IMMORTAL BELOVED Title: Immortal Beloved, 1/2 Author: Jaye (Copyright July 2002) Codes: VOY/Highlander C/Methos NC-17 Disclaimer: Star Trek and all related characters and concepts are the property of Paramount. Highlander belongs to somebody (Rysher?), but it's been so long I've forgotten who. No infringement is intended or profit made. This is NC-17 for m/m sex. If you aren't interested (or aren't old enough), don't read it. Archive: Drop me a note first so I know where it's going. Please keep the text (especially the disclaimer) intact. Feedback: Sure but be kind, or at least constructive. E-mail is wordsmith872@fastmail.fm Summary: Serendipity brings together two hearts ready for love. Notes: Very AU response originally for a ChakotayFest Summer Challenge. Set almost a year after "Endgame". In Chakotay's POV, Methos's name is Peter, since that's how they were introduced. *************** PART ONE Ironically enough the eyes caught Methos's attention first, not the tattoo. He'd been standing by his terminal scrolling through his messages, absently noting meetings and policy memos, when a pair of intense dark eyes leapt out at him from the screen. They were the deep brown of soil rich with life. There was an ageless quality about them as well, a serenity that the Immortal recalled his dark-eyed Highlander had never managed to attain. At that stray thought Methos's hand automatically moved toward the Delete button, determined to erase anything that reawakened the echoes of his grief, however slightly. Three centuries had passed since Duncan MacLeod of the clan MacLeod had lost his head and his life in a freak accident. For good or ill no Immortal was close enough to absorb his lifeforce. MacLeod's great spirit and all of the power he had gathered were released back to nature. It was just as well, for anyone who claimed the Highlander's essence would have become unstoppable. But Methos treasured the memories of his Scottish love, as he did the handful of other people he had cared for in his long life. His mourning had lasted a hundred years before he'd bothered to seek out even casual companionship again. Never another Immortal though. Humans, mostly, usually as different from MacLeod as he could get. Not that it was hard to avoid his colleagues-in-eternity. They were a cautious lot, these days. Medical technology had managed to make Immortals a truly endangered species. You had to be dead, well and truly dead, for at least a few minutes before the Quickening could occur. Between stasis chambers, cardio stimulators and cortical monitors people rarely stayed deceased for that long. Transporters also seemed to interfere with the process somehow, as if breaking down and reconstituting the body short-circuited the Quickening. The end result was a healthy, long-lived populace and continued secrecy, but very, very few new Immortals. Those that were left ignored The Game. Even the Watchers had practically abandoned their field observations. Now they were mainly interested in poring over the past. Hazel eyes flicked to the image one last time as a long pale finger moved to complete its mission. Which was scrubbed the instant Methos's brain registered the unusual facial tattoo. Succumbing to grudging curiosity, Methos sat and folded his arms. He gave the screen his full attention. The image accompanied an invitation to a private lecture by former Starfleet Commander Chakotay of Dorvan V. He was apparently a member of that headline-grabbing ship, Voyager, returned from the mysterious Delta Quadrant. Methos recalled the Voyager frenzy that had gripped the media and the Federation for a solid month. At first he'd been casually interested in the gallant little vessel and its crew, but the information overkill and news saturation had pretty much soured him on the story. He did recall that Chakotay was one of the more publicity-shy members of the senior staff. Like Tuvok of Vulcan, he'd posed for a few group pictures, made a brief statement of appreciation for his crew's efforts, resigned from Starfleet and disappeared from the public eye. A few weeks of refusing interviews soon convinced the fickle paparazzi to ignore him in favor of more forthcoming Voyager officers, turning them into media darlings. Now it seemed the elusive ex-rebel had re-emerged, at least in a small way. Chakotay was presenting the first volume of his anthropological surveys of Delta Quadrant cultures, and also making the raw data available to the academic community. Methos was surprised the event was so low-key. Chakotay's credentials were above reproach, and the cachet of having a member of Voyager's crew at l'Université de Paris for the unveiling was a publicity department's dream come true. But from the announcement, it appeared that the lecture and a small reception were a gathering of professors, researchers, and students. Reporters were definitely *not* invited. In his guise as an authority on antiquities, Methos of course was on the guest list. His eyes returned to the photo. It didn't look as though Chakotay had changed much from the publicity stills that had splashed every media outlet upon Voyager's spectacular return. He was a handsome, black-haired man in his early forties, whose dark-honey skin set off the curious indigo tattoo. The marking stirred vague memories of ancient empires, but Methos couldn't quite place it. He snorted. This was going to bug him. He hated not knowing the little details. His eyes narrowed. Methos could spend a couple weeks paging through his journals or do some hunting in the university database. Or he could go to the lecture and ask the man himself. With one last glance at the dark gaze Methos sent his acceptance of the invitation. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Chakotay stared at his reflection and took a deep breath, resisting the urge to adjust his clothes or fiddle with his hair. He'd managed the lecture itself with ease. After all, he had taught hundreds of Starfleet cadets in his four years at the Academy. And the question-and-answer session afterward had been invigorating, the chance to stretch his intellectual muscles that he'd been hoping for. But now he was getting ready for the reception. He had a feeling that the inquiries here would be of a much more personal nature. He wasn't sure he was up to the interrogation. Seven was responsible for a large measure of his uncertainty. She'd knocked him for a loop last year, pursuing his company with Borg single-mindedness. He'd been flattered, and originally attracted more by her mind than her body. He thought her unique experience of a multitude of cultures would give them some common ground. He was also one of the few people on Voyager who knew what it was like to be a member of a Collective, even if his experience wasn't quite the same as assimilation. Chakotay also wanted to find out if he could coax forth more of the warmth and humor he suspected lay beneath Seven's icy exterior. So they'd cautiously started dating. Chakotay had believed Seven was as committed to building a relationship as he was. She was inexperienced in many ways, so he had been very careful to take things slow physically. By the time their first kiss rolled around, he'd thought he was on track to forming a lifelong connection with the self-contained blonde. Then Admiral Janeway had come along to rattle Seven's outlook on things, including their relationship. When the crisis came Chakotay had risen to the occasion, offering Seven a pledge from the heart. Unfortunately, it wasn't enough. By the time they'd reached the Alpha Quadrant Seven had dumped him. Her interest stopped as abruptly as it had started. And while she had blithely moved on to the Doctor, he'd been left wondering whether it was something he'd done or something he was---or wasn't---that had changed her feelings. Though caught in the whirlwind of parties and publicity surrounding Voyager's return, Chakotay was simply not in the mood to celebrate. He returned a free man, but with few real connections left outside his shipboard family. The thought of staying in Starfleet turned his stomach, so he'd resigned as soon as he was able. Seven years of back pay left him comfortably set, so he indulged his lifelong love of archaeology and anthropology. He'd given himself time to organize his notes and observations, and process his experiences aboard Voyager, including those with Seven. Eventually he'd tired of his solitude, thus this impromptu return to the academic world. He'd always wanted to see Paris, and figured if he was going to attempt the dating scene again the place to do it was the City of Love. B'Elanna had been thrilled to hear about the trip. Tom had made him promise to take a jaunt to Marseilles to see Sandrine, since B'Elanna was keeping her husband pretty close to home these days. Neither of Chakotay's friends had said it, but he was sure they wished him luck in finding a traveling companion. *************** Methos leaned against a paneled wall and sipped his drink. He'd actually enjoyed the evening. Chakotay was a master storyteller and he spun quite a tale. Learning about new, completely unfamiliar species had stimulated the Immortal's imagination, and the lecturer had stimulated his senses. Chakotay's voice was the kind you didn't hear so much as wrapped around yourself and snuggled into, and the man's enthusiasm had given his rugged features a charm and life that was dazzling to behold. He wondered if Chakotay would be as compelling up close and personal. Methos had quickly worked the room, getting all the necessary chit-chat out of the way before the guest of honor arrived. He'd done a little research and now had quite a few questions for the man of the hour. The second the door opened and Chakotay strode in Methos was struck with a tingling awareness. Not just the gut-level pull of attraction, but also the warning prickle of a potential Immortal. He nearly fled, driven by centuries-old instinct to avoid such complications in his life. As his body poised and his mind argued, Chakotay walked up to him and he was trapped. He forcibly relaxed and smiled, putting out a hand. "Mr. Chakotay, very nice to meet you." Chakotay quickly shook the offered hand, resisting the urge to retain a hold of the long pale fingers. "Mr. Adamson, yes? I was hoping you'd be here. I wanted to thank you." He was glad the tall man was so close to the door. When he'd stepped up to the podium earlier this evening he'd caught sight of hazel eyes and a bold nose dominating an unusual but attractive face. He'd also had an impression of a long, loose-limbed body, before he'd focused on his lecture. He had asked for a name the second he could, and learned of Peter Adamson's notoriously reclusive ways. So he hadn't expected, but certainly hoped, to see the university's antiquities expert at this little soirée. "Thank me? Whatever for?" Methos's eyes crinkled in puzzlement. He was also a little disappointed to lose the clasp of that strong tawny hand and gave himself another mental shake. "For chuckling at so many of my jokes. I didn't know whether anyone would notice I slipped them in. You either have a finely honed sense of humor or a very polite nature---I'm not sure I want to know which was responsible." Chakotay grinned, but his memory was filled with the taller man's smile. It absolutely transformed his face, and Chakotay wasn't likely to forget the sight any time soon. Methos found himself wanting very much to see the flash of those beguiling dimples again. He leaned in to share a secret. "Let me reassure you. Even if some of the university chairs frown at the 'irreverent touch of frivolity', the students were very appreciative." He couldn't help his own smile. "As was I." Chakotay nodded in gratitude and felt his own lips quirk again in automatic response to the curl of that wide mouth. He vaguely wondered what it tasted like before jolting himself back to business. "Well, I have a lot of people to meet and greet." He held out his hand again. "Thank you for being such an attentive audience, Mr. Adamson, and for your time." Methos retained his grip and opened his mouth to ask about the tattoo. He was a little surprised at what actually came out. "Have you seen much of the city, Mr. Chakotay?" A pleased warmth mixed with Chakotay's startlement. "It's just Chakotay, and no, I've only seen the university grounds. Lovely, but hardly the essence of Paris." Methos made the offer. After all, he figured, there was no one better equipped to be a local guide. "Peter, please. If you're not leaving right away, would you like a whirlwind tour?" Oh, very much so, was Chakotay's immediate thought. "Thank you. If you can spare the time I'd really appreciate the company." The sense of rightness eased the knot of anxiety in Methos's gut. He was even getting used to the zing of mingled attraction and pre-Immortal spark. "I know which hotel the university always uses to house their guests. How about I pick you up there at five." "A.M.? Is anything open then?" Chakotay didn't really care about the early hour but didn't want to be so obvious about his eagerness to meet again. "A few cafés. The best way to start your affair with Paris is to see her wake up in the morning." At Chakotay's nod Methos smiled and made his way out of the hall, steps lightened by anticipation. Chakotay sighed in appreciation at the view, then shook his head at his own wayward thoughts. He hadn't been involved with a man since before he joined the Maquis. Then again, he'd never met such an instantly compelling one as Peter Adamson. There was something about him; Chakotay sensed he was an old soul. He shrugged, then turned to begin the long evening of smiling and hand-shaking as he waded into the sea of academics. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Chakotay hesitantly followed Peter through a weathered wooden door practically hidden behind a curtain of ivy in an old stone wall. "Are you sure this isn't private property?" he asked, gazing at the small enclosed park. "Trust me, I've been here plenty of times." Methos briskly walked across the grass, heading for a tall, loose-limbed tree near a pond. He turned to beckon, "Come on." He chuckled at the uncertain expression on his companion's face. His heart felt brighter than it had in decades. Chakotay stirred him in so many ways. He responded to Paris with a refreshingly unspoiled sense of wonder grounded in a thorough knowledge of the city's millennia-long history. He reawakened Methos's own love of the place he'd called home for so long. They'd visited the Eiffel Tower and Notre-Dame, of course, but Chakotay had also been interested in more out-of-the way places the usual tourist never sees. And Methos had heartily agreed when his companion nixed a trip to the Louvre, saying he would rather wait until he had the time to fully absorb its treasures. Their conversation over the course of the day had ranged across a dozen topics. Methos confirmed the two were well matched intellectually, and their differences in background and perspective sparked lively, good-natured debates. Methos had also found himself physically drawn to the other man. Before the morning was out they'd started sharing each other's space. He'd been standing and walking close enough to Chakotay to catch his clean, earthy scent and to confirm that his skin was indeed as smooth as it looked from farther away. Much to his own chagrin, Methos had also caught himself several times unconsciously lagging behind to watch Chakotay's simply stunning derriere in motion. They'd lunched at a small family-run bistro Methos often frequented, and the French-speaking owners had complimented him on landing such a fine-looking beau. Methos could still feel the flush on his cheeks from when Chakotay's equally embarrassed explanation that they were colleagues revealed that he understood their comments and held a fair grasp of la belle langue. Still, Chakotay hadn't seemed shocked or annoyed. He'd given Methos a look from under his lashes that hinted he just might be favorably disposed toward the idea. Methos was going to throw caution to the four winds and take a chance, but he needed some privacy. Thus this illicit little trip onto the grounds of a manor he knew was unoccupied due to ongoing renovations. Chakotay watched his companion's easy, graceful stride as they headed toward the water. He hadn't felt so close to another person in a long time. Certainly he and Seven had never shared such a quick, profound rapport. He sighed. He'd been caught off guard by the restaurateurs' assumption of a relationship between Peter and himself. But he would very much like one. The man's mix of sly wit, deceptive cynicism, and simple joie de vivre made Chakotay feel more alive than he had in a long time. Chakotay also couldn't remember ever being so turned on just looking at another person. Peter's thick mop of dark hair invited his fingers to card through the glossy locks. He wanted to see the flush of arousal and fulfillment heat the cool pale skin as he learned the contours of that long wiry body. The heady, giddy whirl of desire in his mind and heart made him reckless. He was determined to discover the texture and flavor of those wryly curving lips. His thoughts stopped with his body as he blinked. Peter had just disappeared. Or rather, he'd slipped behind the foliage of the tree they'd been walking toward. Long thin branches filled with leaves arced to the ground, creating a living screen. Chakotay cautiously parted the twigs and stepped through, letting them swing behind him. A fair bit of ground was hidden, along with the tree's slim trunk. The light here was a muted green, and the air seemed hushed and still. Peter's tall figure was casually draped on a wrought-iron bench that had probably been placed there when the tree was a mere sapling. He was grinning as he spread his hands. "You like?" Chakotay didn't care whether Peter was referring to himself or the locale, the answer was the same. "Very much." "Have a seat." Methos shifted and patted the spot beside him. He was pleased that Chakotay took him literally, sitting close enough for their thighs to brush. Chakotay closed his eyes and tilted his head back, deeply inhaling the scent of nature. "When I got back to the Alpha Quadrant, it took me a while to get used to the smell of real air again. As well as the idea that I couldn't just shut off the rain with a command." Methos turned slightly and leaned one arm against the back of the bench. "Too many hours in the rarified atmosphere of ships and holodecks?" "Too many years." Chakotay grinned ruefully and opened his eyes to meet a soft gray-green gaze. "My cousin lent me his vacation house---a cabin in the Appalachian Mountains. I've been staying there, getting used to real gravity again, the change in seasons." He shook his head. "I'd forgotten just how cold it needed to be for it to snow." Methos chuckled. "Don't tell me you forgot to pack your long johns." "And my parka. Mostly because I hadn't needed one for such a long time." They sat in silence a moment, each man acutely aware of the other. They both turned and spoke in the same instant. "Chakotay---" "Peter---" They laughed, then Methos gestured for Chakotay to go first. "I was just wondering if you'd like to accompany me on a trip to Marseilles. I promised a friend of mine that I would drop by a bar there and give the proprietress his respects." "A bar in Marseilles? Yes, I'll come with you, if only because nobody should be walking some of those streets alone. There are still some pretty rough customers in that town." Methos's heart skipped at the light that entered the dark eyes. "Thank you." Chakotay felt a bubble of happiness in his chest. He smiled and said, "Your turn now." "I've been meaning to ask you all day about your tattoo." Methos wrestled down the urge to trace the whorls and lines, but it was a struggle. "It's a symbol created by some very distant ancestors of mine. They were predecessors of the Mayans, a tribe called the Rubber Tree People. And as I discovered in the Delta Quadrant, the mark also belonged to a group of aliens they called the Sky Spirits." "Yes, I remember now." The symbol was ancient even when Methos first walked the Earth. "You remember? Just who do you think you are, Father Time?" Chakotay's teasing was leavened by the fond smile he gave his companion. "Very funny." Methos leaned a little closer; his face and voice softened. "Actually, there was one other thing I wanted to ask you." "What's that?" Chakotay whispered. "If I may kiss you." Methos leaned in, but waited. "Please do," Chakotay said as he tilted his head and closed his eyes. He sighed in contentment as he felt the brush of lips against his own. He lifted a hand and gave in to temptation, sliding into the dark strands of Peter's hair to cup his head. He turned more fully into the embrace, his other hand stroking along a slender shoulder. Methos felt the warm lips beneath his part and groaned as their tongues began a subtle dance. The arm along the back of the bench naturally slid around the wide shoulders, while the other skimmed down Chakotay's side to find the hem of his shirt and slide beneath it to reach soft skin. They continued to touch and taste each other, pressing their bodies closer as arms and legs entangled. Chakotay lifted his knee to teasingly trace the seam of Peter's jeans. When he reached the apex, he applied light pressure to the erection outlined in denim. Methos lifted his hips a little, increasing the sweet torture against his sex. He slid off Chakotay's full lips and licked along the firm jaw to the flesh under one ear. He closed his teeth around the succulent morsel, sucking it strongly. "Oh..." The sound devolved into a low moan. Chakotay's fingers tightened involuntarily as the mouth on his neck bestowed an ever-so-slightly painful pleasure. His hands dropped to the slender waist, gathering material to push the sweater up, baring a smooth pale torso. He bent to suckle a pale pink nipple, feeling the body in his hands arch toward him. His approving growl traveled with his mouth across the delicate skin to the other pebbled bit of flesh. He laved the nub with his tongue, then blew, watching the peak stiffen further. Methos groaned, tantalized by the shift from warmth to coolness. He pushed away a moment and tore off his top, then reached to remove Chakotay's. Both men were breathing heavily. The second their chests were bare Methos and Chakotay renewed their embrace. Methos slid them gently down to the grass on their sides as they kissed once more, hands running along backs and chests, bronze skin sliding against ivory. Chakotay's hips thrust against more slender counterparts as he nibbled a swan-like neck. His hands returned to roll Peter's nipples and lightly run his nails down the smooth pale torso. Methos's hands found their way to Chakotay's trousers. He quickly undid them and slid his fingers underneath the waistbands to cup that rounded ass. His hands were filled with the firm globes as his fingertips danced along the edges of the cleft. He broke their kiss and nuzzled under Chakotay's jaw. "Let me," he whispered into sweet honey-colored skin. "Anything," Chakotay answered, then with a last sigh slid back. He propped his head on one hand as he stroked the other down Peter's side. "What did you have in mind?" The sultry question was matched by the heat in the brown eyes. Methos's cock swelled even more. He smiled. "What I have in mind isn't possible in this venue. But let's get naked anyway." Chakotay smiled back. "It's a good start." They stood as one to toe off their shoes and shuck their trousers and underclothes. When they were done they paused a moment, just looking at each other. Chakotay's eyes roamed Peter's body, his lips parting a little as he measured the large hands and feet against the equally impressive cock. He continued up the long torso and slender neck to the handsome face. He smiled and raised his brows. "So what would you like me to let you do?" Methos gazed at the sleek form. He wanted to taste every single inch of the smooth tawny skin, to learn the muscles beneath them. He stepped forward and laid his hands against the powerful chest, palming the small dusky nipples. He teased them to hardness, then brushed his straining cock against its darker mate. "For now, this," Methos said as he slid to his knees and took Chakotay's penis in his mouth. Chakotay breathed a startled moan as his flesh was encased in wet heat. His hands automatically reached to brace themselves on broad shoulders. He felt a talented tongue sweep around the crown and slide down his shaft. One long-fingered hand played with his balls while the other slipped around to probe delicately at his anus. Chakotay shuddered under his lover's ministrations and ground out, "Peter, it's time." Methos hummed his assent and pressed closer, his nose buried in the soft black hairs of Chakotay's groin. The musky scent was soon joined by a sweet, salty flavor as Chakotay groaned and climaxed. Methos swallowed it all, savoring the moment. He released the softening cock and blinked as Chakotay sank down to his knees to seize his mouth in a fierce kiss. Chakotay tasted himself on Peter's tongue, salt mixed with the sweetness of the mouth joined with his. His hands slid from throat to chest to ribs, then curled around his lover's gracefully curving erection. He leaned back a little to look into dilated hazel eyes, then gently pushed the long body down to the grass. Methos looked up into appreciative dark eyes and relaxed. He moaned softly as Chakotay lapped at the hollow of his throat. The soft lips then moved down the center of his chest and sternum, pausing to let teeth sample the skin of his navel. He felt a quick kiss to the head of his cock, then long licks up and down its length. He thrust and groaned. Chakotay responded by running his lips slowly down Methos's shaft. It was a torturous, delicious preview until finally his sex was fully enclosed. Then he felt strong hands on his hips as Chakotay began to bob slowly up and down, his tongue and teeth offering extra stimulation. The heat and wetness and suction increased as the pace sped up. Methos tried to lift himself higher but implacable hands held him down. He felt fingers leave his hips and wander between his legs to caress his sac, encouraging his balls to draw up even tighter. Then a knuckle pressed the sweet spot just behind them and Methos shouted in pleasure. Chakotay felt the slim body beneath him heave and relaxed his hold, letting the long shaft slide a little farther into his throat as its liquid pulses slid down to warm his belly. He sucked his way up the shaft, tasting his lover's seed. A last lick at the tip and he drew away, collapsing beside Peter. Methos turned his head and was shocked that Chakotay's mouth could look even more sexy, swollen and rosy and glistening with a faint sheen. He grabbed the darker man's dimpled chin and pulled him forward so he could lick his way across the lush curves. Then he leaned back with a satisfied sigh. They lay a few moments in silence, staring up at the canopy of leaves. "I don't usually do this," Chakotay said. Methos smiled. "What? Have sex with a virtual stranger? Have sex with a man? Have sex outdoors?" Chakotay glanced over with a sheepish shrug. "All of the above." Methos shifted so he could see Chakotay's face. His own fell into lines of concern. "Are you sorry?" "No, but I am a little confused," Chakotay answered honestly. "I've never been so drawn to someone. I guess I'm trying to decide if it makes me a slut if I ask, 'Your place or mine' so soon. And if I can handle a one-night-stand, even though I really do want you." Methos reached over and traced Chakotay's tattoo. He knew he shouldn't be doing this, but he was as helpless as Chakotay to fight the attraction between them. "I would say your place to get your things, my place to stay the night." He ran his finger down a high-boned cheek and hoped the truth of his next words showed in his eyes. "And you're not a one-night stand. At least I very much hope not. But this *is* sudden. So let's just take things as they come until we're back from Marseilles." Chakotay smiled at the softness in the hazel eyes, then grinned as he considered his lover's words. "Were those double entendres deliberate?" "Of course. I wanted you to keep the main event in mind. You did say 'Anything'," Methos replied and leaned in for another kiss. TBC