Poor thing

I look in the mirror.
I am almost fifty.

I have a photograph
of my dad
when he was fifty.

He looked older at fifty,
compared to me. 
Does he?

Or not?
No, don't think so.
His photo is old,
thirty years at least.

But still, every photo they take
of me, from now on,
is "older".

Everything is older now,
and in the future,
which is around the corner.

Me.
Not the paper,
nor the ink:

"Here Joop is older;
much greyer.
He must be in his

fifties
on this photograph,
early fifties.

Look!
Here's one of the
last photo's they took of him,
taken in the nursing home.

There on the left,
that's nurse what's-her-name.

Poor thing,
she cleaned his ass
so many times.

She must be in a nursing
home herself
by now!

Gosh, I'm sure
she still remembers
every inch of his sad ass!

Poor thing.
That's how it goes."


27.March.2007
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