I sit in this place alone, again, and what am I supposed to do I am ignored and bored and forgotten My life always seems to go rotten I can't even begin to explain the pain thats invloved with bein' alone for over ten hours a day I've spent a month of worthless weekdays this way It's had it's effect on me feel like all is rejecting me no one even tryin to protect me or comfort me or ease me Not even a simple I'm sorry for makin you worry My breaking point is comin up close- in a hurry Then surprise theres a rise in my temperature- I'm about to explode and get in that mode where I hate everyone and I'm done with the bullshit I am fully justified to blow a fit BUT EVEN THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ANYONE it doesn't get me anywhere so I'm suppoed to forget it all? balls to the wall I don't seem to dream when I'm angry which makes me  worse