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I have decided to join
the world of the living, well,
nearly. I’m ready to receive
an illness which can put me

in the ground in ten days.
It’s something like being a
soldier in wartime;
continually under

attack. Damn it all, it really happens.
This here, what I’m writing now,
is a letter to my family.

I am fine and so far away,
I don’t always write what I feel,
what I would really like to.
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