feelings

Im always stressed about everything that goes on in my life.My life right now is very hard I sometimes dont under stand what goes on in it.I sometime wish I could pick my family but I can't maybe I was born to them for a reason.Sometimes there is good times in my family but it is not enough for me to be happy enough to want to stay with my family.Most of the time I rather be by myself because I think it is better for me.I want to go to college but then again I think it would be to hard for me to graduate out of college with some type of degree. 1