I want to go to the Dylan Thomas boathouse

I want to go to the boathouse.
I want to go to the Welsh boathouse.

A museum now, it has
been smeared with the grease
of dirty hands, sticky coca-cola
hands, juicy hamburger hands,
shiny noses and the farts
of big American tourists
rubbing another original layer
off the floor and walls.

They come here to worship,
this shrine,
this white and blue house,
its estuary and the shed
where he used to write,

smoking cigarettes, opening
rows of bottles,
not writing a lot- 

That is where
I want to go.

Where they visit the grave
and Caitlin's grave.
She had no time to listen
to his poem while cooking
cockles holding a baby.

How will it feel
going to the boathouse?
Perhaps like going to a place
where someone's grave
used to be.
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