Sitting here
Deep in though
Wondering why
I couldn't go through
With it
Knowing everyone
Would be happier
And I wouldn't feel
The pain the hurt the anger
Nor the sadness the depression
But then I think
I wouldn't see the sun shine
Or TJ BJ and PJ
I wouldn't be able to skate
Nor see my younger brother
Then the hurt takes over
And I begin to think
Why should I suffer
Why shouldn't I end it all
The suffering the pain the hurt
I just feel lost alone betrayed
Like nobody really cares
