For a Girl on Halloween
The ugly tie my father bought
for me to wear on Easter Sunday
last year is wrapped around my forehead,
forgotten at the present moment
for my attention is tied to her,
leaving me oblivious to how
extremely silly I must look
Fortunately, her confused eyes
remain attached to some strange form
which must rest in mid-air right next
to my right ear. I'm forced to sweep
my sweaty hands through my gel-filled
hair by Freddy, that evil imp
whom I sometimes call my sub-conscious.
Of course, the now dried gel frolics
to the tie worn in a poor attempt
to look like a young, fun John Cusack
for a Halloween party that I
will not attend for I'm too busy
telling this girl that she gives me
butterflies, giant, nasty, flying
vermin in the butt of my stomach.
So now my once red only tie
is covered in white dots causing
me to explain yet something else.
"Forget all this," Freddy commands.
"You're now not just a freak to her,
but one with a bad dandruff problem."
I acknowledge this as true, but yet
I'm still compelled to hold my fort
and hope my words will reach some part
of her which will forecast Freddy
and me somewhere for her future.