Split Decisions A/N Give me some ideas ppl! I am so running out, that's why I am taking my time and writing useless chapters...oh well-PLEASE R&R with an IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you Chapter Five: Shock ~Miyakos POV~ God-I was dreaming again(A/N: Boy, she is a DREAMING person). This dream was maybe worse. It was in total darkness. I couldn't see my hands in front of my face! And I saw shining light ahead. I ran to it, but my feet felt like lead, and no matter how fast and hard I tried, the light went farther, and even farther on. "No!" I yelled. I felt as if some sort of *thing* was behind me, like a shadow, trying to swallow me up. I screamed. I could 'feel' my hair flying, and sweat. I kept on running, until I saw the silver light was rushing to me. I began to panic again. It slammed into me, and so did the shadows. It was enclosed, and trapped between light and darkness, love and hate, peace and destruction, life and death, sugar and smoke, heaven and hell, laughing and crying, flying and falling-all put together. I stayed still for more than just a nanosecond. "Stop..." I murmured. It felt-wrong. It felt-just wrong. But in some side, it just felt too right, to be trapped inside black and white magic. It hurt mentally and physically, but it felt right mentally and physically. Whatever this dream was trying to say-I didn't know. I felt the urge to wake up. It was already half-awake, as I lifted my arms and put it around something on top of me. 'A teddy bear? Pillow? Kaiser's Cape?' No, it felt more-solid, then a cape, teddy bear, and pillow. As I grew more and more awake. I felt something warm and slithery inside my mouth. Not wormlike, more... ... it wasn't gross. It felt kind of nice too. I moaned, I think. It tasted faintly of, just the faintest tinge of... sugar, the rest was like-wine mixed with chocolate, little bit of sugar, and a tinge of toothpaste. I closed my eyes. In my head, I could feel the silver light enveloping me, and the shadows fading....away...slowly... Then I slowly opened my eyes. What I saw-it took me moments, to piece it out-my eyes widened. I couldn't pull back, because I was trapped between the bed, and the Kaiser. Then he pulled back. He seemed hypnotized. "K-Kaiser? It was you?" I was shocked. More shocked then when-I had never ever been really shocked before, but now I sure was. I mean, kind of, somewhere in the back of my heart, and head, I had a feeling it was him. But it seems more scary, it was just a thought I didn't expect it to really come true. Yet I was kind of-happy. I didn't move away, just panting ever so slightly, stared into his glasses. Searching for a pair of eyes, that I knew held the truth. ~Kaiser's POV~ "Stop..." She had murmured gently. I didn't. She sounded as if she was happy, so I didn't. Then I felt her comforting arms around my neck. And then I stopped. But I kept on going after a few short seconds. It felt nice. She moaned a little. I felt her tongue slowly duelling with mine. Then, as I opened my eyes, I saw her eyelids fluttering open. I stopped. Slowly my tongue founds its place back in my mouth. As I backed off a little(A/N I know, funny way of describing it, but I can't think of anything else right now!). I could feel her shock, no hate, no...nothing, just shock. Then I felt her eyes searching for something, like, I knew, she wanted to see my eyes. I did not favour her...yet...I just kept staring through my violet tinted glasses. I saw, the sides of her cheeks darkening just the teeniest bit. She was blushing. "C-Can y-you take o-off your... ..." She seemed stuck. She just look at me, as if I understand. "Go on." I said. I could see her cheeks darkening even more. "Those glasses...can you...take off...y-your g-glasses?" She sounded hopeful. "Why? Is there any specific reason why I should?" I asked. I didn't mean to be rude or anything. But... I needed to know. For hunger, truth.... "Just..." She fiddled with the soft silk blanket. "I want...to....I-I..." She sighed softly. "I-I want to see...y-your e-eyes...that's all." She stared intently at me. "Can I?" Finally, she said it. What was it about my eyes that she wanted to see? I asked her that. She just sighed softly again. "I want to know something. And I can only find the answer in your eyes," she said carefully. She was choosing her words well. I knew. She seemed out of words for a second. Then I slowly got out of the bed, and walked back so I was standing directly across from her. She was looking down. I tilted her chin up. "I didn't say no," I said softly. I could feel her caramel-honey eyes brightening. "Is that a yes?" She asked softly, I could sense laughter in her tone. That meant it was supposed to be a joke. "Maybe." I answered back. I did not smile. Not because I didn't want to, or that I was being mean. It was that I couldn't. Just couldn't. I gazed intently into her, and slowly, brought one of my hands to my glasses. I slowly....slower ... slide my glasses off. ~Miyakos POV~ He slowly lifted his glasses off, revealing his violet-blue eyes-that I had adored the first time I had seen him on TV. I gazed into them. I saw...confusion, resist, hatred but not directed at me, pain, anger, sadness....and above all... a sense of kindness and love. I gasped. When I saw, in the centre of his eyes. He did love, and care, he was not a hundred percent evil yet. Which was good, I think, because, stirring in my heart, I had a sense to bring him out of his confusion, pain, sadness, anger...and ....just cure him. I stared into them, they seemed to hypnotize me, I couldn't look away...