Title: Feathers

Author: Hi-chan & Ni-chan
Warnings: PG-13 for angst and rather mild gore.
Summary: A 11+13 fairytale set to a poem.
Author’s Notes/Disclaimer: I don’t own G/W, nor do I
own this lovely poem, titled “feathers” by Ni-chan. 

~feathers~

Once upon a time, there lived a young man.  He was a
knight with eyes full of pacific innocence, a mind
full of idyllic dreams and a heart full of kind hope
for humanity.  Clothed in the brightest silver armor,
he set himself out to find his quest.  In a land long
darkened by the storm clouds of war, he vowed that he
would someday bring back the shining sun of peace, at
whatever cost. 

I was lost in the abyss of the world
the corruption so dense I couldn't see
the light that once guided my life
and helped me walk the way to be

But silver tarnishes and soon the price of peace
became too high for him to pay.  His quest was a
beast, a double-edged blade that gave him purpose as
it stole away his soul.  It took away his eyes filled
with innocence, his mind filled with dreams and his
heart filled with hopes.  Soon, he no longer knew why
he fought, only that he had to keep fighting for what
he believed to be his dream.  Day by day, his hands
would become thicker and thicker with the blood of his
kills, but he no longer cared. 

but then you were there, my guardian angel
silver wings untainted by
the politics of mortal existence
and you were the one that taught me to fly

Just when his spirits were at their lowest, when he
thought he had no further to fall, an angel with wings
tipped with gold fell from the heavens and caught his
plunge.  She had watched him from her perch above the
heavens, and she fell in love with the nobility of his
dreams.  Her heart ached for him, his dissipated
innocence and lost dreams, and so as he had sworn to
return peace and sunlight to the storm-ravaged land,
she swore to return the same to his pain ravaged soul.
She made him remember the reason he fought against
the darkness.  Day by day, she helped him to
rediscover the innocence, the dreams and the hopes he
had thought long dead.  

but I guess my sins, too unresolved
came back to catch me and weigh me down
and you came with me, poor innocent
caught in the line of the earthbound

The knight’s mind could not comprehend the bridge
between their two hearts.  How can light touch the
darkness without being swallowed, he wondered.
Because she loved him, the angel with the gold tipped
wings did everything she could for the knight with the
tarnished silver armor.  Desperately in his heart, he
wanted to love her back, to touch her soul as she had
touched his.  But he knew that though she was strong
and her heart pure, she could not forever keep at bay
the deaths on his soul and the darkness in his spirit.
To save her, he spurned her emotions, but she would
not listen.  And he knew when his dreams receded and
the darkness once again returned to reclaim him, she
would only follow.

and the feathers fell softly like the tears in your
eyes
and the reflections I saw were so sad and confused
but then you smiled and the trembling light
dissipated and you became my sweet fallen angel

To save her knight, the angel ruthlessly destroyed his
enemies and fought for his dreams of peace.  For him,
she thrust her hands into the blood-streaked
battlefields, fighting by his side.  From the
lily-paled hands the knight dreamed of touching there
blossomed sanguine roses. 

so denied, little angel, the skies you were born
and from heaven you fell from grace at my hand
each night I prayed for your redemption
for your return to the golden land

The knight saw what she was doing.  He cried out for
her to stop.  But her blind faith would not let her
listen.  With each drop of blood she shed, he took a
step closer to the peace he had once thought to be but
a mirage.  With each life she took, he could feel more
strongly the warmth of his quest coming to an end.
With each pound of flesh and blood she weighed upon
her own soul, his own lightened with the nearness of a
dream coming true.  And before long, her gold-tipped
feathers, now dripping with the blood of her true
love’s wrongs, found that they could no longer soar
into the heavens. 

but you shrugged it away like you just didn't care
but with your heart on your sleeve you couldn't lie
don't believe that I didn't notice the times
when you thought you were alone and you cried

Even though she had fallen, she never shed a tear for
herself.  She still always cried for her knight, as if
her tears could wash the pain from his nightmares, the
blood from his hands, the blackness from his heart.
More than ever, he saw her love, like his vision, to
be a double-edged knife.  Her devotion gave him
something more to live for, and yet it tore him apart
to see her tears.  Even more, he realized her
sacrifices were all for nothing.  His peace-loving
heart wept as he wondered how he could bring about a
world of everlasting peace by bathing it in blood.
Unable to bear his failures, he prayed for release.
For the salvation of his Lady’s soul, for the coming
of peace to the world.  Nevermind his unfulfilled
dreams.  Nevermind that he would be left to bear the
burden of his sins alone.  He…just wanted to save the
world.

it tore my emotions, it made my heart bleed
and there was only one thing to do
I traded my soul for the love I had wronged
unwavering faith only for you

The knight, seeing how he had only further spread
war’s storm clouds; seeing how he had tainted his
angel, the only one he had ever loved and the only one
who had ever truly loved him, realized in his heart
the only thing he could do.  He would give her back
her wings, heal her spirit, lift her soul back to the
heavens where they belonged in the only way he knew
how.  He scaled the highest mountains amongst the
stars, where the peaks curved up like the claws of the
Dragon.  On a night the clouds churned thick, and
tempest depths crisped with the acrid scent of spilled
blood and the storm erupted in a crux of violence and
fury, the knight in the tarnished silver armor leapt
from the heights and fell from the skies.

and the breaths came softly like feathers on air
and the words you said were so sad and confused
but I smiled as the darkness descended
because I knew I was lifting my sweet fallen angel

Then angel had followed her knight’s trail to the
mountain amongst the stars and as she rose above the
final crest separating her from her love, she saw him
fall.  She cried out, pleading with the knight to
stop.  But he did not listen.  Standing from atop the
mountain amongst the stars, the fallen angel with
wings drenched in blood and eyes drenched in tears
unshed prepared to follow her martyred knight.  Even
as he fell, he cried out to the angel, begging her not
to follow.  The angel crumpled to the ground in agony.
Her tears fluttered to the ground as scattered
feathers, and all around her raged the unleashed
maelstrom of battle. 

and the breaths came softly like feathers on air
and the words you said were so sad and confused
but I smiled as the darkness descended
because I knew I was lifting my sweet fallen angel

But slowly, o ever so slowly, the storm clouds began
to dissipate, to give way to lancelets of light.  When
the sun hovered between the night before and the day
dawning, the no longer fallen angel found herself
rising with wings washed clean of blood and once again
tipped with gold.  As she looked down from the
mountain top amongst the stars she saw her knight’s
land, torn and ravaged by the storms past, and shined
upon by a sun present.  She vowed silently as she
soared from the heavens to the earth to fulfill the
knight’s dreams of a land borne of peace. Unseen to
her, the Apollo’s chariot in the skies embraced her in
his warmth, tipping her wings in swaths of sunlight
before spilling past her and across the land.


Author’s Notes: Thanks to anyone who reads this.  I
hope you liked it.  Also, an extra extra extra special
thanks to Ni-chan for letting me write this “Treize go
boom” fic with her poem!!

11/13/01
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