end of february winter 

“Stop killing yourself at the gym and work out less…
	for $159.99!!!”

whooah, for a limited time just 6 easy payments of $19.99...
				                                + S & H & ETC…

You can start training Sunday,
and be a whole size smaller by the weekend.
A $370 value?!?
PROVIDA LIFE SCIENCES
and Michael Thurman
the six week makeover.
Jesus…
it’s almost 8 am
sunday…
the gym doesn’t open for another hour
and I’ve been up since 4:20...

I gotta stop watching infomercials on the TV Guide channel…
It needs to be 9...

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gone and back,
where I started…
a strange but productive adventure…to my church…
shit, shower, shave,
and back on the couch…
11:14...and all is well…
all is well…

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darkness clouds another afternoon,
dragging along at a staggering rate,
near 3:30...
and ages to go
before this day is done.
but a mere 12 until work…
what a fucked up existence I have?

the Oscars tonight,
no $$$ for the movies,
so The Aviator will have to wait
so tonight I root for “Ray” and Martin S.
if I’m awake…

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in a simpler world, all that mattered was “Star Wars”
after a cold, shitty, rainy morning,
between broken live-trucks
and bosses who like to “show their ass,”
all that matters right now,
star wars

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feeling fatter, madder,
worn-out and rested all at once…on this Monday.

I came home and took a personal “time-out” this weekend,
a blur of the week before,
with periodic adventures to the gym,
with intensity,
noticeably…

today, a day of rest,
recovery, growth…
more on tomorrow.
with greater intensity…
in all facets of the game.

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somedays I am amazed at the ferocity,
I have to quit my job…
and work elsewhere, and ebb like,
than a mere page in the larger scheme of television production,
a cog on a wheel to terminal mortality,
without a fair chance,
immortality…

And a chance arises,
and for now,
an interest,
an offensive,
begins…
on a cold Winter Tuesday.

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chicken salad is good…
Fuck propaganda and existentialism…

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