Nathan Bridger had a
feeling of unease, which didn't make sense considering he was safely
at home, crashed out in front of the video and relaxing after a
tedious round of funding meetings for the new seaQuest. Each had
been accompanied by food and coffee until he was stuffed full,
leaving him convinced that he would never need to eat again. ~ If
they were only as free with their money when it came to the new
submarine. ~ He glanced over to the desk where Kristin sat preparing
a report for an important meeting of her own. ~ Well, he hoped she'd
have better luck than he'd had. ~
He began to feel
uncomfortable and fidgeted around but couldn't settle. A headache
beginning to form... ~ Maybe it was because it was so hot in here? ~
"Kris, I'm going
to get a cold drink, do you want one?"
"No thanks, I'm
fine."
"Okay."
He returned a few
minutes later, but after taking a couple of sips his stomach started
to protest, so he put the bottle down on the floor. As he sat up a
wave of dizziness washed over him. He took a couple of deep breaths
and waited for it to pass, thinking that he'd just got up too
quickly. Deciding that some fresh air was in order Bridger stood
cautiously and made his way across the room to the French doors,
pausing to run his hand over Kristin's bare arm.
"Nathan?"
"I'm just going
outside for a while."
"Well, I'm
almost done here so I'll join you in a minute." She had been so
absorbed in her work that she hadn't noticed how pale he was.
Nathan moved somewhat
unsteadily over to the porch swing making a grab for it as his
stomach cramped violently, doubling him over. Again he took deep
breaths to regain his equilibrium. "Kristin." His voice
was a whisper and he knew that she wouldn't have heard him, but he
also knew that he needed help.
As he tried to return
to the living room his insides spasmed again, more viciously this
time. Reaching out for something to support himself his hand
collided with a vase on the side table and it crashed to the ground.
"Nathan, are you
alright?"
"Kris, please..."
Kristin flew out of
the house and was at his side in seconds. "Nathan, what is it?
What's wrong?" She supported his weight until she got him to
the nearest seat.
"Pain...
Stomach... Sick..." He managed to hiss out. "Christ, it
hurts."
"Appendix?"
"No, been
removed."
"Any other
symptoms?" She had her hand on his wrist, checking his pulse.
"Headache,
dizziness, warm... Oh God!" He doubled over again.
"I'm just going
to get my medical bag, I'll be back in a moment." Nathan
clutched her hand tightly. "I'll be back."

Once inside Kristin
headed straight for the vid-phone, she had a fair idea of what was
wrong but she needed to be sure. A call to NCQ General confirmed her
suspicions. She went to the bedroom to pick up her bag and then
returned to the living area.
"Kristin,
please." Nathan's agonised cry reached her from the veranda.
"I'm coming,
just hold on my love."
She quickly moved to
the kitchen, filled a glass with warm water and added some salt
before grabbing the washing up bowl and running back outside.

Nathan was laying
back in the chair with his eyes closed, his hands clenching into
fists before relaxing again, perspiration beading his forehead.
"God, it hurts
Baby... It hurts so much..."
"I know, I know."
She gently smoothed back his hair. "I need you to drink this
for me."
"What is it?"
He asked suspiciously.
"Salt water."
"But that
will..."
"Make you sick."
She finished for him.
Nathan seemed about
to protest, but after another bout of agony engulfed him he took it
from her. "Kris?"
"You have food
poisoning."
"How can you be
so sure?"
"I'm a doctor
remember? I checked with NCQ General and several other people who
were at the last meeting with you have been admitted."
"Oh great!
Damn..." He clutched his stomach again.
"Drink."
He took a couple of
sips and grimaced. Kristin held his hand tightly - he suddenly
looked like a frightened little boy. "It's going to be okay."
She reassured him. "Just do as I tell you... Now, I want you to
drink it all down as quickly as possible."
His gaze locked with
hers for a moment and then he did as he was asked. The effect was
almost immediate... Nathan groaned, clutched his middle and leant
forward to put his head over the bowl that Kristin had placed on his
lap, retching uncontrollably. Every time he thought it was over, his
stomach churned again and he threw up until he was completely
exhausted.
"Done?"
"God, I hope so."
She handed him a
tissue and then stroked his back to soothe him. "Okay, you just
lie back and rest, I'm going to get rid of this." She indicated
the bowl. "And get you some fresh water so that you can rinse
your mouth."
"Uh-huh."
She'd only been gone
for a few minutes when she heard him call out for her. Putting down
the glass she hurried back to him. "Nathan?"
"Cold..."
He shivered. "So cold..."
"I need to get
you into bed."
Despite the fact that
he felt terrible he managed a small smile. "Would you believe I
have a headache? I dare you to say that again when I'm feeling
better."
Kristin shook her
head in disbelief. "Can you stand?"
"I can try."
He got shakily to his feet and then bent double. "Geez, this is
no fun."
"I know, just
take it slowly."
It took them almost
ten minutes to get to the bedroom.
"I'm sorry,
Kristin."
"For what? You
didn't do it on purpose, did you?"
"Hell, no."
"Well then."
He gasped again and
clutched her shoulder. "I need to use the bathroom."
"I thought you
might." Kristin smiled softly. "Call me when you're done."

Kristin headed back
into the kitchen to fetch the drink she'd promised him, then
searched through her medical bag and produced a couple of vials and
a heating pad. When she returned to the bedroom Nathan was leaning
back against the bathroom door and holding onto the frame for
support.
"I thought I
told you to call me." She scolded.
"Believe me, you
wouldn't want to go in there."
"I'm sure I've
dealt with worse."
"Don't bet on
it. God, I feel awful."
"I know my love
but it'll pass." She knew that she would need to keep a close
eye on him for the next forty-eight hours at least, in case she
needed to get him to hospital. She also knew that he hated even the
thought of being in one and so she decided to do everything she
could first.
When he was finally
sitting on the edge of the bed she handed him the glass. "Not
more salt water." He whined.
"Not this time.
It's just water with a vitamin supplement, that's all."
"Okay." He
sipped it tentatively.
"Come on you big
baby, drink it down."
Discovering that it
wasn't as bad as he'd feared he emptied the glass and then inhaled
deeply as his stomach churned once more.
"Alright?"
She took the glass and stroked his hand reassuringly.
"Cold again."
"Okay." She
eased him backwards until he was lying down and then lifted his legs
onto the mattress before handing him the heating pad. "You'll
need this."
"I was hoping
that you'd keep me warm." He said plaintively.
"I will, but
you'll need this to help with the stomach cramps."
As if it had heard
her, his gut clenched painfully. When he could he asked, "How
long?"
"A couple of
days."
"Kris, can't you
do something?"
"I could get you
into hospital."
"No! No
hospital, please Baby." He had the frightened child look again.
"Okay, okay. Do
you have any allergies to antibiotics?"
"No, only to
hospitals."
Kristin shook her
head, "You can command a submarine, face down almost any danger
and yet you're scared of hospitals. Care to tell me why?"
She noticed that he
evaded the question. "Why do you think I fell in love with a
doctor?" He gasped out the end of the question and brought his
knees up to his chest.
"Bad?"
"Mmm hmm..."
He moaned, biting his bottom lip.
Kristin gently rubbed
his back until it passed. "Close your eyes and try to sleep."
"If you'll hold
me... please..."
Tears sprang to her
eyes, "Of course." She pulled his head to her shoulder and
put her arms around him.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome.
Rest now."

Three nights and days
of hell that's all he could remember clearly. It had been one
long nightmare of pain, chills and sweats, throwing up and running
to the bathroom. At one point he'd been so exhausted that Kristin
had had to come in and get him; he hadn't even got the strength to
put one foot in front of the other.
Most of the details
were a blur. He was vaguely aware of night and day but not the
actual time. There was however one thing he did remember... No
matter how bad things got, how much help he needed or how much he
complained, Kristin was always there for him with a smile or words
of encouragement, or just holding him when he needed it.
He recalled waking up
suddenly, knowing that he was going to be sick but not having the
strength to get up or even find the bowl. In panic he'd sat up too
quickly and the resulting dizziness was too much for him - he'd been
ill over the bedcovers. He'd dared not move in case he made things
worse so he'd reached over and woken her, apologising profusely; hot
tears running down his face, partially from embarrassment but mainly
from shock.
Kristin had just slid
from the bed, carefully gathered up the sheets and taken them to the
laundry. Returning almost immediately to help him stand and take him
to the bathroom, cleaning him up and pouring some mouthwash for him
to rinse with while she dried his tears, which didn't seem to want
to stop. When she was sure he was all right she fetched some clean
pyjamas and settled him in the bedroom chair, holding tightly for a
few minutes to comfort him before covering him with a blanket and
remaking the bed.
As soon as he was
settled again she turned away and he grabbed her hand and held on
with all his might. "I'm sorry, Baby."
"It's okay, no
harm done. Lie quietly and I'll be back in a moment."
"Where are you
going?"
"I need to get
the covers washed. I'll be back as soon as I can."
"Okay."
He remembered looking
at the clock 4:00am. ~ God, she must be exhausted. ~
Kristin stuck her
head in through the doorway. "Do you need anything?"
He just groaned in
response.
"Nathan?"
"Arsenic?"
"Sorry."
"Stomach
hurts... head hurts..."
"Be right back."
She knew that she
couldn't knock him out because the illness needed to take its course
but there was no reason why she couldn't give him something to take
the edge off so he could sleep. When she returned he was doubled up
and the perspiration on his brow told her that his temperature had
climbed again.
"Nathan, can you
hear me?"
He groaned even
louder.
"Nathan?"
He could her the
worry in her voice and was desperate to reassure her, but in the end
he just whispered. "Yes."
"I'm going to
give you a shot. It won't knock you out but it should ease the pain
a little, alright?"
When he just nodded
Kristin knew how bad it must be for him he hated injections
almost as much as hospitals.
"Here we go."
He felt the prick of
the needle and then heard Kristin's voice talking soothingly as she
stroked his hair. After a few minutes she said. "I want you to
straighten your legs for me."
"Hurts."
"I know, but you
need to stretch your muscles to release some of the tension."
He was in agony but
if Kristin wanted him to do it, he'd do it. Slowly he began to
uncoil until he was lying on his back, feet at the bottom of the
bed.
"Better?"
Kristin asked solicitously.
"Mmm... a
little."
"Good." She
kissed his forehead gently. "Can you sleep now?"
"If you will
too."
She smiled at his
concern, sliding gently into the bed beside him and taking him in
her arms again.
"Thank you,
Kris."
"Sleep."

This time when he had
awoken something was different... Although his stomach still felt
uncomfortable there were no spasms and the pounding in his head had
subsided to a dull ache. He wasn't too hot or too cold he
just was.
Looking around the
room he could see the first light of dawn filtering through the
curtains. There was a movement at his side and he turned to look at
the woman lying asleep beside him. Reaching over *he used his
fingertips to softly stroke the contours of his true love's face,
taking care not to wake her.* After all the time she had spent
looking after him she had to be as tired as he felt. He knew that
when she woke and he thanked her properly, she'd dismiss it as 'just
doing her job' but this was far more than that to him.
"Nathan?"
"I'm alright,
Baby. Go back to sleep."
This time he took her
into his arms and held her close. "I don't know what I did to
deserve you, Kristin... but whatever it was I'd gladly do it again."
He leaned down to kiss her forehead softly, hearing her sigh in
contentment as she snuggled closer to him, already sound asleep.