"
"Dknow."
She mumbled and he swore under his breath as she lapsed into an
exhausted sleep.
Picking the young
woman up he carried her into the house and set her on the sofa,
covering her with a blanket to keep her warm. With Katie taken care
of he headed back out onto the veranda, not caring that he too, was
soaked to the skin. "Kristin
Oh God where are you?"
The water seemed to
be trying to claim her for its own. She was a strong swimmer, but
when the boat capsized something had caught her on the side of the
head and almost knocked her senseless. She'd heard Katie yelling
that they'd have to swim for it and tried to figure out which
direction the voice had come from, but she couldn't see anything in
the darkness of the storm. She felt herself being dragged under
again.
There was no way that
she could make it to Bridger's Island, not in her condition. But
maybe she could get back to where they'd started from - that had to
be closer
She swam until she
was sure she couldnt do another stroke. She was tired, so
very, very tired, and so cold she didnt think she would ever
be warm again. Just when she had lost all hope of ever reaching her
destination and when she was about to give up, a flash of lightning
revealed the hazy outline of an island. Which island, she wasnt
sure
But it was close and she felt a new surge of hope and
energy.
What felt like an
eternity later the water grew more and more shallow and soon her
feet were able to touch the bottom. Climbing wearily to her feet,
Kristin waded onto the beach then collapsed onto the sand.
Nathan was
alternating between waiting for Katie to wake and striding to the
end of the jetty, in the forlorn hope that Kristin would make it
back. But, as the time passed he knew, in his heart, that she wasn't
going to make it. If anything, the storm was worse and he prayed to
God that it didn't turn into a full-blown hurricane.
The wind was getting
stronger and he could hardly keep his feet. Reluctantly, he returned
inside to be greeted by an anxious and apologetic Katie.
"Oh Sir, God Im
so sorry. I shouldnt have lost her
I..."
"Katie
It
wasnt your fault."
"But
"
"No buts.
Kristin is a strong swimmer and shes smart
Smart enough
to know to turn back if she cant make it here." He said,
more to convince himself than her. "Why dont you go and
take a hot shower and put on something dry? Im not sure how
long the power is going to last in this. It might be your last
chance for a while."
"Yes sir. Shell
be all right
" The young woman added before headed to the
bathroom.
"I hope so, oh
God I hope so." Nathan whispered, eyes returning to the dark
beyond the veranda.
Something stirred her
As she drew nearer to consciousness Kristin knew that the storm was
getting worse and she had to find some kind of shelter. In her dazed
mind, she recalled seeing a cave near the beach when they had
explored earlier. Struggling groggily to her feet, she shuffled off
in the general direction she remembered the
cave being.
In the darkness she
grew disoriented and lost her bearings but just before the storms
fury expanded into a hurricane she found the cave and took several
steps inside before she slipped to the sand and lost consciousness
once again
The house was
suddenly plunged into darkness and Nathan heard Katie yelp. He
fairly sprinted to the bathroom door. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, yeah
I'm fine. Water's damn cold though."
Despite his worry he
couldn't help but laugh. "I'm sorting out some oil lamps. I'll
leave one outside the door for you."
"Thanks."
Minutes later he
returned with a lighted lamp. "Im heading outside to
close the shutters and make sure everything is secure." he told
her.
"Okay."
With that, he slipped
away again. Grabbing an all-weather flashlight and slipping on a
jacket he crossed to the door.
Katie found him in
the living room, staring out to sea. She walked up behind him and
after a second's hesitation, gently rubbed his back. "I really
am sorry, Nathan. I feel awful and I can't even begin to imagine
what you're going through."
"It's what
Kristin's going through that worries me."
"I know but shes
sensible and wont take any chances. Im sure shes
found someplace to wait out the storm." She said reassuringly.
"I hope so
Katie, I really do. I keep telling myself that shes all right.
But theres a part of me, the part thats connected to her
in a way that I cant even begin to describe to you. And that
part is
telling me that shes
out there, that shes cold and hurt and in pain. And what hurts
me the most is that I cant do a damned thing about it. She
could... die before we find her and theres nothing I can do
but sit here and feel her slowly slipping away from me."
"Nathan
"
"It happened
before you know
with Carol."
"Your wife?"
"Yes. There was
a hurricane then too. She was sick, damned sick
And I couldn't
do anything to help her, either. Christ
" He lashed out
suddenly, hitting the window with his fist. Katie jumped back
startled as the glass splintered.
When pulled his hand
back, she saw the rivulets of red as the blood coursed down from a
large gash. She jumped into action, running to the kitchen where she
knew Kristins medical bag was. She picked it up from the
counter and returned to him.
Kneeling beside him
she said quietly. "Come on, let me take care of that."
When he seemed
reluctant for her to help him she added. "You know that Kristin
will have both our butts in a sling when she gets back and finds out
we didnt fix this."
At that, he gave her
a nod and held out his hand. Opening the bag, Katie rummaged through
it and pulled out a roll of gauze, some instant sutures, tape and a
tube of antiseptic.
"No injections."
"Nathan, I
"
"No injections.
Kristin is the only one that I trust to do that." Katie looked
insulted.
"I am qualified.
I did all the courses."
Nathan squeezed her
hand gently. "No."
"Okay." She
carefully began to swab the worst of the cuts before bandaging them.
"There, all
done." She said quietly as she applied the last bit of tape to
hold the gauze in place.
"How does it
feel? Too tight?"
"No its
fine." He said absently.
"Pain?"
"Hurts like a
son of a bitch."
"Then let me..."
"No." he
remained adamant, getting up from the chair and crossing to the
credenza where he picked up a bottle of whiskey. She watched him
pour a healthy shot into a glass tumbler.
"Getting drunk
isnt going to help. "
"Probably not
But I wont be able to relax without something, and I cant
stay sober and wait out this storm, because if I do Ill be a
nervous wreck and no good to her when the weather finally does let
up. Call me a coward but..."
"No youre
not a coward. Is there, enough for me?" she asked quietly.
They sat in silence
for a while both lost in their own thoughts, Katie completely at a
loss as to what to say. God, if Kristin were here she'd know how to
handle him. She always
But she isn't here, is she? That's the
whole point. She hadn't been sure about visiting in the first place,
fearing that she wouldn't be welcomed - At least, not by, Nathan.
She'd been uncomfortable about intruding. She always felt like an
intruder when the two of them were together. They seemed so close
Sometimes she could swear that they could read each other's thoughts
Katie studied him closely, his face partially illuminated by the
glow from the lamp. He seemed a thousand miles away.
Then unexpectedly he
turned to look at her. "I know you think that I didnt
want you here and I probably gave you that impression and Im
sorry for that, but Im glad youre Kristins friend."
he said softly "She needs a friend like you and I really dont
begrudge the time you spend together. And Im glad youre
here now, because I dont think I could get through this if I
were here alone."
"But if I hadnt
come, Kristin would be here with you now instead of me."
"Perhaps, then
again the situation may have played out exactly the same way despite
your absence. But that doesnt matter." His voice trailed
off then took up again a few seconds later. "Do you know
the first time I saw her I felt as though Id been hit with a
bolt of lightning..."
Katie smiled. "I
think everyone meeting Kristin for the first time, feels that way. I
know Jonathan did."
Nathan laughed
despite himself. "They would have made a great double-act."
"If they hadn't
killed each other first."
"True
"
He shook his head sadly. "But that's not what I meant."
"I know. Tell me
"
He sighed deeply, and
his eyes took on that faraway look Katie had noticed earlier.
"After losing my
son and then my wife, I closed myself off from everyone and
everything. I didnt want to feel, because it hurt too much and
if I didnt know any better, I would have said that my heart
had ceased to beat. I made a semblance of a life for myself here. It
was a life that was safe, well ordered and lonely
very lonely.
Then Bill arrived telling me they needed me again. At first I
refused, but I couldnt pass up a chance to get at least one
look at the ship I had spent so much of my life working on. I had no
intentions of staying, none whatsoever. All that changed in a
heartbeat. God she was so beautiful... so full of fire and
indignation.. So full of life
And in that moment, she took my
safe lonely life and turned it inside out. I felt my heart come
alive again. I felt things I hadnt for so long... God, what
the hell will I do if I've lost her? I can't bear the thought of
being without her." He buried his face in his hands.
Katie moved to kneel
in front of him, close to tears herself. "It won't come to
that. Kristin's too damned stubborn to let a simple thing like a
hurricane beat her. She's already survived one, remember? And saved
Jonathan's life in the process."
He looked up, his
face haunted. "How could I forget? They were the worst hours of
my life
until today. Everyone thought that it was Lucas I was
worried for, but
"
"It wasn't."
"Oh, don't get
me wrong. I was worried about Lucas and the others, but Kristin
Kristin, I was frightened for
And that's a whole different
thing. I know now that, deep down, I loved her even then
No
matter how much I tried to deny it." He stood abruptly and
walked back to the window. "God, will this thing never end?"
Katie felt helpless
as she watched him begin to pace in front of the window. By his
movements, she could tell he was exhausted and she knew he had to
get some rest. "I know youre worried, but you have to
sleep. Youre exhausted."
"I cant
sleep." he told her and returned to his anxious pacing.
Katie sighed then
picked up the second lantern from the table and headed toward the
bathroom. Opening the medicine cabinet, she scanned the bottles and
when she found what she was looking for she took it then detoured to
the kitchen and poured a glass of water from the pitcher in the
fridge. When she returned to the living room Nathan was still in the
same spot as when she had left
He probably hadnt even
noticed her absence.
She set the lantern
down and crossed to his side. "Here, take this."
He turned to look at
her and she saw the haunted look in his eyes before he said. "What
is it?"
"I found some
sleeping pills in the medicine cabinet."
"No." he
protested.
"You need to get
some sleep and these will help. Take one." she urged.
With a slight nod he
took the pill from her hand and then accepted the glass of water,
raising it to his lips. He hadn't noticed before how dry his mouth
felt. He toyed with the pill in his hand and then thrust it back at
her. "No."
"Nathan
"
"No. If I take
this then I'll sleep like the dead, they always have that effect on
me. I need to be alert, just in case
"
"The storm isn't
going to let up for hours." Katie protested.
"And if it does?
If the weather clears and I'm too out of it to go to her? No, Katie
I can't
Don't you see? She's all alone out there probably hurt
maybe dy
" He broke off. "How the hell can I take
this and have a good night's rest while she's... No, I'm sorry."
Katie looked up at
him, biting her bottom lip to hold back her tears. "I wish that
someone loved me even half as much as you love her."
He smiled softly and
patted her arm. "Look, why don't you go and get some sleep?"
"I don't want
"
"I'll be okay.
I'd rather be alone for a while anyway."
"You're sure?"
"I'm sure."
"Good night
then."
"Sleep well."
He watched her go and then turned back to the window. ~ God, when
will this end? ~
Huddled in the cave
and shivering with cold Kristin wondered the same thing
She had awoken a
short time earlier when the storms fury had forced wind and
cold rain through the opening, drenching her. She had crawled deeper
into the cave to escape and was now curled up in a fetal position
against the back wall.
God she was so cold.
She knew that she was hovering on the brink of hypothermia, but with
no way to build a fire, she was helpless to stave it off. She could
feel consciousness slipping from her again... the cold and her head
wound both threatening to pull her back under... but she fought
against it. She had to try and stay awake... for if she slept again
she knew in her heart that there was a very real chance she might
never wake up. She couldnt do that to Nathan
Couldnt
leave him all alone again. She had to stay alive, for him.
"Nathan"
she breathed. "Please, please help me."
Nathan had been
dozing in the chair when he heard her voice inside his head. "Kristin?
Kristin where are you?" He looked around frantically but there
was no one else in the room. The lightning flashed across the sky
again and reality came tumbling back.
Katie rushed through
the door. "Nathan are you alright? What's wrong? I heard you
call out."
He just stared at
her.
"Nathan please
What is it?"
"Kristin
It was Kristin."
"Where?"
She looked around expecting to see her friend.
"No. I heard
her."
"I don't
understand."
"I was dozing
and suddenly I heard her. She's alive, Katie
Frightened and
hurt, but alive."
"How could you?"
"I just do."
He closed his eyes again and she took it as her cue to leave.
He had dozed again
and when he woke it took him a moment to register the silence and a
moment more, for him to realize what that meant. The storm had
passed. He jumped from the chair, rushing to the window to confirm
his hope. While there was evidence of the hurricanes fury
everywhere, both the sky and more importantly the sea, were calm.
The sun was just beginning to come up and the sky was painted in
brilliant hues.
Knowing he had to act
quickly Nathan headed to the door at a run calling out to Katie as
he flung it open and rushed outside.
By the time
Katie had joined him he was already dragging the dinghy into the
water. "Nathan, wait up!"
He looked up from his
task. "Katie, I need you to stay here."
"I'm coming with
you."
"No."
"But
"
"I know you're
worried, but someone has to be here in case she comes back."
"God, Nathan
that's not very likely." She stormed and then winced when she
saw the look on his face. Sighing resignedly, she asked. "What
do you want me to do?"
"See if you can
get the generator started and make sure there's plenty of hot water."
"Geez, she's
hurt
She's not in labour!"
Nathan scowled. "She's
gonna be cold. You didn't take any clothes with you, remember? She's
been out there in just her swimwear all night and she's wet
"
Katie held her hand
up in apology. "I'm sorry, I guess I'm just not awake yet."
"That's okay.
Look, if I'm not back in an hour then call the coast guard for help."
"Nathan
"
"It'll be
alright Katie, it has to be alright."
She watched him go,
her eyes locked onto the small craft until it was the merest speck
on the water then with a sigh, she turned, heading back inside to
make sure that everything was ready.

Nathan tried to curb
his anxiety as he drew closer and closer to the island. When the
beach became visible, his heart clenched as he realized that this
island had faired much worse than his had. The devastation was
almost too much to comprehend and he knew that if Kristin had not
been able to find some kind of shelter she would have been killed.
He pushed those
thoughts from his mind and concentrated simply on the task of
finding her. Pulling the dinghy onto the beach, he slung the
knapsack, containing emergency supplies, over his shoulder, turned
his back to the sea and called out her name.
The silence was
almost eerie after the cacophony of sounds the night before. He
called again, but still there was no reply. Looking around he
decided to head inland, if she'd been able she would have tried to
find somewhere to wait it out. There was no sign of her on the
beach, just the flotsam and jetsam that had been carried in by the
tide or deposited by the wind. He quickened his pace, a sixth sense
telling him that he needed to find her, and soon.
Sometime later, after
his trek inland had proved fruitless, Nathan decided to head back
the way hed come, moving this time in a direction that would
take him up the beach from where he had left the dinghy. He let his
instincts guide him and they soon seemed correct when he spotted an
outcropping of rock. That outcropping turned into a cliff face and
he followed along it until it brought him once more onto the beach.
Just as he was
beginning to have second thoughts, he noticed something about the
detritus piled up against the cliff wall. Moving to inspect it
closer, he soon realized that is was almost totally blocking a cave
entrance. "Kristin! Kristin are you in there?" Silence. "Answer
me Baby, please!"
He began to move the
debris, slowly at first, but when he saw the beginnings of an
opening he sped up, pulling away the remaining obstruction. "Kristin!"
It was dark inside
and he could barely even make out the rock wall. Quickly he
retrieved his gear and rummaged through it until he found a
flashlight. He swept the beam around frantically but saw nothing. ~
Damn! ~ He wasn't sure how much more of this he could take
As
he turned to leave he heard a muffled groan.
"Kristin!"
he called out as he spun around and rechecked the interior. This
time, however, he thought he saw something and took a step further
in.
"Kristin?"
he called again and received a faint moan as his reply. He quickened
his steps moving further into the depths of the cave, flashlight
sweeping back and forth in front of him.
Hed almost
given up hope, and convinced himself he was imagining things, when
the beam illuminated a huddled form lying against the back wall.
"Kristin! Oh,
thank Christ!"
He knelt down and
gently turned her towards him, setting up the light so that it
illuminated the top half of her body. She was deathly pale, her lips
almost blue, and there was a large bruise on her left temple. Using
his hands in conjunction with the light, he checked over the rest of
her but couldn't see any real damage - just some scratches on her
arms and legs and a trickle of blood on her feet. She was cold, too
damn cold.
Again he searched in
his bag, pulling out a survival blanket, the material rustling as he
tried to wrap her in it. "Kristin, Baby
Can you hear me?"
She wasn't making a
sound now, just lying limp in his arms, her breathing shallow.
He knew he had to get
her back to the house and get her warm before hypothermia took an
even greater hold on her, aware if that happened he would lose her.
Making sure the blanket was wrapped tightly around her he slipped
the knapsack back on then picked her up in his arms, holding her
tightly to him he left the cave.
Katie stood on the
beach pacing back and forth. She had done as Nathan had asked, got
the generator started and made sure there was plenty of hot water.
Shed even warmed some towels in the dryer. Now all she could
do was wait and hope that Nathan found Kristin in time.
As she continued to
pace, Katie wondered just how he had survived the night waiting and
wondering... He had left only just over an hour ago and she was a
nervous wreck. She and Kristin shared an abiding friendship and she
couldnt even begin to imagine what waiting would be like for
someone who loved her as much as Nathan did.
Okay, well his hour
was up
it was time to contact the coastguard. She made her way
back to the house and then stopped to take one more look out across
the ocean, shielding her eyes from the sun. Was that
? She did
a double take and blinked a couple of times. Yes, there was
definitely something out there. Running back to the shore she waited
until the dinghy drew close before wading out into the water and
helping to pull the small craft ashore. One look at Nathan's face
told her that speed was of the essence.
He bent down and
retrieved his precious cargo from the bottom of the boat, holding
her tightly in his arms.
"Is she
?"
"She's alive,
barely
We need to get her inside and warm. Did you manage to
get the generator started?"
"Yes, and
"
But she found herself talking to his back as he fairly ran towards
the house.
She ran after him
entering the house in time to see him disappear into the bathroom.
Making a small detour she grabbed the still warm towels from the
dryer and followed.
When she reached the
door, she found him already in the tub with Kristin in front of him,
her body resting against his. He acknowledged Katies presence
by looking up at her.
"I bought some
warm towels."
"Good, well
need plenty of those later but right now I need you to keep the hot
water coming."
"You've got it."
She replied as she ran from the room again.
Nathan held Kristin
close, hoping that the warmth of his body, combined with the water
would do the trick. "Come on Baby
Come back to me."
He used the palms of
his hands to rub her arms and as far as he could reach down her
legs. Over and over he massaged her lifeless limbs, his movements
becoming more and more desperate. "Come on Kris, I need you
Baby. I'm no good without you."
A wave of grief
suddenly washed over him as he remembered another time, another
place. The only difference was that Kristin was cold and Carol had
been hot, so terribly hot
The tears had started to flow
without him even noticing them and he resumed his task with renewed
vigour. He had lost Carol but there was no way that he was going to
let the same thing happen again
Katie stood in the
doorway, her own cheeks moist with tears, listening as her strong,
tough ex-captain and role model, whispered to the woman in his arms.
Who would have thought that the man could be so loving and gentle?
Rousing herself she tipped more hot water into the bath and then
knelt down to massage Kristin's feet and ankles in an effort to get
the circulation going on her frozen extremities.
They worked together,
unceasing, until Nathan sensed her body had warmed up enough to get
out of the tub and asked Katie to fetch more warm towels. When she
returned he rose from the water with Kristin in his arms. Once Katie
had draped the warm towels over Kristin he said. "Please go
turn down the bed."
With a nod she was
gone.
She was warm
For the first time in God knows how long, she actually felt warm -
although she still had a hell of a headache. There was something
heavy across her waist and she slid her hand down slowly to find out
what it was, smiling when she felt the unmistakable firmness of an
arm
An arm that could only belong to one person
Vaguely she wondered
how she came to be in bed with the man of her dreams. The last thing
she remembered was lying down on the floor of the cave and shivering
with cold. Then she realised that she didn't care how she'd got
here. She was safe and warm and that was all she needed. Apart
maybe, from a bottle of aspirin
She opened her eyes
and the dimness of the bedroom told her that it was either late
afternoon or early evening. Shifting, she rolled until she faced
him. He was sleeping and she reached out to gently trail a finger
over his features. She studied him in the half-light. Her sudden
brush with death had made her realize just how precious he was to
her. Thoughts of him had been the only thing that had gotten her
through.
Nathan woke slowly,
opened his eyes, and found Kristins sable ones looking back at
him.
"Hi."
"Hi yourself.
How are you feeling?"
"Warm." She
snuggled closer and closed her eyes, opening them again almost
immediately. ~ Katie! My God, she'd forgotten about Katie. ~
Nathan saw the alarm
on her face and thought for a moment that she was going to be ill
and then he realised what she must be thinking. "She's okay,
Kris. She made it back here. In fact, she's asleep in
the spare room."
"Oh thank God! I
can't believe that I didn't think to ask."
"You weren't in
a fit state."
"I know that
but, even on the island I
"
"You were scared
and hurt. From the looks of the bump on your head it's a miracle
that you could even remember your own name."
"Something hit
me." She still felt guilty. "God, Nathan, I was so
frightened."
"So was I, Baby
So was I
"
Instinctively, she
knew how frightened for her he would have been, and while she had
been scared he had been more so
Even though her situation had
been different, in some ways it had been eerily similar to what he
had gone through with Carol. And she knew that his greatest fear was
losing her as he did his wife. That fear coupled with the
similarities must have been nearly too much for him to bear. As she
looked into his eyes she could still see the residual fear lurking
in their depths. Taking his face between her palms she whispered. "Im
not Carol and Im not going anywhere. I wont leave you."
"Promise?"
"I promise."
"Okay." At
last he did what he'd wanted to do since he'd first opened his eyes.
He pulled her close and gave her a long, passionate kiss filled with
a depth of emotion that took her breath away.
"You were
frightened, weren't you?"
"Terrified."
He whispered and she could feel his hand tremble as it touched her
face.
"I'm sorry."
"It wasn't your
fault."
"Did I thank you
for rescuing me?"
"Not yet."
"Then, thank
you." She kissed the tip of his nose.
"You're welcome."
He was deliberating whether to say what was on his mind and then
decided it would be better than keeping it inside. "I heard
you, you know."
"When?"
"When you called
out to me."
"I called out?"
"Yes. You begged
me to help you
" He tailed off.
"You heard that?"
"In my head.
God, I felt so helpless."
"Nathan
"
She took hold of his hand, meaning to bring it to her lips and kiss
it, but he winced in pain.
Pulling it into the
open she noticed the bandage for the first time. "What
happened?"
"I put my fist
through the glass in the patio doors." he told her almost
sheepishly.
"What?" she
replied incredulously and concern laced her features.
"Im all
right. Katie took care of it."
"Tell me..."
She asked softly
"I felt so
powerless, not being able to help you and it was the same feeling I
had when Carol... And I got angry
At the hurricane, at myself
At..."
"Me?"
"Oh God, no."
He said adamantly and pulled her tighter. "Never you. Never."
He added fiercely.
"I wouldn't
blame you, if you had. After all, if I hadn't invited Katie in the
first place
I know that you didn't want
"
"Hush, I was
wrong. I was just being selfish that's all. I wanted you all to
myself."
"Perhaps, it
would have been better." She said tearfully. "You wouldn't
have got hurt. You wouldn't have spent the entire night worrying
about me
You wouldn't
" She started to cry and he
knew that it was more than just guilt.
"It's okay, Baby
Everything's all right now. You're safe and that's all that matters.
Shh
" He crooned.
Almost a half-hour
later she was all cried out.
"Better?"
He asked solicitously.
"Mmm
hmm
Thanks
"
"You're welcome
again."
She smiled
tremulously. "I love you Nathan Bridger."
"I love you too,
Baby. I love you too."
He held her tightly
in his arms for a few minutes and then captured her lips again,
kissing her soundly. Their passion escalated and his mouth began to
stray down her throat to her shoulder. They were both startled by
the sound of someone clearing their throat in the doorway.
"Sorry, I'll
just
" Katie turned to leave but Kristin called her back.
"Katie, its
all right."
Hitchcock turned back
and approached. "I just wanted to see if you were all right.
But I can see clearly that you are." She added with a smile.
"Thanks to the
both of you." Kristin said as she gave Nathans hand a
squeeze.
"I didnt
do anything. It was Nathan who rescued you."
"And I wouldnt
have been able to do that if you hadnt made it back here when
you did." He put in.
"Yes but..."
"No buts...
things are what they are and its all in the past now."
Kristin told her.
Katie nodded. "I
also came in to tell you that I made something to eat. I figured youd
probably be hungry."
"Famished."
Kristin smiled. "Well be there in a minute."
"Okay."
Katie replied and slipped from the room.
"Are you sure
you shouldn't rest for a while longer?" Nathan asked.
"No. I'm okay."
"You're certain?"
"I think so.
You?"
"I'm getting
there."
"Good. Well I
think we should join Katie, don't you?"
"I guess."
"We'll finish
this later." She whispered, running her palm over his stomach
and lower, causing him to groan aloud.
"Promise?"
He asked again.
"Cross my heart."
"Oh God
"
"What?"
Kristin frowned.
"All I seem to
be doing lately is waiting for you and hoping."
"Poor Baby."
There was a pained expression on his face as he tried to dress.
"Your hand?"
"No, this."
He indicated the bulge in his shorts.
Kristin laughed.
"It's not funny.
You ought to try it!"
"No thanks. Tell
you what
"
"What?"
She leaned over and
whispered something in his ear.
"No. Absolutely
not! My body's seen far too much water lately and cold's no fun."
"Then I guess
you'll just have to suffer." She shot back over her shoulder as
she went to join Katie in the kitchen.
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