True Emotions-Part2
When my mother told me she had fibroids, I was like what the hell is that?It was finally explained to me what this was exactly.I really did not think it was something serious, but it must have been because it brought great sorrow and pain to the family.
When my mother did her operation, the doctors apparently told her that she would be healed in a couple of months and her life would eventually go back to normal.But that was not true, her life between that period was not normal.Three days after the operation mommy was in terrible pain and she had started feeling weak and was hemmorhaging, she fainted and everyone in the house was just so frightened and had no idea what to do. I remembered, I just started crying because I didn't know what would happen to her next.My aunts started moving around wondering what they should do to help. I have never seen my house in so much chaos.Mom was finally taken to the hospital.I will never forget that day, because as long as it was I just worried about my mom and trying to imagine what she was going through.She was in and out of there again at least three times.
The very last time she came from the hospital, I learned that I could have lost my mother.I don't know how I could have dealt with something like that.She came back from the hospital and told us about the whole thing. She said she had lost a lot of blood and all her veins collapsed, the doctors even had to try sticking her in her legs. On top of that all her life savings were spent on this operation.I was glad that she could feel good enough now to talk about that horrific experience.
This was a terrifying experience for me too, thinking that my parent was sick and there was nothing I could do.I know that my mother's life had been changed from that point on,this event really made be believe that we all have guardian angels, because one must have been watching over her that day. Thank God because I am not ready to deal with a loss like that.
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