I search the halls,
For a familiar face,
It's been almost a year,
Since I've been in this place.
Everything looks different,
Nothing's the same,
Do I hear somebody,
Shouting out my name?
Suddenly I'm surrounded,
By people I don't see,
Some of which I don't know,
Although they all know me.
A shout from behind,
Seems to catch my ear,
And I turn around,
Afraid of what I may hear.
I don't want to talk,
Not even to my best friend,
I'm too afraid,
That it's all come to an end.
I made a mistake,
There's nothing I can do,
Nobody's perfect,
Not even you.
I don't want to be here,
Just want to cry,
I can't believe people,
Are upset because I want to die.
The only reason I'm back,
Is people are scared,
Nobody wants to think,
About what I dared.
Would you rather,
I suffer in pain,
And slowly lose my mind,
With nothing to gain?